More SEX LIVESTREAMS!
Tomorrow I’ll be on YouTube livestream, painting the market. 💕 11:30am Malaysia time = 7:30pm PST
After the YouTube session, I’ll be over here with you guys on OF for bonus livestream time — another sex Q&A session — so many questions coming in so the sex talk livestreams are becoming a series. 🌸 Ask your questions in the comments to add them to the pile. 💕 1pm Malaysia Time = 9pm PST
Take a big breath into your belly. Let it all go.
Love & Rainbows, Cha
*PHOTO: Me playing in front of Patronus Towers during nighttime photo shoot in Kuala Lumpur. I got to spin and play in colorful lights, a flowy dress and laugh a lot. Now, up far past my bedtime… I lay down to sleep. I’ll share more photos asap when I receive them from the photographer. You guys get this sneak peek! 🥰
I went on a rainbow adventure yesterday 🌈 thunderstorms led me to a Chinese tea house where I made a friend; a man who opened up to me the way you guys do. He spoke his fetishes out loud for the first time. He said I made him feel safe and he shared sexual secrets with me, things about his life he’s never felt comfortable sharing with a woman before. This type of connection we have online (you and me) and now with a men IRL I’m starting to witness the same freedom and comfort to be open and emotionally intimate. I seem to be embodying magnetic energy that s draws out men’s sensitivities, sensuality, dreams, and vulnerable emotions. I mean, this is what I was going for and I’m not surprised. I guess, I’m just celebrating with fascination and amplified curiosity now. 🌸 The rainbow trail led me to a deep affectionate connection with a man who said he had never opened up like that before. 💕 So let’s check in and understand what’s actually going on here. What is it that makes you feel safe with me? What does it feel like to be with me? What do you feel differently in your body here? I’m doing my best to be a safe place for men to express themselves and it seems to be working. I’m just curious if you can put your finger on it. If we were going to guide women and teach them how to become safer spaces for men, what would we tell them? What makes you feel safe to open up?
Sex Livestream (discussion Q&A) — this weekend!
🌴 Same moment, different timezones:
Sun Nov 6 — 9am Malaysia (my time)
Sun Nov 6 — 1am London
Sat Nov 5 — 6pm PST
Sat Nov 5 — 9pm EST
🌸 submit your questions in comments below. ask me anything about sex. think outside of the box. how can I help you? what have you always wondered? what are you secretly wishing you understood? ask.
BED YOGA: yoga you can do I first thing in the day and right before sleep! Easy, squeeze it in as bookends. See if it has any impact on your experiences in the day and sleep quality.
🌸 I recorded this pretty little yoga class for you on a whim one morning when I woke up at the jungle house (the one with the dead frogs and buggies!) haha 🌴🐜🧘🏻♀️ enjoy!
In the comments, please share what was helpful for you and your new questions. Thanks for being involved! 💕
day 3 of yin yoga teacher training…. today’s big lesson for me. Here’s a little glimpse for you 💕 share your reaction in the comments please. 🌸 love, cha
Yoga Livestream REPLAY for you — from Sunday, Disjointed because the internet kept crashing. Enjoy and please share in the comments what you learn so everyone can be involved together. 💕
— today is the second day of the yin yoga teacher training I’m doing from Oct 25-Nov 3. This is full day work that requires my full focus. I will be returning full heartedly to chat with you, create videos and livestream after this training. Have fun filling up my inbox 💕 I’ll check as soon as I can 🌴😘
DRINK YOUR JAMU!!!!
hello from a beach cafe 🌴🌈☀️✌🏼 I’m spending today relaxing, casually creating and responding to messages in between snacks and fruit juices, dips in the pool and swinging. I keep changing seats so by the end of today I will have fully experienced this spot from all angles! Getting cozy and unwinding. There’s a sign in the bathroom that says, “relax, unwind and get naked” 🤩
what simple pleasures are you enjoying today? Share in the comments what is your pleasure today?
Let’s talk about SEX! 🌈 Ask me your sex related questions in the comments below. Ask anything you are genuinely wondering, curious to learn about, baffled by, struggling with, excited to explore. Be kind and open minded and I’ll do a livestream Q&A.
*photos taken by moi in the Ubud jungle treehouse
Leave me alone and this is what I do. 💕
After weeks of silent stillness and healing in the jungle, I am so happy to be moving in water again! Earth and water, air and water, fire and water. I check through them in my mind, acknowledging each one and their relationships. I feel all the elements around me and within me. Aware of their ever present connection, I am and peace plays.
When was the last time you leaned back and drank in the sky?
Love, Cha
I’ve made it to the beach!! Watermelon juice, guacamole and a novel called “Shantaram” (read it?) — My feet are so happy to feel sand. My ears are so happy to hear mama ocean roaring and crashing.
• Welcome new subscribers! We are on a yoga, writing and painting adventure in Bali. You’re joining just as I arrive at a new beach and swimming pool with giant flamingo water feature!
• If you like feet ask me to add you to my feet lovers list.
new naked yoga videos! I’m playing in my rainbow robe on my yoga mat in this gorgeous stone shower room in Ubud, Bali. I’m playing music in the background on my iPad which helps me feel more fluid and lighthearted as I move. There is a time for silent focus and there is a time for dancing around on the beat! The songs I’m playing are my recently liked on Spotify — my little Bali adventure soundtrack. Enjoy!!
🌸 the full length 18min video is available PPV. DM me and ask for “Bali Stone Shower Yoga Flow - Oct 16” — I’ll send it to you 💋✌🏼
watch me create 4 paintings in a torrential downpour, heavy jungle thunderstorm in Ubud, Bali 🌧🌧🌧 here’s a little sneak peek.
🌈 Ask me for “jungle rainstorm painting” and I’ll send you the full length video PPV. ✌🏼💕
RAW FOOTAGE from Bali, episode 3: ULUWATU
— surfer’s paradise. I stayed in a shack on the side of a cliff, painted on the beach, ate smoothie and journaled in the cafe, did yoga in an open air jungle studio and on my porch overlooking the waves, painted on that same porch and made friends with Brazilian surfers ✌🏼 This is all the raw video footage straight off my iPhone. A pretty edited down version will be shared publicly on YouTube later. You get to watch the original content in its full extended version. I hope you feel like you’re actually here with me and my videos brighten your day and inspire your own adventures! 🌈🌊☀️ Enjoy!! Love, cha
Journaling - Write with Me - Live Writing Session with Q&A 💋 I started streaming here on OF and then switched over to YouTube. Here’s the YouTube link for you….
https://youtu.be/WQLK6xfg_Us
Bali Raw Footage -- Episode #2: Seminyak and Canggu
These are the video clips I recorded on Day 2 & 3 of this Bali adventure. This is a full 55min show to keep you entertained this weekend at your leisure. Come on this adventure with me. ;) *The video is hosted on YouTube and I believe it's hidden so only you guys can watch it. This is my first time sharing a YouTube video through OF...curious how it goes. -- Enjoy! :) Love, Cha ... oh and please let me know your favorite part. Did you feel like you were here with me? Learn anything new? See anything interesting? I'm all ears.
https://youtu.be/zuVDoJcXCiQ
hello from Ubud -- I'm officially in yoga paradise. This little town in the mountain jungle is magical and full of yogis, artists, frogs, bugs, birds, cats, smiling humans, temples, adorable buildings and cute shops....and monkeys. I just did a little livestream to welcome you guys into the new space with me. We made it 25min before the feed dropped. I'm going to take a walk now and check out the monkeys. ;) Love, Cha
painting in Uluwatu — can’t get here by car, carried my bags down a steep stone staircase, crawled into the caves and painted with new sandy water colors — I’m loving how the scenery is inspiring my paintings..at first literally and then just the color pallet and shapes and feeling.
little livestreams at my house in Seminyak, Bali… random moments preparing to record a yoga video, preparing to move out and head south to Uluwatu!! 💋💕
Welcome to my adventures in Bali! This was how I spent my first morning. I walked down the beach for hours, stopped to draw Makara (Hindu god - half fish half elephant) and explored the maze of streets. My house here in Seminyak is pink and satisfying all my bohemian daydreams. It’s a quiet retreat away from the scooters, tourists and loud waves. I still have jet lag and my nervous system is adjusting to new environment so I’m going and slowly and actively looking for beauty. I hunt for my favorite colors and interesting humans. I play with light in my camera. I love old broken buildings and quiet streets. Exploring on foot gives me time to zoom in on precious little details that give this place character. 🌴✌🏼
I just woke up in Bali 🌴☀️ While I spend my first few hours exploring and checking in with my body, here are the last moments in my studio for you to enjoy. I still can’t believe my studio is closed, that chapter is closed. Today, I woke up in a brand new one. The page feels fresh and surreal. I’m probably still sleepy from traveling and my body doesn’t quite know which way is up. I’m in Southern hemisphere now … does that mean I technically just woke up at the end of winter on a tropical island? I’m listening to birds and breeze outside and seeing this video of my studio reminds me now… if I were still in that studio I would be waking up to trains, cars, tugboat horns and seagulls….daydreaming of Bali. Now I’m in Bali, dreaming of my studio for a moment before a deep breath will wash it away and I’ll step into whatever this is right here. — what will be your favorite memory from my studio? What are you most excited to see with me in Bali? 💕 love, cha
Be with me in the airport. 💕 stretching, cute feet and conversation…
What do you eat to stay healthy when traveling?
What controls you?
What activity would you replace with meditation?
What does your solution feel like?
Of the content I create for you, which type is most valuable to you?
Which (social media) platform or type of online interaction is healthiest for you?
💕 If you’d like to read more of my writing, I’m sharing on my blog. www.chawilde.com/blog
Just some thoughts from the longest layover of my life lol 🤣
Hello from my 20hr layover in Seoul, South Korea.
Highlights:
• made 3 new friends who have all inspired new opportunities in my life
• had my first meal in Asia with a lovely man who wants to show me around temples of Indonesia later
• painted my first two watercolor sunsets of the trip from my imagination
• been traveling for about 36hrs and running chill on 2hr of sleep
• so grateful for yoga and stretching to always help my body feel better
• this airport is full of traditional culture and designer handbags
✌🏼 Love, Cha
one last painting 🌈 on my final day in the studio I hung upside down and played with my favorite colors. Here’s a music video and some raw footage for you.
On my flight to South Korea, during take off I was editing this upside down video on my phone. I created a longer video with a voice over commentary that is on YouTube now. It’s performing well straight out of the gate! In the first hours it’s grown to be the top ranked video I’ve posted in the past couple months. :)
So as I was editing the video on my phone…. The man sitting behind me on the airplane tapped my shoulder and asked,
“why would someone paint upside down?”
… I said
“because it feels good, it’s fun and it helps me think outside the box.”
— “wait! That’s you?” He said.
We had a conversation about how important it is to turn your world upside down, to get your brain to think differently, to see differently and to experience life differently… something new and fresh always comes.
It feels fun to be out of my studio, to be out in the world and to realize I’m the artist from the studio that people can watch online. Lol when I’m in the studio I forget about the outside world. I’m a happy little fish in a bowl. Out in the world I realize that people might be surprised to see my work and there’s a good chance that hanging upside down painting is one of the funkier jobs on the plane… if we passengers all took a survey. Lol ✌🏼
I’m currently chilling at the airport in South Korea — my 21hr trip has expanded to 45hr+ — I’m grateful for yoga right now. It’s keeping me stretched out and comfortable despite the long sitting and waiting. It’s in moments like this when I really really really understand the gift I give myself when I invest my time and money into keeping my body healthy and flexible. 💕 love, cha
Today I fly to Bali. :) My studio is packed up. My belongings are with babysitters (all my friends and family). I have one backpack and a little duffle full of art supplies. I've been dreaming of this moment for many years. I will touch base with all of you as soon as I arrive and I look forward to sharing this adventure with you. Please keep sending me your messages and questions. I love receiving from you and your questions always have me thinking outside the box. I will be blogging and posting YouTube videos as I travel. You guys get to see my raw footage, behind the scenes and get regular livestreams to actually hang out with me. so much love and thank you so much for supporting me as I grow. Love, Cha
Last days in my studio. I'm almost fully moved out. I'm painting walls white, preparing canvases with gesso base layers so I can take them with me to Bali, and spending a lot of time walking around my studio naked as a jay bird, stretching and singing along to music.
*This is a little trailer video for you - a quick glimpse into what I'm up to. I just sent everyone the full length 50min raw footage video and a livestream replay. It's a PPV message. If you don't see it, DM me and ask for "Naked Gesso Video"
• NEW SONG •
Oh that time in Italy
I had a hard time being me
fell in love with what could be
told myself I could be free
the future seems so far away
i was lost in yesterday
look to you, how do we play
i wish i had another way
110 BPM
Am
*Every Thursday, I’m sharing my music updates with you here on my wall; posting screenshots, videos of me in the vocal studio, songwriting notes and lyrics. You’re in the creative process with me. These songs will be released in a few months on my upcoming albums. You’re the first and only people to see/hear them early. Enjoy the sneak peeks!! ✌🏼🎹🎼🎧
