A lot of times I feel like I have to “put on a mask” for other people and hide my sexual and sensual self bc if I’m authentic I get shamed.
As an adult, I still get punished and yelled at for even wearing a tank top or a low cut shirt. I remember my mom screaming at me because I was doing laundry and left my bra on the bed, and she would tell me “what would people think?”. I love reading erotica but I have to hide my books, that is forbidden as well.
So I developed a lot of shame towards sex and nudity where for a long time I did not feel comfortable in my skin. I got very good at wearing a mask and hiding that part of me.
It’s funny, but by exposing the parts of me I would always hide, I feel more accepted and I realize it’s not as scary as I imagined it would be. So in the future when something scares me, especially when I feel raw and vulnerable, instead of running away I want to run towards it instead.
I am discovering the balance between the things that make me feel confident and comfortable to show and my boundaries.
I am discovering how much I love writing, recoding and editing and I enter a flow state while doing so. I have ADHD so when I find activities where time flies that’s my best and most passionate state. When I’m doing my vanilla job, it’s like my mind is not fully there lol.
Anyways, thanks for your support and I hope tomorrow you’ll accept me as your valentine 💝 💘
2024-02-13 14:47:33 +0000 UTC
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Would you join my team ;)?
2024-02-11 16:17:40 +0000 UTC
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Did you know that I would barely pay attention in college, because I was always sexting my boyfriends lol. It was either because I was really bored with what I was learning, or bc I really loved sex. What do you think 😉?
(BTW this really fucked me over when it came time for my finals , I had to cram for entire semester in like TWO weeks 😆😂)
2024-02-09 06:02:48 +0000 UTC
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Goddess vibes :)
2024-02-07 18:40:35 +0000 UTC
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Have a little bed head this morning, do you still think I’m cute ;)?
2024-02-05 13:18:47 +0000 UTC
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If you saw me out, would you buy me a drink ;)?
2024-02-04 05:51:14 +0000 UTC
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Celebrating form is a celebration of life . Join me 💋
2024-01-30 16:42:27 +0000 UTC
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The video that got me a strike lol.
DM me #greyshirt if you’re interested in my **30 minute** braless shirt scratching video.
2024-01-26 14:30:09 +0000 UTC
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Coming soon for the ASMR fans 😘
Sheer lace body stocking scratching. The sounds are amazingggg on this one!
2024-01-22 23:55:05 +0000 UTC
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My cup(s) runneth over 😉
2024-01-21 21:54:51 +0000 UTC
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Pretty in lace 😘
2024-01-20 20:34:44 +0000 UTC
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Another video that was removed … enjoy !!! 😘
2024-01-17 06:30:58 +0000 UTC
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Friday is such a tease for the weekend, don’t you agree ;)?
2024-01-12 15:12:26 +0000 UTC
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This video was removed for being too sexual, and I thought it was lost forever but I found it!!! I’ll keep it here instead 😇🤭. Enjoy !!!
2024-01-09 22:15:17 +0000 UTC
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"Welcome Home" TOPLESS Video.
Your loving girlfriend is VERY excited to see you, and she can't wait to show you just how much she needs you.
DM me #Welcomehome if you haven't seen it :)
2024-01-09 06:04:57 +0000 UTC
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Found out I have Covid :/, must have partied too hard on NYE. Resting, recovering and got Indian takeout. While it doesn’t hit quite like homecooked, is still very comforting to me when I’m sick.
2024-01-06 21:45:05 +0000 UTC
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Confessions:
“She thought they were never going to talk about it….
Until one night when they did , which ends up unleashing an explosively erotic night.”
For the VIDEO check your DMs or DM me #confessions1.
This could be my sexiest video yet … starting January off with a bang! 😉
2024-01-05 14:27:03 +0000 UTC
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Sick 🤢 😭. Send me good healing vibes. THANKFULLY, I finished editing 😅, so you’ll have that to look forward to when it’s released this FRIDAY!!!! Working really hard for you❤️❤️❤️
2024-01-04 15:44:21 +0000 UTC
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Happy New Years ❤️❤️. Super hungover rn and got back at 4 AM.
My hair is super messy bc last night I was dancing really wild and sexy with all eyes on me when I was shaking my hips and curves. Wish you could have seen ;)
Anyways my resolution is to get healthier but still stay sexy and keep on pushing the limits… stay tuned :-)
2024-01-02 05:22:57 +0000 UTC
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So I was working and recording but I got myself really wet and worked up, soooo I was bad and couldn’t control myself and took a little break to mastrubate/procastrubate? and ended up cumming but now I feel superrrr sleepy 🤦🏾♀️🫠 , fml lol 😆
BUT good news is …. I caught the audio. So, if you’re waiting for an excuse to relax and take a break in the best way I know…
Listen and cum with me :)
2023-12-30 23:48:20 +0000 UTC
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Who else loves bodysuits 😏?
Currently editing something quite sexy, can’t wait to share soon ;)
2023-12-28 19:37:26 +0000 UTC
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Happy holidays 😚😈. Come in close for a kiss
2023-12-26 05:31:21 +0000 UTC
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THE MUSE- TOPLESS Release!!
“A married woman is going through a rut. She and her husband decide to spice things up and discuss opening the marriage, but so far it’s been just talk.
But, all that changes when a new eager woman joins her work and unleashes a new side of her…”
For the deliciously erotic VIDEO or AUDIO DM me #Muse
2023-12-22 14:04:36 +0000 UTC
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“ THE MUSE” coming shortly!
2023-12-21 12:28:50 +0000 UTC
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Some art I made for you (please use headphones)💕.
Nothing makes me happier than writing and creating things that I’m passionate about.
I believe making things out of love and joy is creation and expression in its purest form.
I am used to keeping things to myself because there’s a self critical part of me that only wants to share when I feel like it’s perfect, and a fearful part of me that thinks it’s not worthy of sharing.
However, I want to let go of my of perfectionism while still balancing the ability to create high quality things I’m proud of.
I want to create a community here, and please know that I’m constantly imagining, thinking, and learning.
2023-12-19 23:57:08 +0000 UTC
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Grr.. been trying to upload a video here and when I’m clicking on it it’s not working, and it’s saying the file isn’t supported… let me try again shortly!
2023-12-19 13:36:20 +0000 UTC
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Good morning ☀️ 😘
2023-12-17 14:51:21 +0000 UTC
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Ever feel like escaping to the ocean?
2023-12-15 00:29:45 +0000 UTC
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Have you ever left a party early to daydream?
2023-12-12 23:14:02 +0000 UTC
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Sucky life update: Broke my finger :-(.
Doing everything with my left hand right now, but I have upcoming creative and sexy things planned… thanks for everyone for their patience!
I took the time to work on my mental health, and inner confidence and strength.
To do OF ,you need to be VERY mentally strong and in the past I let fear rule me, but I realized that’s not the kind of life I want to live.
Again, I want to thank the loyal people who stood by me and believed in me . ❤️❤️ I want to create things that’s worthy of your support.
I have been writing ALOT, experimenting with different media, and trying to create things that match the ideas I have in my mind.
But entering 2024, I want to be unapologetic, bold and inspired, and leave the timid and meek version of me in the past.
2023-12-11 16:20:10 +0000 UTC
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