another mystery image post for me, where i don't know what i am posting. lately i've committed to being wherever i am, and choosing to be as i am, going where i am going (or choosing to embrace exploring/being lost, or choosing to embrace stopping)
2022-11-28 14:49:05 +0000 UTC View Post
i do not know which image i am sharing with you know, so i will trust you to choose to embrace it fully or ignore it :)
2022-11-27 15:47:05 +0000 UTC View Posteyes, a window where a world pours in and a world pours out. i read that quote a long long time ago but it has stayed with me ^^"
2022-11-26 14:45:05 +0000 UTC View Post
i have a new internet situation so again i am not able to see what i am posting. so let me embrace the uncertainty completely... i hope to be here with you now, however i am in this moment.
2022-11-25 20:35:20 +0000 UTC View Postwill you ride the escalator with me?
i am so amused by my facial expression by the end
feeling the touch of my clothes, the touch of wind, the touch of my muscles and joints moving inside me
2022-11-24 14:03:05 +0000 UTC View Post
here is an image of one of the most challenging walls to climb at my local rock climbing gym. have you tried those overhanging mountain walls? props to you if you tried, even if its just a couple feet off the ground.
2022-11-24 03:02:41 +0000 UTC View Post
there is something about grabbing and being grabbed that i find exceptionally grounding. perhaps it is the firmness, not the hardness or the softness, that collects all of me and roots it into this time and place.
2022-11-22 19:59:04 +0000 UTC View Post
i like to feel my teeth on things, i like when things are brushed against my teeth. it is viserally satisfying. and separately, i feel like a skilled human who can use many tools.
2022-11-21 18:54:08 +0000 UTC View Postsome times i feel this pull of collapsing in on myself, not in a bad way, just that all of the intensity is a vortex that brings all of my awareness in and in and in, before i expand out again
2022-11-20 15:46:05 +0000 UTC View Post
... drum roll please for the reveal of the back! is it clear, or do you need to see it again to understand the pattern? it may take a couple examinations.
2022-11-19 20:45:04 +0000 UTC View Post
i thought the pattern was cute! what do you think it looks like from the back? ...and is it bad to say i got it at the thrift store? it was $5.
2022-11-17 16:41:06 +0000 UTC View Post
have you seen my new underwear? i can show you tomorrow!
2022-11-16 15:40:05 +0000 UTC View Postin this one song, i feel that you, the one watching me, and I, have had several stories. how has our relationship changed over time?
2022-11-15 14:05:07 +0000 UTC View Postpulling, resistence, surrender
2022-11-13 20:09:04 +0000 UTC View Post
i want just a hint
let me savor the uncertainty
let me savor myself in compelling
i had that feeling of a fairy, with the shape of my hair, the darkness of my eyes, the fog of your vision of me
2022-11-11 14:05:04 +0000 UTC View Post
i find cold showers refreshing, i enter unafraid
2022-11-10 20:01:12 +0000 UTC View Postthe caress of wind, lace, heat
a moment with me
Funnily enough, I don't know exactly what I'm posting for you because I uploaded a lot of videos in advance but I can't see the previews with my current internet situation. But it is probably slow and delicious? :)
2022-11-03 20:50:18 +0000 UTC View Post
I don't think I ever wore jean material on camera, and for some reason I feel like it stands out as a specific thing you might like to see. Perhaps something about that casual summer neighbor feeling...? Funny thing, I adopted these shorts from Kaileeshy :p
2022-11-01 17:19:00 +0000 UTC View Postgambling with a towel :) i thoroughly enjoyed this, as you can see
p.s. i had an overwhelmingly pleasurable experience lately: i hope everyone, absolutely everyone, sees this "Jacob Collier - Can't Help Falling In Love (Live in Lisbon)" harmonizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bW1hZ1ix-70 - My favorite moments are 2:52 & 4:31 <3
there were other surprises too, don't worry :)
2022-10-29 16:54:33 +0000 UTC View Posti have evolved into my final form!
thank you for joining my surprise stream today :)
i'm mostly still away with work, but i had a moment today & all sorts of fun with you
🎵 Hallelujah - Jeff Buckley
Hi there. I had a moment so I hopped online for a bit, just chatting and relaxing in the grass! Breathing/stretching around 2:30 and at the end. No edits, just straight upload, so please excuse some mic noises ^^"
Edit: actually, adding on to what I said at the end, I've liked a lot of the men I've talked to on the phone, the random people who have had to call me to confirm an order or coordinate some logistics.
This is the song that's on my mind today, the song that's in my body. As I write this, I feel the caress of the chair I'm on, how it fully receives my weight, the vibration of the keyboard in my finger tips, the change of temperature in my nostrils and throat... I hope you pause a few minutes with me.
2022-10-24 18:37:40 +0000 UTC View Post
