Happy Friday 🌻 I sent out my weekly email. Did you get it? It’s a LONG LETTER. Like you gotta pour a cup of tea and pick a time to get cozy with me. This week I was reflecting on freedom of expression, celebrating being ALL of who we are. 💌 Sign up for next weeks email here: https://chawilde.com/yesplease After reading my letter, what’s on your mind?
2022-02-18 23:25:20 +0000 UTC View PostThis is what I’m working on today! — mixing & mastering songs for official Spotify release. 🔊 This morning I’m polishing a song called SPELLWRITER. I’ve probably listened through it 50 times this morning. I’m searching through for any little hiccups, too-loud or too-quiet parts, cluttered or muddy parts. It’s a workout for my ears, listening so closely. It feels really cool to watch the song feel cleaner, sharper, more vibrant and sparkly. This is the final step before the songs go out into the world for you. You hear the first drafts, the “sketches” on my podcast and you’ve seen me dancing to them in my little music videos. This is more of the nitty gritty work that I LOVE LOVE triple LOVE. Producing in Ableton feels like my inner kid playground. I feel totally free to express anything and anyway I want there. Where do you feel most free to create, get super nerdy and play? 🤓✌🏼
2022-02-17 22:04:07 +0000 UTC View PostWORKOUT 🌸 🏋🏻♀️ we created a DIY sled. Here’s the recipe: towel on the floor + standing pad (the type you have under your desk) + sticky yoga towel (folded over like double sided sticky tape) + weights + ju-jitsu strap around the weights and your waist + a little argument and laughter 💕 this is my new favorite exercise at home. — what’s your favorite home workout?
2022-02-17 20:59:37 +0000 UTC View PostThank you guys so much for showing up here and supporting me. 🌸 It brings me so much joy to freely create and connect with people who appreciate whatever I’m creating. 🌈 For years, I heard being an artist meant struggling because you’ll probably have no money, no one will understand you and you’ll dive so deep into your emotions youI’ll get stuck down there and be depressed and isolated. 🌻 That’s fucking scary fake-news to grow up to as you gradually realize “oh fuck, I think I’m one of those artist people”. One you fully embrace your artist, all the parts of you who love to create (and we all have these creative parts) there’s no turning back. Creators gotta create. All humans are creators. So being a creative being is scary because it means you’re on the frontier inventing brand new reality everyday. Literally what you create emerged from yesterday’s nothing. You’re splashing around in the unknown on the daily. Yikes! And thrilling! ⭐️ Good news is you have power. When you create, you get to choose what happens next. Create the meal, the outfit, the building, the garden, the project, the story, the relationship, the experience, the painting, the song, the movement. You create. Being an artist is empowering. The challenge changes you. You become capable of creating your own lifestyle, supporting yourself and others. Artwork connects us. By diving deeper into feelings, we are more together because we fully feel all of who we are and all of us feel the same feelings. We all know each other on the inside when we’re willing to open up and play a little show and tell. Thank you so much for showing up here to support me as an artist and fellow human being. I hope my videos, songs, paintings and writing brings you encouragement to step forward and create alongside me. ✌🏼 What are you creating today? Share in the comments. Be literal or mysterious with your answer. 🤓
2022-02-16 21:09:48 +0000 UTC View Post
• Part 1 starts at 0:00 (You saw this on YouTube) • Part 2 starts at 2:30 • Part 3 is in your private messages. If you don’t see it yet, DM me and say “pretty please, paint goddess” and I’ll send it over. 😋 ⭐️ Song: Wordsmith 🔊 listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/episode/5TtaLx2auXkfii0ebsSQ6b?si=f2RLoD96RTmUHq_cI0L9kw 🔊 listen on YouTube: https://open.spotify.com/episode/5TtaLx2auXkfii0ebsSQ6b?si=f2RLoD96RTmUHq_cI0L9kw
2022-02-15 18:17:35 +0000 UTC View PostI started throwing paint a while ago when globs of it collected on the spoons and knives I was dragging across my canvases. Brushes absorb the paint and smear it around but the firm instruments were moving the paint and scooping it up. So once I accidentally flung some of it and a splash of color appeared on my painting. Oh no! It was ruined and then…it wasn’t. I have learned to easily love the surprise of what will happen when I just scrap and fling and let the paint fall where it may. Life lesson. 🌈✌🏼
2022-02-15 01:12:42 +0000 UTC View Post
📝 SUNDAY Journaling Questions ✏️ everyone who shares answers in the comments will receive a private video message from me this week. 💌 1. This week I was most present when ______. 2. This week I laughed out loud when _____. 3. This week I have been interested in _____. — My Answers — 1. This week I was most present when I meditated in the hallway and felt my limbs tingling and when I sat in the window in the sunshine, and when I hung out with Alex and listened to her speaking and focused really intensely on her face as she was talking lol 2. This week I laughed when I read a book about sex magic and the author mentioned Greek mythology, Buddhism and 2Girls1Cup all on the same page. 3. This week I was interested in sex magic, chakras (throat and spiritual eye in particular), what’s going on in my subconscious parts that has me eating comfort food (pancakes & milkshakes) at midnight, and how to apply both healthy masculine & healthy feminine energy to my actions and inner state of being. Your turn…. 😘
2022-02-13 14:17:00 +0000 UTC View Post
Painting naked is one of my most simple pleasures. I love to lock myself up alone in my art loft, take off my clothes, turn up the heat, blast some music, and start throwing paint onto a canvas. I usually paint on the floor. This way, I can relax on the ground and lean over the top of the painting. I can drop paint from up above and let gravity pull it down and splash...the surprise of how it will land is fun. I paint abstract art. I have absolutely no idea what I'm about to create, what it will look like or how long it's going to take until I decide the painting is complete. Of course, I love the beautiful finished painting in the end but the real joy is the actual act of painting, the motions I make with my body, the feeling of wet paint on my hands, the surprising patterns of color that somehow get all over my skin LOL, the way the colors swirl together into something better than I could have planned on purpose. Painting teaches me about life. It shows me how the best things are simple surprises and if I start to feel afraid of "messing it up", it's best to just take a really deep breath, say "FUCK IT" and make a bold move. When I'm really feeling blocked/perfectionist, afraid of messing up my painting (because it just started to look really good), that's usually when I'll stick my hand into a can of paint and literally smear the paint across the middle of the canvas...like...WTF are doing??!! you're destroying it! And I'm like...yah....deal with it. It's hella powerful to destroy something beautiful you just created because it shows you that life goes on and that you can take something ugly and make it beautiful again. It comes and goes. We go through phases of beauty and ugliness, back and forth. Painting helps me experience this in a few minutes and I get a little better at living life. “A painting to me is primarily a verb, not a noun, an event first and only secondarily an image.” – Elaine de Kooning Love, Cha — If you’re new here (subscribed after Feb 1st), I sent you a private message today with the video of me painting. These photos are still frames from the video. If you have been subscribed for longer and haven’t seen this video yet (I made it in January… and you want to watch it, let me know and I’ll send it to you now. 😘✌🏼
2022-02-12 19:24:10 +0000 UTC View PostYOGA CLASS for Throat Chakra (35min) — The goal of this class is to help move your neck in all directions to increase energy flow, improve upper spine mobility, create a feeling of calm. Throat chakra is the region of your body that listens and knows the right moment to speak and exactly how to communicate truthfully and powerfully. You may feel a lighter and relaxed afterwards. This sequence of poses is available for most body types and levels of experience. Follow along, do what you can. If anything doesn’t feel right or good in your body just skip it and replace it with a pose that does feel good. This class is exclusively available for you guys (my OF community) and my private chakra healing journey clients. — If this video helps you and/or you enjoyed watching it, leave a comment below. Ask me any questions that pop up. 😘✌🏼 Schedule a private 1:1 yoga class with me. 60min $111 —- www.Chawilde.as.me Love 💕 cha
2022-02-11 14:06:02 +0000 UTC View PostWelcome! Here's what you can expect from your membership in my OF studio. :) -- yoga classes, music videos, chakra lessons, meditations, painting videos, well-being support, playful energy that celebrates creativity, sexuality, the human body, and spirituality. Feel free to connect with me directly through private messages and comment on posts. I'm entertaining, educating and playing around. I'm happy you're here because your support makes it possible for me to focus on creating this content for us, your messages encourage and uplift me daily, and I love getting to know you and learning more about life together. As more humans subscribe to my OF, this community growing. What do we have in common? You tell me. -- Love, Cha
2022-02-11 00:43:13 +0000 UTC View Post
THROAT CHAKRA — Neck pain? Trouble speaking up or using your voice? Can you believe that I was TERRIFIED of singing in front of people for the first 25 years of my life?! My throat chakra was so blocked it was painful if not impossible to make a sound. 🌸 The throat chakra is the region of your body where energetic circulates to help you listen and express. Too much energy here and you won’t be able to stop talking. Too little energy and your words dry up. For all the chakras we are cultivating balanced flow of energy. Yoga poses move your body into different positions which I’m combination get the energy flowing freely. In these photos you can see my head thrown back, tipped forward, leaning to the side. Each pose places pressure on the neck from different angles. There’s no one pose to help your neck pain, voice or listening skills. It’s movement in all directions that brings healing. If this was helpful and you’d appreciate more posts like this, leave a tip to let me know. I’ll send you a special throat chakra yoga class video. Ask me any questions. I’m here to help you. ✌🏼 Love, cha
2022-02-10 14:04:07 +0000 UTC View PostJoin me for a cup of tea at sunset while I reflect on chakras. Just some food for thought this evening. What does this bring up for you? 🌸✌🏼
2022-02-10 06:51:26 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello!!! Welcome everyone who is new! 🤩 you are now inside my art & yoga studio where I’ve been playing with paint and recording videos of myself doing yoga to the songs that I write & produce. For years, I felt spread thin between many passions. During COVID I figured out how to integrate them all together in what you see today. I write music to express my deep feelings and then I play around lightheartedly (painting and moving my body) to the music. 🌈 I find this super powerful for feeling happier in life, feeling connected to greater power flowing through me. It starts with a feeling deep heavy and dark inside and then it evolves into something playful, pretty and fun. As human beings we are balancing light and dark. When we embrace both, celebrating ALL of who we are, there in inner harmony. 🌸 Have you found a way to combine your passions? Tell me.
2022-02-09 00:01:26 +0000 UTC View PostToo sexy? — lol TikTok has permanently banned me, censorship because I’m too confident and sexy. They’re okay with teenage girls jiggling their boobies but heaven forbid if a grown woman swings in an art studio in a sexy bodysuit…shut that shit down fast! Lol I had fun creating videos on Tiktok while it lasted. That’s one reason I moved to OF — more freedom to post anything….freedom to create and play without overthinking or wasting precious mini of my life editing out nipples. I saved some of my TikTok’s so i share them with you here from time to time. Enjoy! The yoga swing in my studio makes me feel like a kid again. Seems pretty innocent to me ;) swinging washes away all worries, the wind on my skin and rocking suspended feeling makes me feel light. Do you swing?
2022-02-06 01:11:34 +0000 UTC View PostWhat do you most need? I'm here to help you feel better in your body and life. :) -- Whichever topic we explore, I'll be livestreaming from my studio, demonstrating with my body (probably wearing a bikini and t-shirt), talking a lot to break down these ideas and answering your questions. I love teaching and helping you guys feel better in your body and life. I get really nerdy about these topics so please fire away with anything you're wondering or need guidance in. It can be light and playful while also digging deeper into the soul. You can ask me questions in the comments or send me a private message. I'll respond in my livestream video. If you'd like a private lesson / coaching session.... ★ you can schedule 1:1 sessions with me on Zoom. https://chawilde.as.me/schedule.php SPECIAL OFFER -- $111 for 30min lesson or $199 for an hour
2022-02-05 01:19:12 +0000 UTC View Post
LOVE IS A PART OF ME new music & painting video: https://youtu.be/yvwr1yJqAt8 Song on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/episode/06dHmVDhCEBJjKxTu1WK4y?si=zxbUeR55TOqGasITRx8yqw
2022-02-04 22:33:43 +0000 UTC View Post
New Music Video 🌸 😘 LOVE & FUCK
2022-02-03 01:37:36 +0000 UTC View PostGood morning 🤩✨ dropping paint from up high leads to surprises on the canvas 💕🌈
2022-01-29 15:08:17 +0000 UTC View PostFor those of you who are new here, WELCOME!! 🌸✨ I’m an artist in Seattle. I prioritize creativity, spirituality, physicality, sensuality and connection. Basically, all the things that feel good and fun about being in a human body. It’s not just happy feelings it’s ALL the feelings. It feels good to feel. To feel happiness, nervousness, pain, grief, joy, excitement, flirtation, curiosity, melancholy…all of it. Too much of any one emotion or sensation is overwhelming. Embracing all of it though and allowing it to move through and pass away feels good. My artwork is my main way of moving emotions through and out of my body. I write, sing, paint, breathe, and dance. I also practice yoga, workout and talk long walks. I connect with the elements deeply to receive support from Mother Earth. This is all the energy going into my work and I’m happy to share it with you. Online I mainly share my most playful parts and I also share insights and wisdom from the darker moments. All of you is welcome here and I’m excited to get to know each other and support each other. Love, cha
2022-01-28 17:57:29 +0000 UTC View Postsmackin dat ass with pink paint lol ✨✌🏼 🌈 if you like the song, you can listen to it on my podcast. 🔊🎧 Here’s the Spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/episode/1kecaDymhCcZ4V5CYvUtXT?si=kmAcBAlOQSKGIQwnA5S8sA — Check your messages for the full video
2022-01-27 18:51:51 +0000 UTC View Post
Who likes feet? 💕 I’m always trailing around paint spots on the floor of my studio, paint on my soles lol 🤪💖🌈 Leave a tip to let me know you 💖👣 so I can send you more painted feet photos/videos. I’ll add you to my feet lovers list. LOL ✌🏼
2022-01-26 18:59:03 +0000 UTC View Post
todays painting started on the canvas and end up on my leg. PINK and YELLOW swirls 🤩🤪💕 I went to the art store today to buy new paint. I picked up pink, yellow and turquoise. Each one cost $11 — so $33 total. ✨🌈 If you’re a fan of these new colors and you’re feeling extra sweet today, you can leave a tip on this post to help me cover the cost of paint. I promise to send you a video of this painting session…in slow motion. 😘thank you so much! I’m so happy you’re here and I get to share all these pretty things with you! 💖 love, cha
2022-01-26 06:23:31 +0000 UTC View PostWhich would you be most likely to buy? And why? ;)
2022-01-25 18:36:59 +0000 UTC View Post
omg this 💕💕💕💕 why do I love color so much!?!?! freaking yes! 🌈🌈🌈🍍✌🏼
2022-01-25 00:35:59 +0000 UTC View Post
look at those tan lines ;) lol I just updated my profile picture everywhere. The photos I'm using on my website now were taken by some of my good girlfriends at the beach near Seattle where the water is full of kelp. Not a sexy Cali beach with yellow sand. I was kneeling on cold rocks with seaweed stuck to me. haha bring it on. I want to spend more time in the ocean. More time with women playing dress up (or dress down rather) on the beach. Women photographing each other is such a gorgeous way to spend our time.
2022-01-24 20:44:59 +0000 UTC View Post
Biggest painting I’ve ever made. It’s like a carpet! Lol I’m envisioning a big flower explosion in the middle. I need to find a giant wall to hang this when it’s done. 💕🌈✌️🤩
2022-01-24 17:52:19 +0000 UTC View PostI made this little music video today to celebrate a silly song I just made. It’s called SEXY SUSHI LINGERIE lol ✨it’s day 18 of my everyday songwriting project. In this video I finally painted my leg. Like it? Want more body painting videos? 🌸 If you like the song, listen on Spotify https://open.spotify.com/episode/1eL3o50H2tjb0GquoBBGdM?si=pjdBkxXXTMelljBXN7NTIQ
2022-01-24 05:38:20 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m creating a music video for my new song LOVE and FUCK. LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://spoti.fi/33MzHIq I rolled around in my bed naked with the camera rolling for 5min, always hiding behind the bedsheets. My cat walked onto the bed half way through and made me laugh. lol I’m excited and a little nervous to share the final video online but I had fun making it so that’s all that matters to me. It’ll be out soon. You guys are the first to see a sneak peek of it. Something playful to look forward to 😘✌️✨
2022-01-23 02:20:34 +0000 UTC View Post
I got a new tree for my studio. Like it?
2022-01-22 04:38:57 +0000 UTC View Post
PAINTING FOR SALE 🤩🌈 if you like it… make me an offer $$ / leave a little tip ✨💖 it also still needs a name … ideas? ✌️
2022-01-19 18:04:47 +0000 UTC View Post