Something for us to consider…. I don’t need to seek what I desire. I need to relax. I what I desire is seeking me. All I need to do is just focus on being in Self. What do you desire? What are you seeking? What is seeking you? How do you cultivate Self energy? 💕🦋✌🏼
2022-12-13 00:27:04 +0000 UTC View Post
Dance party in the living room! I’m dancing to “Back to You” by Two Lanes ✌🏼🦋 if you want to have more dance parties in your life and you feel stiff, stuck or unsure how to start… I suggest shaking. Just start shaking your limbs and naturally it tends to grow into something bigger. 💕 do what feels good!
2022-12-11 21:22:07 +0000 UTC View PostProducing joy!! The joy flows in when I hear the song take her first breath! Three elements synch into harmony; the voice, guitar and drums and voila....it has a personality!! Birth...the delight of new life!!!!
2022-12-10 22:54:03 +0000 UTC View Post
“Every time you feel lost, alienated or cut off from the world, every time you feel despair, anger or instability, practice going home. Mindful breathing is the vehicle that you use to go back to your true home.” — Thich Naht Hanh This is what I read when I lay beside the pool. This is where my mind goes. This is what I find inside my body. I feel the sun on my skin, hot and slippery with coconut oil. I soften my jaw and feel my lips open so warm air can be inhaled. I tip my hat down with delicate fingers and shade falls over my eyes, the world a little darker through my glasses. I’m playful because I’m alive. I’m sensual because I’m an animal. I’m spiritual because I’m human. I’m sexy because I love myself and all the parts of myself. I’m at peace because I insist on doing what feels good. I’m thriving because I love people and express gratitude in almost every moment. I’m growing because I keep showing up. I’m relaxed because I breath very slowly and deeply. I am at home at all times when I am in this way with my body. No place, no other human is my home. I am my home. I open the door and walk into myself, into my home sweet home, when I draw in a the next deep breath, slow and delicious.
2022-12-09 23:23:04 +0000 UTC View Post
the paintings I’ve created in Thailand 🌈🦋 I made so many electric sunsets with deep blue ocean and grey sky. The first batch were on canvas paper, then I moved to the final canvas rolls that I’ve carried with me since the beginning of this trip. These are some of the original scrolls!! I’ve been saving them dearly. 🌴 Finally, these moments were the perfect time for the canvases to absorb rainbow color, pigment mixed with sand! I painted one canvas in a tropical rainstorm on the balcony at the resort and I painted the other two long landscapes at Freedom Beach on my magical sacred sunset adventure. The final canvas, the big one I bought from a local artist’s wife in a back neighborhood in Bali, will be painted this Friday at the beach with the professional photographers I hired to capture me in my element. Thank you for making this all possible. I hear you. You are excited for me to sell these beauties. Yes, I am emotionally attached to them and I fantasize about a gallery show. Yes, I would also like to have them all listed on my website for sale so others may enjoy and money will roll in to support these traveling artists journeys we are now so passionately living for. Haha Yes and yes and yes. One step at a time and all of this will blossom. Thank you thank you thank you for being on this trip with me, sharing life, loving what I’m doing because it feels so good to me and I’m happy you love it too. So much more mermaid rainbow play to come. Next week I’m going into the ocean. Scuba diving training time. Show me those tropical colors underwater now! Fish and coral inspiration will combine with our vibrant sunsets. What will the art evolve into? Next chapter…here we come! 🌈 — OF sometimes washes out the color in the videos I upload. Not sure what’s up with that yet. The images are vibrant though! — as I write this, I hear geckos making noise on the ceiling and scooters zooming down the road outside. Love from Thailand 💕🦋 Cha Wilde
2022-12-09 05:36:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Before I livestream I take a bunch of selfies and choose one of them to be the cover image for the video. I normally just delete the ones I don’t use and it just occurred to me that you might enjoy getting to see the full collections. Here’s a bunch from the livestream I did last week about “feeling good”. If you like this let me know and I’ll upload all the pre-livestream photo shoots haha ✌🏼 You can always help me out by giving me feedback on which photo you think would be the best cover photo and maybe with your help my cover-picking skills will improve over time! Best cover photo gets more clicks which brings in more fun humans to engage with! 🧜🏼♀️ • Reminder to stretch! Stand up, try to touch the sky, big breath in, let everything go as you bend and reach for Mother Earth!!! 🧘🏻♀️
2022-12-07 22:14:07 +0000 UTC View Post
What are my dreams? 🧜🏼♀️ How are they evolving? 🦋 You guys ask me. 🌴🌈 So... In this very present moment, I am holding visions and dreams of scuba diving in Gili Air and Raja Ampat, kite surfing in Vietnam, exploring Chiang Mai, producing a new album of hippie/goddess vibe medicine dance music inspired by South American and South East Asian cultures, i have dreams of being much more skilled and confident in playing guitar and singing freely from my heart, painting with the colors I see in the tropical coral when diving and sunsets at the beaches, getting a motorcycle license so I can confidently drive a scooter in Bali, hiring professional videographers to create music videos with me, experiencing Ahyuascha in Peru and learning medicine music from the indigenous people in the jungle, an art gallery show where I display all the paintings I've created while traveling before releasing them for collectors, driving a red Mazda Miata again (either repairing mine or purchasing new one), I'm curious to learn more about Tantra and continue exploring somatic yin yoga, I wonder if I'll perform live painting and music on a stage...maybe a big stage.... maybe I'll find a cottage like artistic studio home to nest into one day and maybe I'll just keep house hopping to always feel fresh environments...I just know I love a big white safe bed to sleep in and weave more dreams every night! 💕 If my dreams inspire your dreams, align with your dreams and/or align with something you would love to support, or you have power to help them come to life, ease share in the comments. By speaking our dreams and goals out loud, declaring them for other to witness, we open the door of possibilities. What are your dreams right now? Someone here, the right person, might see your dream and know how to help you. What do you want? Say it. Someone else might be wanting to make your dreams come true. Make them happy by giving them the opportunity to participate with you in this dream. Our dreams are always bigger than one person. When we dream, we invite others to dream. When we share our dreams, we invite others to dream with us. When we dream together....that's when really beautiful life unfolds. In dreams, this is how we play together.🌈 When you dare to share your dreams, be specific and you can ask for help. state what specifically can be done to assist the manifestation. For example, when I say I dream of scuba diving, I can mention that I need to do a PADI certification course. People who want to support this dream can help fundraise, suggest cool diving locations around the world, recommend a good diving school, teach me fun diving facts, ask me intentional probing questions to help me dive deeper hehe into WHY this dream is with me, etc... So beyond the dream itself, there are always logistics and lists of step by step breakdown, specific requests for help we can make, little and big ways for other people to participate. To make it easier for other people to get involved in your dreams, YOU take responsibility for these breakdown lists and come up with many ways they can choose to support. This greatly increases the likelihood they will. :) now that I've just said this, I am inspired to extrapolate on my own dreams and I'll share the logistics lists I come up with for you this month. Time to reflect and get specific! Join me ;) • Reminder to drink your Jamu, Ginger-Lemon Water, Cacao and/or Matcha … and more water. 🍵✌🏼
2022-12-07 00:27:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Remember to eat pussy… I mean mango. Mango, I meant mango. 🤭😉 Are you practicing? Tantra I’m the mouth and every moment? 💕 Live Sex Q&A (Part 3) taking place this week! Wednesday Dec 7 @ 11am (Thailand timezone) Submit your questions in the comments below. Need to catch up on pt. 1 & 2? Ask me to send them over in the DMs. I’m so excited to dive in deep with you guys again :)
2022-12-06 00:26:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello new day!!! Go watch todays YouTube livestream! Painting in the rainstorm. ✌🏼🌈🦋 • Rainbows in the Rain - Live Painting in Rainstorm Thailand, Bikini on Hotel Balcony https://youtu.be/WJ4UVkjjiyE
2022-12-05 13:26:05 +0000 UTC View Post
playing by the pool today, practicing my mermaid skills and relaxing on the ground too. :) in between dips in the water im studying scuba diving theory! What new skills are you learning?? I took a bunch of selfies... which one do you like best? I’m thoroughly enjoying not choosing these days. I don’t choose a photo. Just post them all! I don’t choose a color. Just paint with and wear them all! Haha 🌈✌🏼
2022-12-05 07:12:20 +0000 UTC View PostI’ve been writing songs in Phuket. 🧜🏼♀️ Each night I light a candle and sit in the dry shower, reverb on the tiles, guitar on my lap in the dark, and an iPad to jot down lyrics. I LOVE the iPad for writing lyrics, so easy to rearrange words with the Apple pen. 🦋 Here is a song I wrote last night… you guys get to enjoy this little sneak peek of the very early creative process. Love from Thailand 🌴 cha
2022-12-03 09:14:33 +0000 UTC View Post
still laying by the pool…. How much yin energy can I release into? 🦋🦩🧜🏼♀️💕 writing/journaling prompt for you to answer alone or in the comments below…. When I lay on my back with my eyes closed and let my imagination fill my body…
2022-11-30 22:25:07 +0000 UTC View Postcome play with me by the pool 🧜🏼♀️💕😘 in the comments below, please share with us… what is the silliest / most playful thing you’ve done today? — If you don’t have an answer…go make one happen or try something someone else did. ✌🏼 Silliness is great foreplay for sexiness. 😘
2022-11-29 22:28:02 +0000 UTC View Post
my birthday was amazing!!! The mermaid shoot was a divine way to begin the day — floating in tide pools with crabs, waves crashing under my body as I rolled in the sand, sharp rocks digging into my hips as I posed and quietly sang “look at this stuff, isn’t it near, wouldn’t you think my collections complete” and laughed at the camera in between sighs at the sky. I spent the rest of the day talking to family, eating lemon tart, exploring the night market and writing a song. Obviously, many more photos and videos from this day are on the way! I can’t wait to see the final mermaid photos!!! I have a little hope to use one for album cover art. 🧜🏼♀️🌈🦋✌🏼 Do you know any fun facts or legends about mermaids?
2022-11-29 02:19:04 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m taking a few days to relax alone by the pool. Eat mangoes in sweet sensual pleasure. Soak in this delicious feminine energy. Send me messages. I’ll read them when I pick up my phone in a few days. Recharging myself now so we can connect better later. How will you recharge yourself during this week? Will you unplug with me and be with me inside this present moment from another location on earth? 🧜🏼♀️🦋 I’ll be playing with new paint in new bikinis with new energy when you see me next. (The next collection of paintings will be pastel cloudy sunsets!) 🌈✌🏼 love, cha
2022-11-28 04:03:27 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy my birthday morning you guys!!!! Hair and makeup done! Heading to the beach to be a mermaid on the rocks! 🦋🌴🧜🏼♀️💕✌🏼 after the shoot… maybe I’ll find the prettiest coffee shop in Thailand to write song lyrics! New songs are flowing in this week! So many lyrics! Also, I bought new paint last night! Get ready for sunset paintings!!! 🌈 Charming moment. The makeup artist, a Russian woman with a sweet face and thick blonde mane, approached my face for the first time and asked, “May I touch you?” (Such a powerful question!) Yes. She lifts my chin with her fingertips and looks into my eyes with a smile. “Ah, you’re perfect.” She picks up a brush….“and today you want to be a little mermaid?”
2022-11-27 01:08:29 +0000 UTC View PostLIVESTREAM — Shopping Spree 💕🧜🏼♀️🌴 (hosted on YouTube, exclusively for you guys though) https://youtu.be/xGfxcFQLqKI
2022-11-26 12:13:14 +0000 UTC View PostTry this YouTube link for livestream… https://youtu.be/dr8itZuUYfg
2022-11-26 05:55:49 +0000 UTC View PostBirthday Preparty After party on YouTube — https://youtu.be/NYIfhzAr_7o — trying again in a moment lol
2022-11-26 05:36:51 +0000 UTC View Post
11am Thailand (Sat Nov 26) 4am London (sat) 11pm New York (Fri) 8pm Los Angeles (Fri) Let’s talk about feeling good!!!! What feels good? Do what feels good!! I’ve just enjoyed a lovely conversation this evening about how yoga teaches you to feel, how to understand what the body is communicating to you so you can make decisions that feel good for you. I’m so inspired when I get to have these conversations IRL. I can’t wait to dive into this juicy topic with you all online this week!! :) We are also celebrating my birthday this weekend!!!! After party on OnlyFans at 12:30pm (Thai time). Yaya!! Getting older is feeling so good!! :) love, cha (No video and terrible stream quality) — posting replays anyway for you if you feel like listening 💕🧜🏼♀️✌🏼
2022-11-25 14:45:30 +0000 UTC View Post
— UPCOMING SCHEDULE — *All times are Thailand Timezone* • Nov 26 @ 11am | Birthday Party Livestream (YT) • Nov 26 @ 12:30pm | Birthday AFTER Party (OF) • Nov 27 | Cha’s Birthday! ✨ Mermaid Vibes! • Dec 7 @ 10:30am | Live Sex Q&A (OF) *OF = OnlyFans *YT = YouTube 💕 Which event are you most looking forward to? Which picture do you like best? What question would you like me to answer?
2022-11-23 03:52:40 +0000 UTC View Post
Enjoying being a mermaid…. I’m taking vacation days this weekend. See you for: • Naked Yoga Class Livestream OF Monday 10:30am Thailand = Sunday 7:30pm PST 🌸🌴 • YouTube Livestream on Monday 12pm Thailand time = Sunday 9pm PST ✌🏼☀️ In these comments… please share what you would like to learn and focus on in the yoga class. Ask your questions. 💓🧜🏼♀️🌈
2022-11-19 09:50:25 +0000 UTC View Post
adventure time! 🌸🌈 long boats, epic cosmic horror cliffs, yummy sunsets, a cave full of wooden dicks lol 🌴💓🧜🏼♀️ This is where I ran away to after our YouTube livestream. Thank you guys for showing up each day to connect with me. Rae and I were floating in the salt water talking about you guys — how amazing it is that people from all around the world are tuning in, excited to grow! She offered to help me co-facilitate the retreats we spoke about today on livestream. — If you haven’t heard yet, we’re discussing Zoom calls, retreats and adventure trips for us to experience together, a way to go deeper…more on this soon! 🌴🌴🌴 what adventure are you taking yourself on this weekend? 🤭
2022-11-17 15:23:45 +0000 UTC View PostPlaying in the Infinity Pool in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia 🧜🏼♀️ Mermaid Life 💕🌈🌴
2022-11-16 03:30:33 +0000 UTC View Post
dancing on the beach in butterfly lace. flat white in a pink cup. hours and hours with myself at the shore of the universe. 💕🌈✌🏼 thank you guys for your kindness and support as I explore and express. — when you walk barefoot in sand, how do you feel? when you slow down to feel deeper, what do you hear? * in the lasts picture you’ll see the little clicker in my hand. I use it take take pictures of myself. Soooo amazingly simple when I remember to use it. LOL. I’ve got it in my pocket now so we can do more fun little photo shoots like this on the go. No more timers and running back and forth. Just click click twirl click!
2022-11-15 07:47:31 +0000 UTC View Post
reading after dinner… I put my phone down on the table and the camera could peer through the wooden slots down at my feet! 🤩👣 so cute! we’re learning about sex right now you guys. I’m studying Tantra and I’m excited to share what I learn on our next “Live Sex Q&A” — ask your sex related questions in the comments below and I’ll add them to the list of topics we’ll discuss. 🌸✌🏼💕
2022-11-14 03:30:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Here’s what I’ve been up to 💕✌🏼first thing in the morning beach runs with yoga in the sand, exotic coffee cocktails, lots of writing (I bought a new journal…not my usual moleskin this time it’s a Thai silk notebooks), painting beach landscapes and running out of white paint, eating Thai food and smoothies, really enjoying long walks along the beach, making lists of the things that are flowing smoothly in my life and list of the things that are draining energy, uploading photos and videos to Google drive for my team to edit into new vlogs and music videos, producing a new medicine song I started working on in Bali, watching gentle pink sunsets and waves, relaxing into a very special one hour long foot massage on the beach until the sun disappeared and I was laying there in darkness…at the end of the massage they gave me a banana! Haha I’m taking another day off tomorrow. Recharging my soul energy so I will feel full of joy and peace, excited to teach some bikini yoga on the beach this week and naked yoga on the balcony! Breathing deeply, reading books and sleeping longer. How are you spending your weekend? Love, Cha 💕🌴✌🏼
2022-11-13 14:24:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning from Thailand! 🌴☀️🤭 who had a hunch I was coming here? 🌸 also, my new album is now live on all streaming platforms for you! go have a dance party and tell me which song is most fun to dance to…or most beautiful for your emotional vibes lol whatever… tell me which song is best for which activity, that’s really what I find fascinating. To hear that a song is perfect for gardening, cooking, making love, driving a tractor, walking on the beach. These songs came from deep inside my soul and now they are out in the world, all grown up and ready to be part of your adventure. Where do you take them? Let me know 😘💕 I’ll be listening to them and enjoying playing at the beach — runs on the sand, coffee on the cliff, painting and yoga by the pool, chatting with you, reading books about Tantra, dance parties on livestreams. We’re in Thailand for a month. ✌🏼🌴
2022-11-12 02:52:48 +0000 UTC View Postguess where we’re going!!! 💕🌈🌴🌸☀️🍍✌🏼 — wee just hung out naked in the hotel room while I packed my bags and sang along to my new album!! Sneak peek early music party for you guys! — I’ll send you this livestream replay PPV if you’re in the mood for playful celebrations! — if you don’t see it in your inbox, ask for “ Ceylonz Naked Album Release Party!” Haha
2022-11-11 02:28:21 +0000 UTC View Post• Live Sex #1 — Multiple Lovers, The Answer is Almost Always All of the Above, Every Body is Different & The Most Important Playful Conversation You Can Have • Live Sex #2 — Eat Mangos Like Pussy, Games to Discover New Erogenous, Five Stages of Sex for a More Powerful Life, Tantra, Chakras and The Meaning of Life So no biggie, just your casual small talk. LOL 💕 Message me and ask for “Live Sex 1 and/or 2” and I’ll send you one or both of these livestream replays for your education, entertainment and enjoyment. Our first two Livestream Sex Q&A sessions have been an enlightening hit! 💕 Thanks for showing up and being involved! Love and Sexy Rainbows, Cha ⛈+☀️=🌈 PS: If you were a participant in either of these livestreams, please share your big takeaway. What was most helpful for you? What would you say to those considering purchasing the replay? Is it worth watching? Share I’m the comments. 😘
2022-11-10 06:33:34 +0000 UTC View Post