Today I'm in a playful mood, so I recorded my first candid video for you I hope you understand that "playful mood" is not about playing a computer or console :) Kisses to all
2022-08-19 11:43:47 +0000 UTC View Post
Yesterday I thought I would dіe A lot of the people I talk to on Onlyfance know that I'm a weеd lover. Also, you probably know that I go to a psychotherapist and drink tranquilizers. Yesterday I started a new course of taking new drugs (the doctor prescribed pills). But we did not take into account that smoking marіjuana while taking these drugs is not allowed! I planned to go with a friend to play video games and eat fried potatoes. As a result, I became very ill on the subway. My vision went white (like a faded photograph), my heart beat faster, and I couldn't feel my legs. We left the subway and before my eyes there was only a white light. I no longer feel the body. There were thoughts in my head that I was about to dіe. It's good that there were a lot of people around and they helped me. From now on, I don't smoke. I don't want to experience this feeling anymore. As if I'm the person who "saw the light at the end of the tunnel"...
2022-08-18 08:53:18 +0000 UTC View Post
Many of you are offended that I always cut photos :( I want to say right away that if I do not crop the photos, they will not be very attractive, because my house is always a creative mess. In the next photo with the scales, you can see that I have a knife on the floor. What for? Yes, I'm too lazy to shoot. Therefore, so that you do not see this, I crop my photos. So don't be offended hahaha By the way, I weigh myself every day and have already gained one kilogram, so I'm on the mend! Thank you my dear for your support and donations! I wish you a wonderful day and good mood! P.S. Are you measuring your weight in kilograms or feet?
2022-08-17 07:42:47 +0000 UTC View Post
I already wrote that I do not like bras, but I will write again! Last year I completely gave up bras and it really became easier for me to live. Nobody condemned me for this, but on the contrary, they said that it was sexy. I relaxed. Sometimes you have to wear bras because the T-shirt can be see-through or too revealing... And so I went to the next shooting and put on this terrible bra, which pinched all the lymph to me (you can see for yourself from the photo). As a result, I had bruises under my breasts for two days! And given that I'm a hypochondriac, I began to fear big consequences... Guys, be honest. Would you let your girlfriend not wear bras? Do you like girls who go without bras?
2022-08-16 08:00:39 +0000 UTC View PostI started to lose a lot of weight I don't know why it happens, but I have absolutely no appetite. I eat vegan food and I really like it. However, I have never lost weight before. I don't want to lose weight, because I'm an athlete! For beautiful muscles, you need to weigh a little more than I do now. I don't want my butt to get smaller :( Any advice on how to gain mass?
2022-08-15 15:22:27 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm afraid to die I recently realized that my biggest fear is death. Not because it is not clear what will happen after death. Does the soul exist? No. I'm afraid not to leave a trace in this world. I don't want to die and be forgotten in a couple of generations. I want to make such a contribution to this world that I will never be forgotten, just as great people are not forgotten even after centuries. I will definitely build the largest shelter in Ukraine and give all animals a home! And I will conquer the world with my music, I promise! Have a nice day, dear ones!
2022-08-12 15:28:22 +0000 UTC View Post
My dear! I will answer all of you tonight! A classmate arrived and we went to parties :) Thank you for not forgetting me! I remember and love you too! See you!
2022-08-11 12:35:33 +0000 UTC View Post
As a chіld, I fell from the third floor It was in 2011 in the Crimea. Then Crimea was Ukraine, I hope that in the future it will also be Ukraine again, but that’s not the point. I wanted to show off in front of my brothers and climbed up the brick wall of the house. Of course I fell and broke my leg. I had to sew :( You can see the scar in the photo, can you find it? :)
2022-08-07 14:31:42 +0000 UTC View Post
I got sick :( I believe that my body has moved from moral suffering to physical ones, but it’s even better for me. A cold is not as bad as anxiety. By the way, scientists have proven that the brain does not see the difference between physical and moral pain, so many depressed people harm themselves in order to switch the brain from one pain to another. I am not a supporter of physical pain, but I like to suffer morally. But it's an unhealthy love that I'm working through right now. Soon a classmate will come to visit me. Would you like to see our group photos? She will live with me for a week and I will not be lonely. I'm very happy. This post is just a short report from my life, I hope you like it! Be healthy!
2022-08-06 15:36:48 +0000 UTC View PostI like taking nude shots. They show me from the other side. In life, I'm either a cutie or a bitch. Nude pictures make me a sweet bitch.
2022-08-05 19:12:56 +0000 UTC View PostNow I'm seeing a psychotherapist I really enjoy working with professionals! We dived into my problems and started to dig into the origins of these problems and you know what? All problems from childhood! As I wrote in previous posts, my childhood was difficult, so I have a lot of psychological trauma! But I was assured that all this is curable and the main thing is to have money, which is still problematic for me. Inflation affects prices a lot and it's upsetting, but I'm holding on! Tranquilizers help me, I hope they cure me! The coolest thing is that I do not have bipolar disorder, and I was very afraid of this! I won't stop thanking you! Thank you for being with me!
2022-08-04 17:57:53 +0000 UTC View Post
I was diagnosed with "anxiety disorder and mild depression" Maybe you can’t tell for me, but I am a very melancholic girl and earlier I thought that this was just a trait of my character. Now I was told that without a psychotherapist I would not be able to get back on my feet. Sometimes there are days when I can't do anything. Today I started taking strong tranquilizers and I feel fine, but for how long? I hope you don't mind that I don't reply to you so often. You are my rays of light and I love you all very much!
2022-08-02 12:08:50 +0000 UTC View Post
An old woman attacked me on the subway In short, she said that I am a prostitute because I sit cross-legged. For a long time I tried not to pay attention to her, but in the end she began to push me so that I would sit differently. I am a stubborn person and therefore did not obey her. And then she began to run out of the moving train (not successfully), and when I got off the car, she tripped me up and I fell baring my ass in front of a crowd of people. It was not pleasant, but there is something to remember!
2022-07-30 09:44:14 +0000 UTC View Post
I have always been interested in the opinion of foreigners about Ukrainian girls Before, I didn’t understand why we are told that we are very beautiful, because all the girls in all countries of the world are beautiful in their own way, right? I had never been abroad before Russia's full-scale invasion of Ukraine. But in the end, I visited three countries and noticed one huge difference between our girls and foreigners. Ukrainians are simply more well-groomed! We are not more beautiful than other nations, we just love to take care of ourselves. We buy tons of skin care products, we most often go out with makeup. Our girls almost all have a manicure! We all have our own hairdresser, can you imagine? We do not go out in wrinkled or dirty clothes to the store. We love attention! And this realization shocked me. Because in Europe I noticed how girls don't take care of themselves, go to restaurants with dirty hair... It just doesn't fit in my head. Do you think I'm right or wrong? What kind of girls do you have in countries?
2022-07-29 12:55:45 +0000 UTC View PostTell me about your most sophisticated fantasy and I'll tell you who you are...
2022-07-27 19:28:23 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello, my darlings You know, I've been getting messages from agencies all the time lately that I'll never make money off OnlyFans if I don't get naked and masturbate on camera. At first, it upset me, because I want, like all models, to have some kind of income, but in the end I realized that I don’t care. Why? I don't want money? Or I don't like the platform? No. OnlyFans has become something more for me. Your support, your company and your vacation photos give me the strength to move on. I am very lonely in this world, but with you I seem to forget about it. If you are interested, then in 4 months in ONLIFANCE I did not earn even $ 100... As you can see, I'm not here to extort money from you. I just enjoy talking to cool people. I'm interested in learning about your culture. I'm glad I'm here with you. Love you guys
2022-07-26 13:58:22 +0000 UTC View Post
This photo was taken on February 23... In Kharkov. In the native and now ruined city. It's funny that on February 17 I went on vacation to Kharkov. My friend had a birthday, we celebrated it miraculously. And then there were rumors about the upcoming war. I laughed at these rumors, but on February 23, the tension increased greatly and I decided to return to my apartment in Kyiv. Five hours after my return, the war began. It's unbelievable how a person can instinctively feel danger
2022-07-25 15:21:50 +0000 UTC View Post
What is healthy eating for you? Previously, it seemed to me that a healthy diet is not to eat fatty and sweet foods, but also to exclude buns from the diet. Now I understand that this is far from the truth. When a full-scale war began in Ukraine, I realized that all my life I had been eating garbage. I spent a lot of time on instagram and tik tok. She slept little. I was not motivated to make major changes. My body and my face were always a little swollen. But why? After all, I almost didn’t eat sweets, and I didn’t drink coffee. The answer is very simple! Other than all the junk food like chips, crackers, fried chicken, greasy potatoes, I didn't eat ANYTHING healthy. I did not eat vegetables, cereals, fruits, seeds, and so on. And with the outbreak of the war, I simply did not have the opportunity to buy something like cookies, because there were almost no products in the stores! And oddly enough, I stopped eating all sorts of rubbish and at the same time began to consume fiber, fats, proteins and carbohydrates in the quantities that my body needed. My sleep immediately returned to normal (yes, all during the war), I began to practice spirituality, learn English, etc. I want to say that food made me more alive and beautiful. And this does not mean that I do not eat anything "bad". I can eat both a bun and a piece of chocolate, but consciously. I stopped overeating. Nutrition has been my salvation and I am very glad that I realized this at such a yоung age. Tell me about your diet. What can you afford and what can't? Does your figure bother you?
2022-07-24 10:04:20 +0000 UTC View PostI love my body. I love my tattoos. I love my chest. I love my legs. I love my figure. And I love you guys
2022-07-23 08:33:30 +0000 UTC View Post
I like warm weather I write songs and rap I collect books My favorite color is black I study bodygraph
2022-07-22 15:48:16 +0000 UTC View Post
Sometimes I think I'm a bad person It annoys me that I was born an impulsive girl in a poor and creative family. My parents have always been involved in their creative development. I went to concerts with them. They recorded me in the studio back in 2004. I was a happy kid until they started fighting and dad started cheating on mom. At the age of 6, they started beating me because of my studies and cleanliness. I was afraid to go home. I hated my family... I don't know if they can love me not as a sex object. I don't know if anyone is interested in my music. Does anyone like my face without makeup. Will someone be able to endure my tantrums? As you understand, I am in apathy and I am very sad and lonely. Thanks for being with me guys. I really appreciate your support. Kisses to all
2022-07-21 13:50:07 +0000 UTC View PostI'm vegan When I was still living in Germany, I became very ill. I had a very high temperature and sometimes I didn’t have the strength to go to the toіlet, I forgot about food. All day long I either read or watched YouTube. And then I came across a book by Vadim Zeland about nutrition and how it affects our body. I am an insanely kind person. I feed all the homeless cats and dogs, invest money in orphanages and in the Ukrainian army. And when I read how the factories produce meat and dairy products, my heart broke. Animals are torturеd worse than in concentration camps. They are eternally fear and stress. There are kolyats of antibiotics and so on. It hurts me to even think about it... And now, a week later, I'm recovering, I'm making myself a ham sandwich and I realize that I'm disgusted with it. I go for chicken shawarma and it tastes like rotten meat to me too. And then I realized that I will not eat more meat. Not only for moral reasons, but also because I don't like the taste anymore. After a while, I stopped eating milk and eggs. I have never liked fish. That's how I became a vegan. How do you eat, do you have pity for animals on farms?
2022-07-18 13:23:07 +0000 UTC View PostI lose weight very quickly and gain weight very quickly I lost 5 kg in 5 days... It seems to me that now I'm too thin, but for some reason I like it ... What do you think?
2022-07-17 11:14:09 +0000 UTC View Post
My laptop is broken :( I am very sad that now I can not answer you so often. The laptop is broken, I'm getting a job, so now there is very little time. Thank you for supporting and buying my posts. You help me a lot. As you can see, I post aesthetic content without any dirty pоrnography. In my opinion, this is the coolest and most beautiful content. ONLIFANCE is about something deeper, about communication, common interests and beauty. What do you think about this?
2022-07-15 15:39:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Berlin is a beautiful city! Every day I walked the streets of Berlin and saw many different people. These people spoke different languages, dressed in completely different clothes, gay men were not afraid to kiss in public, parents smoked weed in playgrounds while their children played catch-up. Berlin is very similar to Kyiv, only much bigger... Once I went to a club where people were smoking joints inside, which surprised me a lot, because it is forbidden in Ukraine. I don't like alcohol, so I drank some water and danced. I felt good, a little euphoria, heart palpitations, everything was great. When I returned "home" I noticed that I had some too large pupils. Basically, they put drugs in my water. What for? I do not understand. Who was that? I do not know either. Did I like it? Not! I am against drugs. The next day I became very ill. My body does not like artificial stimulants and that day at the club made me feel bad for many more days. Conclusion: do not leave your glass of water unattended!!!
2022-07-11 15:22:52 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello everyone! I really missed you. Thank you for continuing to like, comment and subscribe in my absence! Thanks to you my profile is not dead! In early April, a shell hit my house, and I left for Germany to live with people I didn't know. It was very difficult for me. The people I lived with wanted me to live their life. They told me how to look, what to eat, when to clean the apartment and when to go shopping. I lived like in a cage. Of course, I didn’t have the strength to write posts on onlyfans. I slept with an unfamiliar girl in one small bed. And when I became very ill, they refused to buy medicines for me. Every day I ran out with a joint to the street and walked alone through the huge and beautiful Berlin. If you are interested to know more about my life in Berlin like this post. I returned to Ukraine because I was kicked out of my apartment in Berlin. Funny, right? I was told to either obey them or leave. I had nowhere else to go and I returned home, which I am very glad about. There has been silence in Kyiv for two weeks now, no bombing, no shooting. Thank you for everything! I am very happy that you are with me and I promise not to disappear for such a long time again.
2022-07-10 12:48:23 +0000 UTC View Post
Hi guys I'm sorry I don't answer you. A couple of days ago they shelled my area, a shell hit a neighboring house. It's very hard for me to come to my senses. Tonight I'll tell you exactly what happened. In private messages, too, I will answer everyone in the evening! take care of yourself
2022-03-25 10:12:52 +0000 UTC View PostI'm thinking of getting a patriotic tattoo. What part of the body do you think it will look best on?
2022-03-22 15:41:59 +0000 UTC View PostOn the sea It keeps eternal whisperings around Desolate shores, and with its mighty swell Gluts twice ten thousand caverns; till the spell Of Hecate leaves them their old shadowy sound. Often ’tis in such gentle temper found That scarcely will the very smallest shell Be moved for days from whence it sometime fell, When last the winds of heaven were unbound. O ye who have your eyeballs vext and tir’d, Feast them upon the wideness of the sea; O ye whose ears are dinned with uproar rude, Or fed too much with cloying melody — Sit ye near some old cavern’s mouth and brood Until ye start, as if the sea nymphs quired.
2022-03-22 15:39:42 +0000 UTC View Post