If I was your secretary I would serve your coffee from the front side of your desk- leaning over and sending you your cup with a view down my unbuttoned shirt. I would refill it from your left, resting one arm over your shoulder, leaning my chest so close to your nose that you could sense the fragrance of my skin mixed in with the smell of my perfume. My pheromones rushing through your nose and activating your sexual energy, making your pants tighter and full of fat, hard dick.
Lol, not very lucky with the thumbnail on this one 😂
But hey look what I can do! :> been doing handstands once almost every day all year, and it is slowly getting there! I just need to stretch my hamstrings so I can do it properly.
Anyways
Did you know that it is the international whore day today? Or whatever it's called, lol! Anyways- it's a celebration of whores and it is all about raising awareness of our glorious existance, our struggles and gifts and everything in between! Support your local whore today, send her a loving message, some roses, a giftcard... Some cash... You know them hoes love them cash! As a former full service sex worker I know how amazing it feels when clients show that they understand our struggle by giving their unconditional love and support every now and then. You have no idea how energy-draining it is to offer PIV (penis in vagina) and PIA (penis in anus) services, mostly because 90% of the consumers of that service are 100% respectless, ignorant, mysoginistic assholes, and it takes alot of timewasting and nerve-wrecking provocation to find the good clients. But when they finally show up, all the time spent on cancelling and rejecting shitty people is totally worth it! So if you are some escorts favorite client- I salute you!! Great job being a good person!! You are gold!! A rare gem!!
I am going to a party tonight with ONLY SEX WORKERS! It's gonna be epic, I can feel it! Hopefully I am allowed to document a litle bit and snatch some epic photos, so I can share with you guys later ;) But if not, enjoy this video of me doing handstands as much as you please! PS: Even though I am not a full service provider anymoe I still concider myself a hoe. Once a hoe, always a hoe 💋💅🤳 PS2: if you want to support sexworkers but don't know anyone (except me, and you are already supporting me so thank you for that), go to my homepage and find the "donate to PION" button. The money goes to sexworkers who are not working due to Covid19.
Gooooood morning :) This is one of my absolute favorite Dickpic + Nudes = Art pieces! I call this one "Touched by Shiva". It will also become a wallpiece in my future room. I love how the hand wraps perfectly around my pussy. It makes me horney to think about that warm hand touching me and that hard, shiny dick wanting to empty it's seeds in me. I am a sucker for babymaking to be honest... as soon as a guy I like sais he wants to cum inside me, I take it as a "please have my babies", and I want to marry him. Haha..it is a curse more than a blessing, because I usually end up getting my feels hurt.. When a guy wants to cum inside a woman it usually means that they have been watching too much porn and has nothing to do with actual life-transforming babymaking! *sobs* Well at least I have Shiva. <3
My rope style is chaotic :> asymmetrical and wild. I like to make ties that are safe for suspension, and then just improvise with the leftover ropes. Being embraced/squeezed/held actually activates the parasympathetic nervous system and eliminates feelings of distress and anxiety. Ropes have the same effect. When I am in the ropes it feels like they are holding me and nurturing me, and that's why I love them. I can't wait to get my suspension hooks up so I can start flying!!
I want to share something with you that I have discovered. It is called "the Polyvagal Theory". It is an explenation that gives us information about how we find safety; connection with others; how we go into fight, flight and freeze responses; how we survive. The neurophysiology foundations of emotions, attatchment, communication and self regulation.
Poly= many Vagal= vagus nerve
You have probably heard about the fight/flight and the rest/digest responses that is governed by the Autonomic nervous system. But Dr. Stephen Porges, the man behind the study, identifies a third type of nervous system response called "the social engagement system"! ; mixed signals of activation and calming that operates out of unique nerve influence that runs through the ventral branch of the vagus nerve. The social engagement system help us navigate relationships, and is commonly found in modern mammals who live in societies and have a strong family- and friendly connection to other beings of the same- or across species.
The Autonomic nervous system (ANS) is the set of nerves that controll everything that happens in your body that you don't think about doing, like keeping your heart pumping, breathing, pulse regulation, temperature, digestion, sweating, blinking, hormone regulation and all those things.
The ANS is divided in two parts; the sympathetic (SNS) and the parasympathetic nervous system (PNS)
Sympathetic nervous system: (Peripherial, see picture) Is not a part of the vagus nerve, but other nerves connectet to the ANS. The SNS branches merges from the spinal cord and spreads out througout the torso and limbs. The sympathetic responses has to do with mobalization, and governs the fight/flight respond.
Parasymathetic nervous system: (Central, see picture) has three branches, two running from the brain and down the back of our core tunnel (throat and thoracic cavity) and one that runs from the brain and down the front of the core runnel.
«Dorsal Vagus» Goes around the brain stem, down the back between the spinal cord and the core tunnel, and connects in the lower abdomen. Has to do with immobilization and governs the freeze respond. Body goes in to shock/shut down mode: pulse goes way down, shortness of breath lowers the oxygen intake, skin gets cold, body can release urine and feses.
«Low tone dorsal Vagus» It also goes down the back and has to do with immobilization, but governs the nice "slowing down" feelings. The body is resting and digesting, getting sleepy, activating cell repair, gut repair and enhancing the immune system.
«Ventral Vagus» Goes to front of the core tunnel, and connects to the face, larynx, pharynx, heart, lungs, and basically all the organs above the diaphragm. It is the only part of the ANS that is partially controllable by will! It controlls the facial expressions, eye movement, swallowing, yawning, breathing, and also parts of our hearing and tasting senses. It gorverns our ability to socially engage and connect with each other.
The polyvagal theory teaches us how we store trauma in our nervous system when we don't get safety and love and nurturing after life threatening traumatic experiences. It brings new light to the freeze respond, which is the most ancient survival mechanism and is often found in reptiles, but works a bit differently in humans.
All the branches of the vagus nerve are unmyelinated at birth, but the ventral branch develops myelination during childhood. Myelinated nerves sends faster, smoother and more complex signals than unmyelinated nerves. Eye gazing, loving connection and touch, cuddling, communicating, rocking, dancing and playing with babies sparks up the myelination process of the ventral branch and set the ground foundations for how we socially engage and connect, how we handle attatchment, and our ability to self regulate and reconnect to ourselves.
Children who grow up physically and emotionally abused or neglected often suffer from mental illnesses caused by trauma. Common examples are Reactive attatchment disorder, PTSD and Disinhibited social engagement disorder. The freeze respond is activated when we are in life threatening danger that is out of our controll, and for children who never experience safety- it is activated all the time and becomes the normal state of being. In order to get out of freeze respond we have to reconnect to our ventral vagus and learn how to activate it and self regulate our neuroplasticity.
That is why taking controll of your breathing, doing different physical and mindfullness practices, tantric practices and dearmoring plays a big part of all the different therapies for healing trauma: anxiety, PTSD, bordeline and bipolar desease and many, many other mental illnesses. It is all about reconnecting to the ventral vagus.
Hope you learned something, let me know if you feel more enlightened or more confused, and please feel free to ask questions! If I don't know the answer it will only make me study harder to find an answer 😁🌹
Here is me in my favorite outfits, gifted to me for christmas from my most loyal and favorite pet!! He is my big beautiful fluffy kitty cat <3
Did you know that I am actually a switch? Maybe you can see a hint of sub energy in picture 2, 4 and 6 :> I am also a switch between vanilla and BDSM preferance. I am actually more on the vanilla end in relationships. I appreciate romantic connection without powerdynamics and play, also. I am the most naturally dirty and orgasmic when I get reeal love-horney. But my dream relationship is to have two lovers who also like to switch between BDSM and vanilla sex, preferably one dominant and one submissive...but not any kind of dominant... she/he has to be the kind of dominant that I am! I am not so picky on my subs, but in order to be dominated it has to be just the right energy.
He/she must be into rope bondage, and have a tantric approach in their domination: someone who let- and help me, go into subspace where I only focus on the sensations in my body. Someone who is great at asking questions about what I like and how, and doesn't need me to do stuff to him/her while they dominate me. Someone who loves the confirmation they get when they witness other people in the pleasure they are inflicting on them, someone who doesn't get hurt feelings if they are told they're doing something wrong or can do something better or different. In my D/S world it is the sub that gets everything they want, and the dom is the servant. As a dom, I live by this quote:
"It is always wrong to wield power if you are not prepared to accept the consequenses for your actions and do the work it takes to use your strength and authority with precision and fairness. A good leader is many people's servant. If being trained to become a perfect servant sounds too humiliating, you are not strong enough to withstand the temptations of wielding power." (Gonna try to find out who said it and put their name her later)
I would love to know some stuff about you guys! Are you more on the dominant or the submissive end? What kind of dom/sub do you see yourself as, and how do you like your dom/sub to be? Do you prefer the BDSM or the vanilla way? Or do you enjoy both worlds?
I call this piece "Belonging" <3 I'm gonna make a print of it and hang it in my room (when I have my own room again, whenever that will be). This is my boyfriends penis after we had sex while I was on my period. And my vagina (ofcourse). His biggest fantasy was to have sex with a woman on her period under the full moon. We did that when I was in California, except I was not on my period... but we were tripping on LSD and the wind was raging around us. It was such an epic experience!
I hope you find someone who will make all your wildest fantasies become epic experiences and beautiful memories.
Did you think I was going to leave you with only a picture of the vagus nerve today? ;) hah! Here is me stripping my ropes off in a very n00bie way to one of my favorite songs, wearing my comfy underwear. Tihi :) enjoy, babes!
Good morning beautiful :) I would love to use this platform to post some writings of the studies I have done through one of my services: Holistic Sexology Bodywork. I am not a school person, because I am really bad at routines and doing things withing a specific time frame.. So I am studying on my own, and trying to write down my study on our nervous system (specifically the vagus nerve), how we store trauma and how we heal from it through connection and intimacy. And I would love to share and get feedback from you because I can't wrap my head around how I am suppost to get all these things written down 😂 lol.
Holistic Sexology Bodywork
What is it? Who is it for? What happens in a session, and why?
When medicine is "holistic" it is characterized by the treatment of the whole person, taking into account mental and social factors, rather than just the symptoms of a disease. There are a lot of reasons for seeing a bodyworker, it can be for medical reasons or just for the experience of recieving intimate touch without expectations or sexual reward. Most people come to us when they don't get any answers or the right treatment to their sexual problems from their doctor, sexologist or the internet.
Erectile dysfunction, priapism, vaginismus and weakened pelvic muscles are typical physiological conditions. Some people come to us because they experience anxiety, shut down responses, nausea, severe headaches and migraine either during intercourse, or when they get sexual attention from- or feel sexual attraction toward another person. We also get transgenders who have been through genital surgery and wants to see a professional to get genital massage to get used to the sensation of their new sexual organs before they start having sex. But mostly we get heterosexual CIS male clients who have problems ejaculating, getting erected or even feeling horney- unless they are with a specific "type" of woman or watching porn.. They come to us when they realize that it is a problem, and it is on the brink of ruining the relationship to their wife or girlfriend.
Our main mission in sexology bodywork is healing trauma through reconnecting to the ventral branch of the vagus nerve, deconditioning the mind and dearmoring the body. A sexology bodywork session contains a throat, abdominal, genital and anal dearmoring, which is kind of a deep tissue/triggerpoint massage that losens up tension and energy blockages in the core tunnel, from mouth to anus. Regular clients who take their healing seriously learn different practices to activate the ventral vagus, meditation practices and tantric practices for themselves or to take home to their partners to connect deeper with them.
The Vagus nerve is the 10th out of 12 cranial nerves. It is the longest and most complex nerve in the human body. It is also known as «the wandering nerve» because it runs through all the vital organs, from the brain and all the way down to the colon. It governs the parasympathetic nervous system, which is one out of two parts of the Autonomic nervous system.
In the "lesson" I will explain very simply and short the two parts of the autonomic nervous system; the sympathetic and the parasympathetic nervous system. But we will stay focused on the parasympathetic nervous system.
Please feel free to ask questions because it will help me alot 🌹
Good morning:) I filmed myself playing in the bathtub, and here are some screenshots from it. I love baths!! Feels like being back in the womb. During quarantine I was walking around naked all day.. And when I got cold I would just take a super hot bath instead of getting dressed, so I could continiue to be naked for a couple hours more. I will send the film of me in the bathtub for free + start sending one private picture to each follower for free every week when I reach 10 followers! 🥰 (only four to go).
Have a beautiful day, and don't be shy if you want to talk to me you can always comment and send a message :) hugs!
Mmmm I am feeling so juicy and horney lately!! I just love posting these pictures thinking that it will make you guys feel juicy and horney too 😁 haven't felt like this in a long time! It is amazing how incredibly productive and focused you get from having no sex, and how expanded your sexual energy gets..unless, ofc, if you are supressing it because of shame and guilt.. Literally everything makes me horney now, and I feel it all the way out to my fingertips. Wich makes it very exciting to give tantra massage... *drooool*. Would love to see some of my new followers for a dominance session or tantra massage, whatever rocks your horney boat :) Is anyone interested in learning some basic knots for bondage, btw?<3
As I woke up, all hot and sweaty in the morning sun, I threw the duvet off my lustful body and stretched my limbs as lateral as they could go, feeling Eros expanding from my core and all the way out to my fingers and toes.. I rolled myself up to seated position as the sheet started to come alive.. the rays of the sun shone on the puddle of juice that had been dripping out of my swullen pussy, and out of the stains grew God's perfect cock.
"I am Marja Nebula, the reincarnation of virgin Mary, mother of our new saviour."
:'D Fucking juicy stuff right there
You want your very own pieces of Dickpic + Nudes = Art? 1 pic= 200NOK 4 pics= 500NOK 10 pics= 1000NOK I do not post custom dickpic art here, unless you want me to. You do not get cheaper art for letting me post it here though.. ;) The dickpic art I post here are from dickpics I have been gifted, and are less explicitly sexual than the custom ones. Custom ones are way too dirty to post here!
If you want a poem/text with the pictures it cost 100NOK extra each picture. If you want for example 10 pics and only one text, it is totally possible. <3
(Oh my god I fucking love my pussy! If I could lick it I would do it all day🤤) I have finally started my self suspension journey. First lesson is to learn this hip harness, I think I got it down properly now! In the next session with my sensei Kasia (skinny_red_art on instagram) I will learn futomomo leg tie for suspension and a safe and simple chest harness. The ties for suspension are not as decorative as the shibari/kinbaku ties for just tying on the ground (or for taking pictures). My goal is to be able to do awesome performances like my big inspiration and sensei does. And that requiers harnesses that allows me to move alot and still stay safe in the air..so I don't fall down and break my fucking neck. She is such an amazing artist! She makes a living out of hanging herself. Litterally. How cool is that?! Really fucking cool. <3
BEYOND NUDITY ART PRINT Picture of me from a spontaneous photoshoot on one of our hitchiking adventures. I ran up on this litle pile of rocks and started dancing and taking my clothes off. And this picture was captured by one of our amazing photographers Johnny Gustavsson. Beyond Nudity is my art squad. We are a artistic nudist community that promotes freedom of expression through erotic art. We are working on gathering a BIG group of like-minded crazy sexy beautiful people of all sizes, colors, abilities and disabilities, genders and non-genders and all the things in between. We are still in the process of building our community foundation. But we already have a whole season of a series ready, and working on season two, that is going to come out on Netflix during this year. You can follow our patreon if you want to support us, buy our art or donate. Send me a message if you would like to support in any way. All the love
This picture is from 2014, a time when everything was chaos in my life! Including my hair! Haha, it was a beautiful time and beautiful hair though. I moved to Bergen with my boyfriend at the time. I was struggling with depression, and no matter how amazing he was there was nothing he could do to help me. He wrote post-it notes all over the apartment with beautiful words of love and compassion. He asked me to tell him all the things that were positive in my life and wrote it down for me so I could look at it and remember the things I appreciate in life. He wrote beautiful song for me... I was his muse and he wrote a whole album while we were together. But no matter how much love and confirmation he gave, I could not find the love for myself. One day our relationship ended in a fight. BOOM. And it was over. I was left in our apartment alone. This picture is from after the break up. I started hanging out with the psyfamily in Bergen, tried alot of different drugs, had alot of sex, threesomes, foursomes.. with and without drugs.. suddenly I loved my life! I felt free and I did all those things I had been fantazising about trying. And then fell in love with a boy and a girl and ended up in a new relationship. And lost myself again for two more years. After that relationship I decided that I wanted to start doing sex work again, to keep myself from going in to another relationship and start my healing journey to figure out how I could have it all and be who I truly am: a free bird who falls completely head over heals in love and LOVE to indulge in beautiful romantic relationships.
Turn off the sound for this because it has some nasty krszgrghrkzshh sounds! Mheeow, just wanted to put this one here and say have a good day, and let me know if you are lonely and want some attention <3 I do online session! 1 hour for 800 NOK <3
One of my favorite things about being a Dominatrix is having my toes sucked by my precious devotees. Feeling those tender lips in the arch of my foot and that big wet tounge between my delicate toes ordering them to move their kisses slowly up my calf, to the back of my knee, on the inside of my thighs... Let them come so close to the holiest of the holy and then SMACK in their sweet face so they look at me with those confused and worried eyes that I just love... "I'm so sorry my Goddess! I thought, I mean.. I got carried away!" so I stroke them on their cheek and I tell them "You'll get there, sweet devoted, but not before I say so" unaware that it is a lie I take them to their next journey within their capsule that is their body the perfect machinery we are here to experience in all it's pleasure and pain of existence.
I Love this photoshoot. Picture taken by one of my favorite men and photographers, Alessandro Machi. He is an expert on analog photography, old cameras and natural light. We knew each other from common friends in Stavanger, and was living in Oslo at the same time. We planned to link up for a massage and photoshoot exchange. Our first photoshoot together was shortly after I had cut off all my hair, and stuggled with my confidence. l felt like I had lost myself somewhere.. I was in the very beginning of a transformational process and it was a very vulnerable time. He came to me and shot some wonderful fully clothed shots. When I first saw them I felt sad..Because I hadn't opened up to my vulnerability, I was unconcious of the shift that was happening in me. And the pictures really expressed that vulnerability I felt deep inside but was not open to fully accept. When I look at those pictures now, I really love them and I am so thankful he was there to capture that feeling. I will post them here later. Our second photoshoot was a nude shoot. I was still in that vulnerable state, and even though I was afraid that the pictures would come out like the first ones, I was not feeling drawn to posing and owning my body in that sexy way photographers usually expect from you when you do a nude shoot. I was just there, naked in front of the camera, trying to relax and not care about my appearance. He was such a gentleman and let me be in my energy. He showed himself as a very professional and creative photographer. I felt admired and beautiful for daring to express those emotions, naked in front of the camera. When the time came for his massage, I felt and intense attraction to his wonderful masculine energy. I was vibrating and shivering with lust. He was kneeling on the massage matress on the floor, taking off his clothes. I sat down on the matress in front of him and looked him in the eyes. He could feel me. He grabbed my thighs with firm hands and dragged me towards him. I threw my arms around his neck and he buried his soft, bearded face in my neck and gave it soft but solid kisses, while breathing in my ear. A sudden moan came out of me as I wrapped my legs around his waist..and with some slight movements of my hips I felt the orgasm exploding from my pussy and spreading out to every inch of my body. I was very postivley surprised, It was the first time I had had an orgasm without penetration since I was a junior. He laid me down on my back with my legs still spread around him. He sniffed my armpits, and the sensation was just heavenly. Things that tickle in "normal" state gives the most pleasurable orgasmic sensations when the sexual energy is flowing. This is definitley one of my fondest sex memories.
Do you enjoy both yoni and lingams? Then you will enjoy my Dickpic + Nudes = Art pieces. Two pictures morphed together to one, creating a wonderfully tacky, erotic, kinky, sexy delight. You can send me a picture of your own lingam or yoni, and I will create custom pieces for you 💕 1 pic: 200NOK 4 pics: 500NOK 10 pics: 1000NOK
Welcome to onlyfans, my amazing support team! I pledge to feed you all my selfies and videos that are hiding in my phone and computer, even old but gold nudes from when I was younger. Some of the premium content that can be bought on my Ismygirl will be shared here for my followers!! And every now and then my favorite pictures from photoshoots with my Beyond Nudity squad will also be shared, and you can contact me if you want to buy prints. I also make custom videos, so please don't be shy and tell me all about your desires so I can create content designed for YOU :) All the love Marja
