Life update/rant TL;DR - life has been treating me like a do..
Added 2024-08-19 05:08:18 +0000 UTCLife update/rant TL;DR - life has been treating me like a doormat and I'm taking a break for awhile
Sorry I haven't been around. First of all, big thank you to the people who purchase content. It means everything to me right now. The past two months I've been treated like dirt from everyone else, though. Health insurance, other SW, and of course everyone's favorite, the algorithm. I was getting in shape and then my foot got so bad overnight I couldn't even walk on it. I'm legitimately risking permanent nerve damage every time I walk, and my doctors office can't handle a simple MRI appointment. Multiple SWs have robbed me, and it just feels like everything in life is a scam these days. Like nothing is real for someone like me. That only the elite level, best looking guys get the actual deal in life. Trying to promote myself on every platform and I see potato quality videos get 600 likes in hours while my videos can't even get 100 anymore and that's on Reddit. Forget about twitter, I'm basically invisible there. I filmed a great video a few weeks ago but I find myself afraid to post it. Because if no one likes it, then I might just never post anything again. Ever.
Forgive me if I have no more will to do this. But I always come back. If you're here for the free videos and don't care enough to even hit the like button for my content, then please just unsub now before I have to waste my time blocking you. Hopefully me talking about my feelings once is enough for you to unsub, though.
