saying goodbye to this epic mirror, I had just bought and now is going to live in storage 😩 it makes me a little sad packing away all my favourite creature comforts and aesthetics for such a long time. I can’t wait to have this thing back later at the end of the year though! It’s the only “extra large” co-star you’ll see in my porn films. ayyyye. 😂
Casually flirting with the office building across street...
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Today I’m covered in sawdust, dirt and sweat - but here’s a cute photo from last weekend in New York.
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mornin’ friends!
packing house continues today, these final two weeks before my move are overwhelming, and messy, goodness so messy! I’ve never had such a messy move before. I suppose because it’s *actually quite organized* instead of the reckless tossing all thing into vaguely marked boxes for a move across town, like a normal person! Paring down 1/2 of my belongings from a 3 bedroom home is a task. 😅 Why do I have so many things? Why have I invested in real quality designer and heirloom furnishings but refused to part with that janky ass can opener?? The one piece of delight in my house currently is the packing station I set up, my OCD loves a good orderly corner. 500ft roll of brown packing paper on a cutting reel, industrial sized roll of bubble wrap, inventory lists of what’s in my boxes, color coded stickers and markers and tape guns. The messy mayhem part is the stacks and stacks and piles upstairs/downstairs/garage: what gets sold, what gets donated, what gets packed away for 3 months, what gets packed away for 6+ months, and then what goes with me in 2 weeks time - and having to live on of those expertly packed suitcases for a couple months? It’s chaos I tell ya.
After breakfast I’m dropping off some donations to a women’s shelter, ordering another humongous roll of bubble wrap, and this afternoon renting a truck to go to Home Depot to buy supplies to build a wood shipping crate for my 8’x5’ floor mirror. I’ve never build a structurally sound shipping crate before, I’d prefer to throw money at it and have a “shipping crate company” build one for me but a crate the size I need will cost well over a grand! 😤 I’ll build it myself and save a couple hundred bucks. Gonna need to Bob Vila this thang 🧐 I believe I will need: 1/4 inch under layment boards, 1x4 flat boards cut to length, wood glue, a couple hundred wafer screws, insulation foam board, metal mending plates and a single can of red spray paint to stencil “F R A G I L E - THIS SIDE UP”. Intellectually I understand what needs to happen, but in practice I have little idea what I’m doing 🙃
teasing late mornings in bed with me.
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I had intended to shoot all weekend while in my Manhattan spot, but instead spent my time connecting with an ATF and a few of my most beloved friends. This weekend was everything my heart needed, during these bottle necking, critical health diagnosis, long term moves and *gestures broadly at everything else* times. I feel light this morning. I am so grateful this short final trip to New York City could happen. It’s wild ya know, the way our perception changes when we look at things through a different lens. I spent much of my time between the Nolita and Bed-Stuy, like I normally might, the best parts of New York City, but knowing this might be my last trip to New York for a long time; experiencing the city... the Spring weather, noticing the details of hand painted shop windows, talking life and books with my beloveds, watching men shoot ball on public courts, strolling past all the life unfolding on stoops, breaking bread with people I consider family, this whole weekend felt like a love story. I didn’t do much content creating this weekend, instead I was intentional about being present and inside my body. I lost a lot of followers on OnlyFans the last 72hrs. Everyday I don’t aggressively fuck my pussy, I lose followers, which is kinda lame but I get it I suppose, this is a porn platform. Some things are just more important than being non-stop stimulated and entertained and/or making money. The last couple days was such a time. Honoring my heart and tending to the bones.
Anyway. Here’s some titty en route to the airport. Hope you have a lovely Sunday, I am headed home to take my niece and newphew strawberry picking this afternoon at a local farm (so no porn again today) but I’ll queue up something fun for tomorrow. And again, these next few weeks I’m not at full capacity because I’m in the middle of a huge move, once I’m settled, you’re in for surprises. xx
PS. who else matches their outfits to their luggage?
The last 7+ yėars I used to travel into Manhattan weekly for work; but today I am back in NYC for only the 2nd time in nearly fífteen months! I have missed this city during the pandemic. There is nowhere in the world like New York City, I really do love this place. Always intended to move here actually, I wanted to say I had lived in New York, like a type of cultural bragging right.. Now that I’ve retired from my career and I’m moving away from the East Coast, that ship might have sailed. This weekend is likely the last time I’ll be in New York for a long minute.
FUN FACT: I once broke a bed during an orgy at this NYC hotel.
these are two shots from a shoot couple years ago. which take do we like better? The outtake or the final photo?
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My birthday is next month! 📌 I’ll be turning 36 in June. What a privilege aging is.🤍
What do I want for my birthday this year, you ask?? For my birthday this year, I would love to receive Airbnb gift cards! I am currently in the process of relocating the first week of June and during the immediate summer months will need temporary housing while I find my long-term domicile.
Most of you here have been paying attention to my posts and my social media updates, reading about the various life and career changes. The other day I posted here about how “everything is beginning to bottleneck” as a result of all these back-to-back life changes.
further transparency.
I have recently been diagnosed with PTSD. While I was working with my therapist to manage my health condition a series of events happened over this winter leading me to a critical moment of needing to shift everything in order to survive and to project my future.
Coming off the coattails of 2020, an immense year of collective grief and loss, righteous anger and the pandemic; the first half of 2021 has been pretty intense personally. I’ve spent the last several months reading books and scientific papers about stress, about the nervous system and trauma; trying to understand how it effects the physical body. Stress isn’t just an intense mood. Stress is a biological event that happen inside our bodies. That biological event, if experienced too often, results in physiological effects and manifestations in the body: skin conditions, panic attacks, complete loss of libido, stunted metabolism, internal organ issues (hi, hello! Yes I have all of these!) heart conditions and developing unrelated diseases. Stress can literally kill you.
Relocating in a few weeks is about surviving and being in a space that supports my journey back to health. Relocating is act 1 of pouring all my energy into myself and into my creative projects (like making really beautiful smut for you). Relocating is about being able to flourish. Sometimes starting over is the only way.
You sponsoring and subsiding my temporary apartment for this summer would be such a huge relief! It means I get to put more of my income into my healing, seeing my therapist, getting the medical care I need. Having my summer apartment taken care of would be putting me on in a big way. That kind of gift is true big dick energy (or Big Fupa Energy, for my ladies here!!). That’s how I want to be spoiled for my 36th Birthday.
Birthday Airbnb giftcards can be sent to my email (hello at morejocelyn dot com) one of three ways:
• AIRBNB WEBSITE: *www.airbnb.launchgiftcards.com*
• STAPLES WEBSITE: *https://www.staples.com/Airbnb-Classic-Gift-Cards/*
• MY WEBSITE: where you can make a direct financial tribute via a payment button: *www.morejocelyn.com/wishes*
I have so many ideas for the photosets and videos and porn to create in my new space once I am moved in. It’s going to be a good birthday month. xx - Jocelyn
trying to keep the content fresh here! New ways of presenting visual media! 🤓 If you want the six high-resolution *originals* of the “clamshell series” sent to your DM’s so you can zoooom in, tip me $5 🦪👀
No.1
during an orgy in Toronto a few years back, it was remarked that my pussy is cute “like a little clamshell”, quote, end quote ☺️
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get in here lover 🧼
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1) white cotton panties are the best panties.
2) I have a bangin’ body.
3) you like the variety of my content.
4) you are a man.
Tip $5 if *any of the above* statements are true ;-)
which one do we prefer?
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Doctor told me I’m dangerously vitamin D deficient. Maybe due to something called “2020”, where I basically could not and did not leave the house for 365 days. hello sunburn!
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girls be like, “got a haircut”.
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