it's hard deciding what order i wanna post my pics in because i be wanting to show it all & then i'm like wait no i gotta save the goods for last like a grand finale 😤 anywayyy cake day anybody?
2023-07-30 23:00:21 +0000 UTC View Post
bro my hip tats aren't placed symmetrically
2023-07-29 23:00:28 +0000 UTC View Post
**I'M BACK BITCHEZ** this is officially the end of my hiatus. tbh idek wtf i been doing for the past 3 months, but i'm big chillin in the head rn. i will be raising my sub price! before the hiatus it was at $25, but now i'm gonna make it $20. daily posts are my goal, but if i don't quite get the chance to post every day, it'll be damn close to every single day. NO custom requests at the moment. in a few weeks, i have to help take care of my mom for a bit, so i want to focus on prepping a bunch of content to have ready on hand.
2023-07-28 23:00:28 +0000 UTC View Post
took this pic before i got a haircut. kinda miss the dead ends
2023-07-25 07:48:04 +0000 UTC View Post
just felt like bein cute~ i am really trying to get back to making new content soon & getting this page active & running again! i just had a minor issue i've been dealing with recently. been waiting for it to blow over. but today OMG. today i genuinely thot i was about to die... on the shitter. 😭😭😭 so this morning, my tummy started hurting, so i went to the bathroom to drop a turd. i wasn't pushing too hard, it was coming out fairly easy, but it was definitely a fat turd. then i started getting DIZZY. it was getting hard to breathe, my vision was going black, and i started getting really really hot. i was sweatin, my ass cheeks were getting slippery on the seat, shit was still coming out, i could barely hold myself up, i was on the verge of passing out. i really believed that this was going to be the end for me. it all turns to liquid at the end, i flush all the atrocities away, and lay on my bathroom floor, room spinning, stomach still churning. i had never fought a battle this hard before in my life. 😵 i'm a little better now, but my tummy still hurts.
2023-07-20 21:56:58 +0000 UTC View Post
took a trip down to cali & explored the bay area last week~ it was fun! i had a good time. i wanna go back to san francisco. 😅 i visited my old tattooer in san leandro & he fixed up that botched rose on my leg. i know i can always trust him to do good work. i was planning on going down to santa cruz to see the beach too, but it was actually so cold everywhere over there. seattle has had HEAT for the past 2 months, and i was not expecting to be thrown into windy 60° weather. someone tell the san fran cutie to text me back or ima add his mom on facebook 😤
2023-07-12 07:04:03 +0000 UTC View Postthe last post was written about a week & a half ago. i am, once again, a mental wreck. idk what media to share with this post, so here's a short clip of me enjoying my camping area before tragedy struck later that night. i attended beyond wonderland at the gorge this past weekend where a shooting took place within the campgrounds leaving 2 women dead & 2 others injured. i am at a loss for words. i went from getting sucked into a trippy mental vortex while staring at screens & listening to beep boop music to wondering if my friends were alive & frantically texting everyone i knew at this event. although none of the victims ended up being anyone i personally know, i feel so so sorry for those who came out this past weekend with the same intentions i had of just wanting to dance & let loose having to face bullets & run for their lives instead. for the past year, i've been saying i want to retire from festivals & don't want to return to the gorge. i keep finding myself going back in search of something to fulfill my soul and each time, i am faced with happenings that make me question whether it's even worth it anymore. i am distraught & heartbroken. i am now scared of all of the outside world. it feels like every time i've brought myself up mentally, an outside force makes everything come crashing down again. i really do not know how to process all of this.
2023-06-23 05:14:25 +0000 UTC View Post
here are some cute pics from vegas last month. i think i'm autistic. just wanted to update you on my little self discovery journey. the first 2.5 weeks of my hiatus went really good. i felt relieved of pressure, started going out to the park to skate, got my ass burning from a few gym sessions, and was really excited to have a good time at edc las vegas. i ended up having an alright time at edc. the trip caused a falling out between me and someone i really care about, but leaving them out of my life is something that was long overdue. i knew for a while that their presence was doing more harm than good, but it was just really hard for me to let go. i'm trying my hardest to not fall into the toxic cycle again. i also got sick after edc & was bedridden for a whole week, unable to attend an important funeral & my niece's birthday. it took another entire week for me to get out of this mental & physical slump. now i'm back to adding more physical activity into my routine, and it honestly feels so good having my ass so sore that i'm waddling around for days after the gym. 😝 i noticed that even with a lot less on my plate, it's still hard for me to change certain habits. i'm still procrastinating on almost every task imaginable and going to bed after the sun rises. i've put a lot of thought into finding the root causes of why i am the way i am. i've attributed a lot of things to depression, trauma responses, being a major introvert or just lazy, which may be partially correct. after looking into autism, it seems to fit the bill a lot more than anything else. my social ineptitude, obsessiveness over my special interests, difficulty breaking routine, constant temporary hyperfixations, avoidant tendencies, burnout from social activity. i'm still reevaluating a lot more stuff, but looking at these traits as autistic traits instead of faults within myself has helped me understand so much. i think i'll forever be a night owl because nighttime is my "safe time" when everything is dark & quiet & not overwhelming or overstimulating. i can stop beating myself up now for not being able to function normally because my brain is literally wired differently. there are still lots of things i need to work on to have better habits, but now i know i need to adjust things to the way my brain works instead of f0rcing myself to change the way my brain works. am i ever going to get professionally diagnosed? no probably not, that sounds like a lot of work.
2023-06-23 04:59:39 +0000 UTC View Post
yo my ass looks so fucking insane in this pic 😭 are the squats workin??? i'm still not rly feeling like i want to get back into shooting content, but i want to update here a bit more often so maybe i'll slowly ease back into it. or maybe that's cus i've been stuck in bed with festival flu for the past week lol
2023-05-28 10:34:43 +0000 UTC View Post
hi <3 just popping in rq. my booty in this outfit just looks so good. ~finna disappear again~
2023-05-21 14:55:17 +0000 UTC View Post
it's a whopping 79 degrees in seattle right now! i'm gonna get outside & enjoy my life. here's a look at how the new tattoos are doin
2023-04-30 00:07:44 +0000 UTC View Postlast livestream before hiatus 💝 i ended up making a huge puddle here (26 minutes) **$15**
2023-04-29 06:34:49 +0000 UTC View Post
i took a little day trip to vegas the other day for some tattoos lol. can't wait to write all about it, but i've been asleep for like 3 days now. every time i wake up, i can't seem to keep my eyes open for very long before knocking out again. i seriously can't comprehend how i could be this tired. i was trying not to disappear quite yet lol. anyway, i said livestream is going to be tonight. ima pop some adhd meds & see where this gets me. update: i actually have 18 piercings i brain farted and said 19 in the vid. 😂 19 tattoos & 18 piercings!
2023-04-28 21:45:09 +0000 UTC View Post
mile high club?? i'm currently choosing to value happiness over money, so i want to announce an official hiatus will be coming soon. i'm not trynna fall off the face of the earth right away tho i wanna stay online for another week or so but just giving u a heads up. i'm thinking i only want to do like a month-long break, but we'll see lol. i'm still working on writing a full message to share how i've been feeling. i was crying for like 5 hours the other day thinking about my life & it's not just about the social media pressure, but there's other personal things too that kill my will to live. then after that cry sesh, i went to the smoke shop to pick up a new vape & GUESS WHAT MY DUMB ASS DID??? I LOCKED MY KEYS IN MY CAR AGAIN. i'm such a mess, but i asked the guy working the shop if he could help me & he did end up getting me back into my car!!! anyway, eat ass smoke grass or whatever they say
2023-04-25 16:49:53 +0000 UTC View Posti think this is literally the most obscure storyline i have ever done for any content that i have ever made. 😆 starts with a dildo mukbang where i lick yummy condiments & sauces off my favorite silicone dick. then, i switch over to a beach roleplay where a crab crawls up my coochie & you have to fuck me to flood it out with ur cum LOL. (1 hour 20 mins) in ur inbox now! **$12**
2023-04-22 13:18:11 +0000 UTC View Post
hallo i said i was thinking about doing my monthly livestream today, but that's not happening lmao. i will just do it next friday! around the very end of the month like i usually do. my new tattoo will have a few days to settle by then, so i should be fine enough. i just kinda slept most of the day away already cus i'm such a sexy little tired emo gorl & i'm so sleepy all the time 😴 anyway, i'm trying to edit together the preview for last month's saved livestream rn so i can send that if u desire to view :3
2023-04-22 05:17:05 +0000 UTC View Post
sum more bunny girl senpai shit~
2023-04-21 06:58:50 +0000 UTC View PostHI, I'M GOING A LITTLE PSYCHO AGAIN. OTHER UPDATES: I SPENT AN EXORBITANT AMOUNT OF MONEY ON THE MOST EXPENSIVE EARS & HARNESSES I HAVE EVER SEEN, AND THEY WILL TAKE SEVERAL WEEKS TO MONTHS TO ARRIVE, BUT I AM SO STOKED FOR THOSE OUTFITS. I'M GETTING TATTED ON MY LOWER STOMACH NEXT WEEK, SO I WANT TO DO MY MONTHLY LIVESTREAM THIS FRIDAY (in 2 days) BEFORE THAT HAPPENS SO MY BODY MOVEMENTS WON'T BE RESTRICTED. I'M RUNNING OUT OF LIVESTREAM IDEAS. ALSO STILL CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR THE WILL TO LIVE.
2023-04-19 14:31:37 +0000 UTC View Posthiii i was absolutely pooped from this weekend & slept the whole day yesterday & i just woke up from another nap lol. i schedule my posts sometimes when i know i'm gonna be tired, but i am here now to feed u.
2023-04-18 03:52:31 +0000 UTC View Post
i'm still seeing shapes that aren't there but here u can see these tiddies
2023-04-16 08:14:37 +0000 UTC View Postomfg don't look at my hairball on the wall
2023-04-15 10:10:07 +0000 UTC View Postcasual cooking show is back cus this fat pimple on my cheek is giving me bad vibes rn
2023-04-13 14:26:56 +0000 UTC View Postsend me ur life savings if u want me to dance with the undies off
2023-04-12 07:47:22 +0000 UTC View Post
some more bear pictures that originally weren't making the cut for me but whatever ima post em anyway
2023-04-11 05:53:01 +0000 UTC View Postwanted to try on the bunny fit again w pantyhose & different shoes
2023-04-07 13:32:14 +0000 UTC View PostFIRST TIME USING THE BUTTPLUG WITH ANOTHER TOY. butt: plugged vibrator: on (5.5 minute vid + 6 pics) **$20**
2023-04-06 15:57:35 +0000 UTC View Post
