Happy Monday Night! Just an ASMR trying new drinks and havin..
Happy Monday Night! Just an ASMR trying new drinks and having Mini pretzels (:
2022-05-03 05:57:30 +0000 UTC View Post
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after watching that movie with the big boat that sinks, we h..
after watching that movie with the big boat that sinks, we had some relaxing asmr.. good times <3
2022-05-02 05:20:26 +0000 UTC View PostI'm still scared from the mortuary game 😂😂😂 next time I will..
I'm still scared from the mortuary game 😂😂😂 next time I will do a sleep stream 💀 I meant to say I will be live on Onlyfans not Twitch
2022-05-01 06:48:11 +0000 UTC View Post***CAMGIRL MEMOIR 10 - Mr.Pinto*** **March 2012** Things ..
***CAMGIRL MEMOIR 10 - Mr.Pinto*** **March 2012** Things were slowly picking up and camming was already my full time job. Early that month I had played hangman with my viewers and picked the phrase: "GoodBye * *StoreName* *" to celebrate my 2 week notice going through. My ex husband had just left for a 2 month long training so I spent most of my time working. I wasn't alone though. Mr.Pinto was always with me. Mr.Pinto was a ridiculously huge **virgin** dildo that was purchased by a gentleman in 2011 through Amazon to me. No, not because I requested it. It remained virgin. When I say ridiculously huge I do mean inhumanly large. Mr.Pinto often had a moody smiley face drawn on it's.. erm... head. Once it wore a tiny hat and more than twice he was used as Karaoke Microphone. This night was different though...I had used Mr. Pinto during a Skype show, so he sat clean and ready suctioned to the big mirror in the bedroom. A guy wanted me to: 1. Gently oil it up 2. Start laughing and saying he was weak because he had a penis. 3. Flick on it violently. 4. Step on Pinto's balls with high heels. Something didn't sit well on my stomach that night and I had to wake up early for my last shift. Luckily, I fell asleep almost instantly but in the next morning my mind started to speak up: *"How could people's fantasies be so varied? I had heard of some fetishes before, but never imagined how deep it could go. Really.. high heels* -**shudder**- I turned around and saw Mr Pinto still suctioned to the mirror. - *"I keep feeling that I'm forgetting something... probably just forgetting what it was like to have some innocence"* I chuckled and left to work. Last day working as a cashier flew by. I actually enjoyed chatting with my co-workers knowing it was the last time I'd stand for hours again on that store. I was having a good day and before going home I stopped at the apartment's office to see if new Amazon packages had arrived. The gentle old lady jumped on her chair and lowered her glasses when I entered the room. She treated me in a cold manner that was very unlike her and I figured she was probably having a bad day. As I walked back to my car the 2 maintenance guys looked at me and talked to each other from behind the pool bushes. I thought I recognized a malicious smile on my direction, but shrug it off as my mind playing tricks from too much MFC. I parked in my garage, walked upstairs in a rush and from a distance I saw a paper glued on my door. What could it be? As I approach I see it's from the office, and it reads: ***"ANNUAL APARTMENT INSPECTION"*** Oh..I guess this is what I had truly forgotten. The 48hour Apartment Inspection notice they'd sent 2 days ago. Inside the letter, a list of all the things they noticed within the property. Most of it was painting issues, but a small note in the bottom informed we would need to do a mold treatment ASAP as it was starting inside the bedroom's closet. In MY bedroom's closet. The one with a giant inhumanely large sized **virgin** dildo suctioned onto the mirror. Except they didn't know about the **virgin** part... And the mirror happened to be the closet's door... And the dildo was oiled up, there was a mini hat dropped on the floor. And a teddy bear wearing panties on bed, a towel on the floor with lotion on it, several panties around the room... a banana peel that I ate in the morning and forgot to throw away... And the webcam was pointing directly at the scene using the back of a chair as a tripod. The picture came clear in my head. The huge thing dancing in the air as they opened and closed the closet and looked around trying to find mold. The old lady manager making sure everyone was keeping posture. Mr Pinto nodding looking straight into her eyes. My face burning replaying the scene of me walking in the office with a smile while people wondered how long I can walk around without wearing a dia.per. *"Do I have any new Amazon Boxes?"* *"Yes big Amazon box.. 12 inch box?"*👁️👄👁️ Anyway, Whatever to what they think! Right? It's not like I need their approval, also the bills had been paid on the last day of every month. This should be their only concern. I moved a couple months later. Illustrative pic of me in my new apartment in 2015 😅 this was years later but I guess I never took many pics around 2012
2022-04-27 08:42:16 +0000 UTC View Postcome see me at twitch.tv/livelybella
come see me at twitch.tv/livelybella
2022-04-25 04:27:39 +0000 UTC View PostStream started at 04/25/2022 01:08 am I took a lil nap when..
Stream started at 04/25/2022 01:08 am I took a lil nap when I got home. But I'm ready to chill
2022-04-25 04:22:22 +0000 UTC View PostI will be live around 830 pm and we will draw the winner mov..
I will be live around 830 pm and we will draw the winner movie! 😊
2022-04-24 23:09:02 +0000 UTC View PostSooo the bowling place was too packed and we ended up at min..
Sooo the bowling place was too packed and we ended up at mini golf!! It was a blast ❤ Guys! Leave your movie suggestions. I had saved a list with some suggestions but I dont know what happened to it :(
2022-04-24 04:53:46 +0000 UTC View PostI put white sheets in the background just to see if its wort..
I put white sheets in the background just to see if its worth it getting it done I still want to make myself look even more shadowed though, so its more silhouette. I recorded this so we can compare with the future set up someday (: specially the dancing bahahah I checked and there are a lot of cool moves to practice! The arms have to be very synched! Looks fun Sweet Dreams <3
2022-04-22 07:05:20 +0000 UTC View PostThis is how the room looks right now (: I did a little danci..
This is how the room looks right now (: I did a little dancing just to see how it would look. I think we will need some white cover for the bedframe in the background.. the shadow effect is not at full potential. What do you think? (: After/Before
2022-04-20 09:14:01 +0000 UTC View Post***CAMGIRL MEMOIR 12 - YOU NEVER FORGET YOUR FIRST TIME*** *..
***CAMGIRL MEMOIR 12 - YOU NEVER FORGET YOUR FIRST TIME*** **October 25th 2011** From the other side of the living room I could see a beautiful green park with a sunny blue sky. It had gorgeous trails that I had felt too cold to explore yet. It looked empty... as most places in the US. I was used to neighbors that always sit in front of their houses and play samba on the weekends, busy sidewalks, packed parks with people chatting, vendors everywhere, and caramel coloured doggos walking around... No matter where you were in Brazil it felt alive. Most of all, I missed feeling at home. Specially when the one I lived at felt just like a house. Walking to the bedroom I could see the pool from my window. The sun shined and invited me, it was a gorgeous day, but unfortunately I knew the trick already: No matter how sunny it looked, I'd have to wear a jacket. It was WA State after all. So instead of going out, I sat on the bed looking at my laptop. An e-mail from MyFreeCams covered my screen. It was saying my documents had been accepted and all I had to do now was to log on and start banking. I had been watching camgirls for months. Even befriended a couple of them while I pretended to be a guy. Whenever they started "doing their thing" I'd leave. So I was naturally drawn to the "softcore" girls. There were a couple of them that were extremely popular and always on top 10 (of most successful in the site). Of course they looked adorable. But what amazed me the most was how often they would go live: Every.single.day. My (now ex) husband had left to work and I had the day off. My hair was done since the military party from the prior weekend and my clothes were just done drying. Everything conspired in favor of streaming.. like, right now. Cluelessly, I started applying my new make up. I put on lipstick, mascara, picked up the closest to my color foundation and applied with my fingers, covering my whole face in a mono tone of "Ivory Beige". Went to the dryer, picked up the smallest shorts I had, and a mini jacket with only a pink bra underneath. Whew! I thought my heart would fail from beating so fast. My laptop was set on the living room table in front of his giant booze collection with a lot of already empty bottles. The webcam was the one that comes with the computer and I guess that was it. I was ready. The site asks me to write a Topic and a Goal so I type something that I saw another girl doing: **It's my first time here! 150 tokens to sexy tease** I breathed deeply, clicked the "Go Live" button and sat there with a nervous smile. My "Just New" tag caught the viewers attention and the guest numbers started to go up. My highest number of people on that day was in the mid 30's. ***Random1: mmmmm what do we have here*** ***Random2: hi sexy*** *Hi Random1 my name is Bella how are you? Hi Random2!* The minutes go by and I start regretting my decisions. The chat is awkward and I don't feel comfortable nor sexy. In fact, I feel like a product displayed on Amazon.. Amazon? more like AliExpress..I start moving my mouse to click on log off, when a loud tip sound startles me for a change: ***mfbill tipped 10 tokens and left a message: well let me be the first to tip then, to get the party started*** *"Thank you Bill!!! You are my first tipper ever!!!"* ***BUTCH8 tipped 10 tokens*** *"OMG Thank you Butch! Well let fix the goal in the topic..* (yup.. we had to do it manually lol) **Room Topic: It's my first time here! 130 tokens to sexy tease** ***mfbill tipped 10 tokens and left a message: you are doing great, don't get rushed into anything, but try teasing us as you get more comfortable, it will help with tips*** ***BUTCH8 tipped 10 tokens*** *"Thank you guys"* I was shocked.. whenever one guy tipped the other matched the tip. **Room Topic: It's my first time here 110 tokens to sexy tease** ***Random3: OPEN TITS BB!*** ***Random1: can i see ass?*** ***mfbill tipped 10 tokens and left a message: lol, the requests are starting, they didn't give you much time*** ***Random2: hi sexy*** *Hahah I guess I have to get used to everything here* **Room Topic: It's my first time here 100 tokens to sexy tease** ***BUTCH8: I'm back!*** ***Random2: Hello sexy ass*** ***BUTCH8 tipped 10 tokens*** **Room Topic: It's my first time here 90 tokens to sexy tease** *Thank you Butch! I will dance to a song guys!* I needed a break from looking at that screen. I chose some early 00's R&B and started to move around to find the most flattering angle. ***Random2: hi sexy tits*** ***mfibill10: Are you going to let us take a peak?*** I could feel my cheeks burning and red. I guess it's an expectation to show your body, right? I had already been dancing clothed anyways... GULP! I didn't want to. But also, I had not felt wanted in awhile. It's not like I had to respond or justify myself to anyone in my life. I was already used to being on my own since my mid teens. No one cares, plus, no one will know.... right? It's not like this is a video that will end up in a porn site. It just happens here while live, and disappears into the internet black hole.. right???? *"S sure.. yes! I will let you take a peak.. but we have to finish this topic soon"* ***BUTCH8 tipped 50 tokens*** ***BUTCH8: add me to pm beautiful*** Oof I didn't think the goal would go by so fast.. **Room Topic: It's my first time here 40 tokens to sexy tease** I couldn't contain the dopamine rushing through my brain. People were tipping me, giving me real money... in my own living room?! ***Random1: fuck yeah lets tip her guys!*** ***mfibill10 tipped 20 tokens and left a message: i will chip in, you will be ready for a group soon*** G..g..group? Too soon - I think to myself - I'm not even sure I want to get topless yet. **Room Topic: It's my first time here 20 tokens to sexy tease** ***mfibill10 tipped 10 tokens and left a message: cant wait to see what this tease might be, I don't worry about limits, ease into it slowly*** **Room Topic: It's my first time here 10 tokens to sexy tease** ***Random1: woohoo*** ***Random 2: Open shirt*** I freeze on my chair. My hands are sweating and I feel like my stomach is trying to run away. ***Random1: We are almost there*** ***BUTCH8 tipped 10 tokens*** ***Random1: thank you man!*** ***Random3: naked?*** ***Random2: ass*** *Thank youuu! We reached the goal! I..need to get some water! BRB!* ***Random5: good job guys*** I walk in circles in my kitchen... "What do I do? What do I do? Maybe the site can return their money? I was sitting in my living room for 40 min. and made what I make in 1 hour after driving, going out in the cold and standing on my feet at the store while listening to rude Karens and pervert guys hitting on the cashier. Well...the perverts were there but at least not in person... Hm...ok! sounds good! I go back to the living room and pick a slow beat song. As I start dancing I see the comments in chat piling up but I refuse to read any of it. I lift my shirt a bit and my hands start to shake so I lower it again... ***mfibill10: I love the tease*** The pressure building up. The chat complaining I'm taking to long.. I turn my back to the camera and lift my shirt.. my breasts now all out in the wind of the fan. The bells go out to remind me I still didn't do what I promised. A deep feeling of anxiety takes over me. ***dragonborn6 tipped 20 tokens*** ***Random2: hey sexy tits*** As soon as the tip was sent the kitchen door starts clicking, someone is opening it. My husband is coming early from work! And even though we had already talked about me camming I felt like I was caught doing something wrong. So I did what any 12yo does when you enter their room too soon after knocking... Turned around in a desperate jump and closed the laptop real hard: CLACK! Ended my first show ever with a bang. *** "PaulsBalls" lol! I logged back on at night but no one from afternoon was there 🤷🏻♀️ Butch found me again on 2017 and stayed until 2019.. mfbill disappeared forever
2022-04-20 08:48:30 +0000 UTC View PostGoing live on Twitch.tv/LivelyBella (: I gotta make this r..
Going live on Twitch.tv/LivelyBella (: I gotta make this room look asmr worthy
2022-04-20 01:29:29 +0000 UTC View Postwhispering asmr ended in honest dance practice...
whispering asmr ended in honest dance practice...
2022-04-19 04:36:31 +0000 UTC View PostStream started at 04/19/2022 03:16 am
Stream started at 04/19/2022 03:16 am
2022-04-19 03:28:44 +0000 UTC View Postjust hanging out, cooking and watching videos
just hanging out, cooking and watching videos
2022-04-19 03:15:54 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy Easter! They didn't have a bunny so I brought you a c..
Happy Easter! They didn't have a bunny so I brought you a chicken 😅 I totally forgot it was Easter weekend already so there are a lot of celebrations today ❤ Which means we might have to post pone the movie to next weekend. But I will be live early night Monday for hang out, music, cooking and if the night permits ASMR dance or roleplay (: If I come home early tonight I will go live on twitch. Can't wait for this week! As I will be officially delegating and with more free time woohoo!! I hope you guys have a wonderful Sunday! Spread the good news if you know it! He lives! God bless you ❤
2022-04-17 16:23:40 +0000 UTC View PostHello❤ I tried this new place for lunch the other day! Sweet..
Hello❤ I tried this new place for lunch the other day! Sweet environment and very cozy. I overheard a woman complaining about the ice-cream saying it was bland and the waitress goes: "I'm sorry mam.. thats dog ice cream." Pets allowed, I have to bring Minnie next time 🥰 So, let me know What are the best nights for hangouts? I will pick 2 nights! I
2022-04-15 05:11:39 +0000 UTC View Post***CAMGIRL MEMOIR 09 - MR.LOSER*** **March 2016** I remembe..
***CAMGIRL MEMOIR 09 - MR.LOSER*** **March 2016** I remember living at my mother's friend's apartment at this time. She was renting for a few months while out of State. The walls were concrete and more sound proof than my previous apartment, which was a very positive aspect for someone that works playing music late at night. Luckily, to my neighbors, I was also getting into ASMR so part of those nights were spent very quietly... unlike the specific night we will talk about tonight. The more I dedicated my time camming and making Youtube videos the more I saw my numbers growing in chatroom. Around this time was when I finally felt I had a tight loyal group of friends whom visited me almost every night. They always accepted my boundaries and comfort levels so it was always very good company to have but around 3am I decided I should log off and go to bed. Before I could say goodbye... *Asmr bells go off* ***MrLoser tipped you 150 tokens and left a message: hi princes. sorry for entering w/o permission. I sent a mfc mail about a possible private*** **MFCMAIL: Hi...Other models have been making me transfer tokens to real men so they can do a cumshow for a real man in private. And not a loser like me. I just have to pay for it. And then make me spy. But not get to watch. So paying double essentially for a private I never get to watch. They verify this via my cam that I'm not watching. They also like that so they can verify my volume on my TV is loud so my neighbors hear what a pervy loser I am. So they make me do a mini private show (just us two) before the cumshow private. They will make me go to my bedroom and close the door first. Then they ask me a simple question. This is how they verify my volume is really loud thus allowing my neighbors to hear everything as well. If I can answer, I cum back out and answer it thus meaning it was sufficiently loud since I was able to hear it in my bedroom with the door closed. If I'm not able to hear it, I have to keep turning it up and answering a new question until I can answer it. Once it's loud enough, I leave the tv remote on the floor so I can't turn it back down and I leave my computer volume mixer so you can see if I fuck with it or not. (I will have my cam on and pointed at the tv which is operating as my computer monitor). Then you can proceed to have your orgasm in a 2nd private for the real man of your choice. Is so humiliating and embarrassing. Not to mention doing a number on my wallet. Well, I'm obliged to mention this to every hot camgirl. So if you're interested let me know.** I didn't do "masturbation privates" and always made it very clear on my profile, but this time I saw an interesting opportunity. I opened my Twitter account and messaged one of my great friends. Bella:**"Tony!! I have a weird request!** ...lapse of me explaining the story... Tony:**"Lol What???? Yes"** ***** ***MrLoser ok....what if it was just me and you...and you could point your cam at a wall or the floor....cum off cam....all the while your moans are blasted through my tv so my neighbors heaer what a loser i am? :embarrassed*** ***MrLoser and I know you dont' want to cum for me obviously, me being a loser and all :sigh . It would be for a man of your choosing ofc ....with me paying for it via a token transfer*** ***MrLoser: well damn...wasnt figuring you'd take the offer...now im fucked...let me know the details...like when and how long you need :sigh*** MrLoser tipped double for a 15 minute Skype time. At first only the 2 of us. He was looking at the wall, you could see a tall dark haired man sitting on a chair. His keyboard on his lap but he mostly communicated through gestures. I said hello and asked if it was on maximum volume. He nodded negatively. **"I want maximum volume"** He agreed and left to turn it up. In a few seconds he returned with a boner and quickly sat back down.. never showing his face. I talked again and heard my voice loudly playing in the next room. My cheeks blushed. His TV was VERY loud. But I had to stay in character. **HAHAHA YOU REALLY DID IT! I WILL ADD MY GUY FRIEND! HE IS A REAL MAN AND DESERVES TO WATCH ME IN HD. IF YOU PEAK YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME AGAIN** He nodded. Tony joins the Skype call. His eyes revealing his curiosity going back and forth from me to our friend. Mr.Loser looking at the wall in white trousers and hands behind his head. He shrugs 🤷♂️ We look at each other and laugh quietly "sshhh shhh". We agreed he would talk like I was doing something sexy. I open my playlist of songs I liked to dance to and got it on. **Tony: Wow Bella you look so sexy.** **Bella - doing a chicken dance-** **Tony: Take that off** **Bella: unhum... yes I will take everything off for you** Mr Loser sighted in distress After some "naughty talk" back and forth I decided it was time to start touching myself. So I sit closer to the microphone and start gently slapping the upper part of my hand for a subtle tapping sound. **"Uuhh yess.. oooh Im so horny.... YES YES!!! HMMMM!!!"**- tap my legs, tap my cellphone trying to find the best sound and make funny faces for convincing pleasure sounds 💀 Yes, baby.. I was using all that learned ASMR skill for some convincing Naughty Foley! **"I needed a real man to do this Private with.. only a guy like you could make me cum"** I grab the lotion sitting on the nightstand and splash a bit on my hand to add wetness to the tapping sounds. Tony turning red from holding back his laughter while MrLoser moaning and going crazy in his chair. I could see his body shaking and he was dying to look back. It was the tease that he wanted. I screamed a loud fake "O", splashed more lotion around the table. My hand flapping on the lotion like a fish on the mud and I started signaling Tony **"say something its your turn!"** so he unmuted and used all his acting potential to finish: "fuccck yes Bella you are so so hot. Wow! You came so hard.. Thank you for paying dude" MrLoser groans a loud moan. Tony logs off. MrLoser put both of his hands on his head and nodded negatively slowly. His pants with a big wet spot. I laughed in character and talked to MrLoser a bit more and logged off as well... Another very ununsual night and tea time before bed. ***** I hope Mr.Loser didn't record to watch it later. That would ruin his fantasy... Or maybe it would add to it.. who knows? What matters is that everyone went to bed satisfied. He got his fantasy fullfiled, I didn't have to cross my comfort level, and Tony.. well he has been doing well in therapy 🙃 MrLoser came back many times until around 2018.
2022-04-13 09:03:11 +0000 UTC View PostHi guys, here is a good link for the movie we watched yester..
Hi guys, here is a good link for the movie we watched yesterday!
https://tubitv.com/movies/587115/otherlife
"Tubi is a free streaming service with a large library of movies and TV shows.
Tubi offers over 20,000 older TV shows and movies to watch for free. Their library holds content from studios including Paramount, MGM and Lionsgate and networks including A&E, Lifetime and Starz. The company says it has 25 million active monthly viewers who spend over 160 million hours per month watching content on Tubi."
Stream started at 04/11/2022 04:58 am 1st ASMR live.. it wa..
Stream started at 04/11/2022 04:58 am 1st ASMR live.. it was a very simple one just trying things out :p
2022-04-11 05:30:13 +0000 UTC View Post
Stream started at 04/11/2022 03:38 am
Stream started at 04/11/2022 03:38 am
2022-04-11 04:01:00 +0000 UTC View PostHi everyone ❤ let's watch a movie that's not very well known..
Hi everyone ❤ let's watch a movie that's not very well known tonight: Otherlife.
"An inventive woman, Ren Amari, creates a revolutionary new drug that expands the human brain's sense of time. OtherLife creates a virtual reality directly in the user's mind. When the government catch wind of the experiment, Ren is roped into danger."
I will come home as soon as i can. It will be around 830pm west coast time
Don't worry if you see darker stains on my hands and nails. ..
Don't worry if you see darker stains on my hands and nails. I tried to dye my hair at home and managed to ruin my tan and my nails at the same time!!! No regrets, hair looks good... (: Weekend is here! Yay
2022-04-09 08:58:29 +0000 UTC View PostLips, kisses, and whispers (: Weekend is almost here!! Sweet..
Lips, kisses, and whispers (: Weekend is almost here!! Sweet Dreams 🌙 I started the video with a scene from the middle. I really love mic blows 🤷♀️
2022-04-08 08:16:44 +0000 UTC View PostYup! That's right.. I got the green screen out! lol first t..
Yup! That's right.. I got the green screen out! lol first time using it for an ASMR video... it's fun but couldn't handle the finger moves. Oops! Sweet dreams! Your new friend from the camping trip is feeling anxious for the next day and starts chatting you up at night. She brings you sweet grapes and sings for you to fall back asleep. You guys have a long fun day tomorrow
2022-04-07 07:01:04 +0000 UTC View PostIt didn't post with the memoir.. oh well.. I will let onlyfa..
It didn't post with the memoir.. oh well.. I will let onlyfans work the file and it will be posted when it's done. Good night to you (: I thought this afternoon rain was very relaxing and Daisy agreed with me❤️ hope you enjoy the ambiance It just hit 10pm in Hawaii :p
2022-04-06 07:57:04 +0000 UTC View Post***CAMGIR MEMOIR 08 - Bella's witnesses*** **March and July..
***CAMGIR MEMOIR 08 - Bella's witnesses***
**March and July 2015**
Being recognized in public was on the top of my list of fears because since day 1 I had read In camgirl forums that being recognized/"outted" to family and friends was a matter of **when** not **if**. However, we always like to think it will be different with us ;) Around March 2015 I managed to hold 400 people or so in chat, which was a good number but not enough to believe you will be recognized while out anytime soon.
I put on my tiara with cat ears and went live for Friday night. Weekends were always the best days.
A few offline messages blinked on the right corner. One of them was a guy doing a video request, and the other read:
***Im pretty sure I saw you at GYMFRANCHISE in CITY today. Was that you? I was going to come up and ask but was nervous and not even sure it was you. You might of seen me I have long hair was wearing a seahawks shirt. Anyways...I wont say a word to anyone here ;)***
MissBella__: OMG IM SO FREAKED OUT
***Witness01: why? lol***
MissBella__: because its unexpected lol
***Witness01: I wont blow ur cover babe dont worry
Witness01: so that was u I take it? lol***
MissBella__: thank you! YES..
***Witness01: do u remember seeing me at the gym? I almost came up to u once but chickend out haha***
MissBella__: heh i dont think i noticed
***Witness01: I was behind u doing sit ups at one point by the mirror. that's when I noticed u lol
Witness01: u were laying there for a minute thought u fell asleep! hahaha***
MissBella__: lol i was listening to music
***Witness01: suuure u were lol was'nt sure it was u at first***
MissBella__: why? do i look that different in person?
***Witness01: u do look different with clothes on yes lol
Witness01: u are even more beautiful in person tho
Witness01: when ur naked I don't really notice anything but ur butt lmao***
MissBella__: lol ok
***Witness01: like now
Witness01: this is a real turn on! cant believe u work out at the same place I do
Witness01: so if I see u at the gym again it won't be weird if I talk to u?***
MissBella__: well.. i dont know... id probably run
***Witness01: I was behind u doing ab and back work out on the mat lol***
MissBella__: i remember a guy right next to me and a guy that asked what exercise i was doing
***Witness01: yeah like I could almost smell u hahaha
Witness01: I seen u talking to him
Witness01: or seen him trying to talk to you. he was staring harder than I was .***
So to finish up this story. I changed gyms.
He mentioned he wanted a picture and an autograph on his chest
***You going to the gym tomorrow? When do u usually go? I want your autograph so I'm bringing a permanent marker with me...just so you can sign my chest!***
and I told him later that I preferred to keep my online Bella and IRL very separated.
***Sooo does that mean no autographs and no pics then? Damn it! Lol jk Sorry didn't mean to come off as a creeper. I could imagine that you encounter a lot of crazy dudes on here. For what it's worth, that's not me. I was only making small talk, not trying to stalk you! ;) Anyways I totally understand and will leave you alone..***
He was respectful and left me alone. This was a bit of a surprise and made me think I should be more aware of my surroundings.
Two months go by and I decided to accept an invitation to have a sandwich at this beautiful island city in Washington. I had been out of the dating scene for awhile by choice but this guy was cool. I had not told him a lot about myself yet.
We find this cute place with a "BEST FISH IN TOWN" sign and a lot of people eating there. The smell was really good. We head to order and luckily a family leaves as soon as we are done ordering. A good table by the sidewalk and in direct view of the kitchen.
I ordered a salmon sandwich.
The food takes a little while but when it arrives my sandwich looks like a top restaurant dish. It's huge, the napkins, ketchup and mayo are carefully aligned and the fries are overflowing near it.
My date's dish was a sort of bowl with some fries tossed on the corner. It looked like something he got at a gas station. We exchanged looks and he said: Wow next time I come here I will order their salmon sandwiches!
The first bite made me feel like a mermaid having a banquet in her castle. The most delicious and well done salmon sandwich I've ever had to this day. During my second bite I feel something vibrating between my legs. It's my Snapchat.
My date gets up to find more napkins so I use the time to check it out. I click on the picture to open and it's weird to understand at first. it looks like a street... a restaurant? There are some tables that look like the ones in front of me, a small group sitting on the first set of chairs, and in the background of the picture **my date and I looking at our dishes on the table.**
I turned my phone off and silently freaked out, looking around but not seeing anyone that could have taken the picture. My date returned and I hoped that no one approached us or did anything weird. He wanted to walk around after we ate but I said I wanted to go somewhere else. My heart jumping.
It's weird to express it now as I don't think I feel the same way as younger me. But at the time it was so shocking and stressing to live that moment.
At night I hop on the computer and see an unread message from a viewer I thought was a good guy from MFC. He used to write very nice stories and always treated me well. Had not seen him live in awhile but he used to come very frequently a few months back.
I've always appreciated people that speak in details and this viewer was always a storyteller and very outspoken. I hope if he ever sees this he doesn't get offended. I thought it was interesting to read it from his point of view when I was going through content for my memories.
***I try to mention that you're beautiful as often as I can, because it's the truth and I think it's a great compliment. would you like some pure honesty? I'll give some to you. This is my perception of you, the day you came to*** "censored sandwich place" ***she looks like Bella. She's so fucking hot - I hope she comes to the window to order so I can try to flirt with her. Fuck, can I even flirt? I'm not in her league (self confidence downward spiral, very quickly). No, fuck it, I'll at least try to make her laugh. I can do that. Shit', she's not order.... OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK IT IS BELLA! THAT TATTOO! WHAT DO I DO? be cool be cool be cool be cool. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK this is a date (shattered dreams, broken heart). What's this guy saying? I can't stop looking at her and I don't want to weird her out but she's so flipping beautiful. No makeup on? What beautiful eyes and that smile, kill me with that thing. She's taller than expected....... SHE KNOWS IT'S ME. Is she gonna say something (we're about halfway through the order btw). I can tell. We locked eyes. She said a whole bunch of things to me in that look. Those were beautiful eyes - I could look at them for awhile. She wants me to not come out, not make a scene, act like I don't know her, pay as little attention to her as possible. I have to let her know that I know that she knows. I'll snap her. Fuck, I don't even care if people think I'm a perv for taking an obvious picture of the beautiful woman. Fuck them, they have no idea. (takes picture, sends it, starts laughing) I have this nervous pit in my stomach, I want to go hug her, no you can't do that, don't be absurd, but she's right there and looking so.... perfect. Why why why why why why why is she with somebody? Why can't she be alone, so I can talk with her, take a smoke break or something, hook her up with something better than a lame sandwich. I can't even make it dope without explaining why. Fuck. Why can't I do something for her. (then I searched vainly around for something I could do to give you a gift of some kind). (still a bundle of nerves. now I'm cracking up because 1, it's kind of absurd to be this nervous, 2, you're right there and the ironic nature of the situation amused me. I'm getting weird looks from the kitchen staff. Then I sa you put your phone away. A snap. I know it. Phone out) (hopes/dreams crushed again) F.U.C.K. ok, be cool, be cool, you have to run out their food at least. then later you can go play with the dog just to see her again. Should I tell her her shirts riding up in the back? Fuck, too creepy, I'll look like a creeper, I wasn't being pervy, I was just walking back , oh goddamnit, now I won't do it. Fuck, even the way her hair falls down her back is pretty. (self-centered whining about how I should have sacked up when I realized you lived somewhere nearbyish, some seriously intense jealousy over you two holding hands, then some abashed chuckling at how absurd I was being) That's pretty much your whole visit. I flip-flopped between admiring you and being totally jealous of the dude the whole time. Also, as an aside that has nothing to do with you+him, I thought he was kind of a douche as a customer. I also tend to think that of anyone who doesn't tip though, because for fucks sake, I'm taking your order, cooking your food and running it to you and you can't leave me a dollar? You tip 17.5% to a waitress who only does one other thing, walking to you to take your order. But yeah, not tipping is a quick trip to my jerk territory side. I'm not gonna fuck with your food over it, but you're not getting extras. YOU got the bombest sandwhich I could manage with limited time and resources. He got an average meal. Alright...***
It turns out I had closed the snapchat picture so quickly that I didn't even notice who had sent it. I would still be apprehensive but I knew this member would not do anything to harm me. Looking back at these memories I laugh. Truthfully most of my 20's had only camming related dramas and stories.
Tip your chefs 😅