Fun fact, this was the only video I recorded in my college dorm. Nothing special, you know... just a regular 11 cum blast orgasm from me ๐
*Original video (trimmed) + soft light filter version
Fleshlight ice won the poll, so I was wondering... If I put down half the total cost, would you all be willing to collectively go halfsies with me?
85รท2 = 42. *20% of 42 = 8. 42+8 = 50.
*20% is how much this platform takes from all earnings. If you want a more direct way to donate, send me a private message ๐
Still on my fitness journey, just taking a rest week. Mostly because I don't have any money coming in for the next several days and I'm starving. Tearing muscles without eating is a terrible idea, if you didn't already know.
Can't wait to get back to it next week! ๐
Involuntary edging while my Aneros does it's magic on my ass
I was so close to cumming just from it resting up against my prostate, but my legs kept cramping up. Eventually I had to fuck myself in order for my cock to empty out a load. It's far from my best cumshot, and I don't even know how to price the video, so I'm leaving it up to you.
Took these back in November and totally forgot about 'em. I think I woke up from a nap and was feeling the bedhead. Not so hot on the uneven beard, but every day isn't going to be perfect ๐คท
If I had a monthly TRT crowdfund wish on my Wishtender, would anyone contribute? I did it for a couple months and was feeling like "my old self" again. I was happy and lively. Now that I'm back in the gym, it would help me gain muscle quicker and probably make them larger.
I think it was somewhere around $125 a month. Pretty good deal, imo. I would accept other payment apps and post the progress here for full transparency.
I probably should have made new content before doing such a thorough leg day ๐ฌ. Also forgot to take pics/vids at the gym - not like they're anything too special. Pray for my soul though, because the next couple days are going to be paaiiin-FUL ๐๐ต
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1) It takes half the commission this platform does
2) It's easier to list and track items
3) You love me and want to see me thrive ๐
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Currently in a food c0ma from lunch, but here's some highlights from my day. Made major progress in this new leg stretch - my foot is able to reach the floor! Then off to the gym where I finally got to use a calf extension machine, which I'm strangely hyped about. I must be the only person to enjoy leg day. Started my tanning journey to even out my skin tone. Enjoyed my first hydromassage. I was surprised how good it felt. Got home and went straight to the hot tub, then had 2 giant burritos to build and fill my muscles with protein and carbs.
See, told you I'd keep you updated ๐
SEXUALITY SPECTRUM, IN-DEPTH:
I'm comfortable identifying as male, it's moreso the gender norms that I take issue with. Why can't men enjoy sexy underwear and still be considered "normal?"
As far as orientation, if I trusted biological males more, I would probably be dead center there. But put it this way: I'm not offended when women are weary of me. My disdain is towards all the guys who ruin it for the rest of us.
Attraction is the tricky one. At once I thought I was demisexual, but I did some intense research and found what I would only describe as the demisexual rulebook, which says that having sexual desire before the connection nullifies being demi. I would rather have the connection first, but if I made that a requirement then I would probably still be a virgin.
My sex drive would be higher if I wasn't so burnt out trying to find a partner. Sometimes I even wish I had no desire, because it would just be easier than constantly getting rejected.
My desire for romantic connection has always been higher than, or equal to my libido.
I would only do a poly relationship, even though I know that means my partner will have way more sex than me. But I can't bottleneck someone else's sexual activity just because I'm envious that I'm not as much of a draw as they are.
A bit behind on things, but at least I have a clean mirror ๐
Been taking it light this week because I'm ever so tired. I did not expect to get that gym membership so soon, so I'll be going tomorrow for a leg workout despite the fatigue, and using the tanning bed for the first time. Any suggestions for tanning lotions?
Support my fitness journey!
I'm only asking for the initial Planet Fitness sign up fee. $75 isn't quite in my budget, but I can make $25 a month happen.
I'd like to think that I already have a record of fairness, but I would be taking pictures there frequently to prove that I am indeed going. There's a location 2 miles from my place and I've been consistently working out, so I'm confident that I have the motivation to go through with everything.
I'm choosing the premium membership because I want to use the tanning bed to get an even skin tone, and try out the hydromassage. In general, PF has a plethora of machines to target specific areas. For me, I'm particularly interested in calf raises, but I'm sure there will be a few others that I will come to love.
I took a picture of the yoga program I just bought to prove that I'm putting in my own efforts into building a strong, sturdy body. Transparency is of utmost importance throughout this all. I want everyone to feel secure with their donations, knowing that I'm really using this to improve not only myself, but the quality of my content. I hope to be able to show you all a drastically improved "me" this year!
Fitness journey, week 2: I was originally going to talk about goals this week, but obstacles are a bit more relevant to me at the moment. I did leg day on Wednesday, and increased the weight from last week. I remembered that I would feel tired a couple days after leg day, but I forgot that it also makes me super depressed. In the past 12 hours I've been so down on myself and my content. I wanted to quit content creation forever. I feel invisible to women. Perhaps you can even spot the fake smile in one of these pictures. But today I went to the hot tub, did my stretches, and ate a 1200 calorie pizza - which are hard things to do when depressed. As I write this, I'm a bit happier, especially with the stretching. I'm really starting to make progress and pushing it to the point of discomfort so I can truly get gains in that area. And the fact that I did it today really makes me proud of myself.
New subs, don't be afraid to interact with my posts, I welcome your feedback. Likes and comments are happiness and joy ๐ so share them with the community! ๐
I may or may not have purposely made a lazy cumming in bed vid as an excuse to make it free, because I may or may not want everyone to see my cock exploding like a volcano after I tease it with my precum ๐คญ
*First video is the original, second is the cumshot in 60 fps with a warm filter to combat the intensity of the flash on my phone. Third is slo-mo cumshot*
Next post is a large file and could take a bit, so here's some fun heavy filtered pics in the meantime. The last few are censored teasers from my NYE set, and the very last one is a pic that didn't make the final cut but probably should have. Lucky for you, this one's on the house ๐
Week 1: My fitness journey begins, and I'm sharing it with you. It's a great way to track my progress, while also helping keep me on task. Every week, I'll talk about my specific goals and how I'm feeling, both physically and mentally. And even if you don't care about it, you still get some free nudes. Enjoy!
Look at that huge, thick load of cum splashing all over my chest. My cock was filled to the brim with that load, and so ready to bust it out. Notice how long those first couple of blasts are, it's almost like two in one. I was feeling extra filthy, and decided to rub it all over my body, turning me into such a slutty mess. How would you have cleaned me up?
Here's your reminder to practice safe sex when necessary, or simply when your partner(s) prefer to - which would also make it necessary. If I can cum this much in a condom just from using my hand, then obviously it's still an immensely pleasurable experience ๐ค
Throwback: ~15 minutes of Aneros fucking to cumshot. Watch me use the iconic toy to make my engorged, oiled cock spit a healthy load. You'll get to see some decent penetration shots for a bit, as well as hear me panting and begging to cum. Even my face makes an appearance ๐ฎ
*Post includes full video + isolated cumshot + slo-mo cumshot + ALL videos with a filter to improve lighting*
UPDATE/RANT:
Been on antibiotics for the 2nd time in 2 months - nothing serious! Two unrelated situations and overall bad luck. Haven't gone MIA again.
Finally got the correct parts for my new bed frame delivered, so once I put it together, I'm all set for filming new content. The vision is to create something more upscale this time around. Maybe not bougie, but "a quality vibe" is an apt way to put it. Can't wait to provide the goods, and I hope everyone is happy and well! ๐ฆ ๐
Working on new furniture, but for now I'm happy to have a setup that facilitates cozy moments like this one. Hope everyone has fun and stays safe over the holiday. And yes, Halloween is a holiday worth well wishes for everyone ๐
These were taken November 2021, when I was likely in the best physical shape of my life. A pretty good figure considering how thin I was. Now that I'm huskier, I'm working on getting back to the same exercises that got me to this place. I'm so excited to see what that looks like!