It's taken time for me to see this as a position of power. (..

It's taken time for me to see this as a position of power.
(from Ticket Video #1 Red Lace Gold)
It's taken time for me to see this as a position of power.
(from Ticket Video #1 Red Lace Gold)
Did you know that "pudendum" meaning "a person's external genitals, especially a woman's" comes from the Latin word "pudere" meaning "be ashamed" or "parts to be ashamed of?" (from Ticket Video #2 Tough Jewels)
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I'll leave you with this image, undressing to show everything, showing nothing. I'm reminded of photographic collage actually... I think it's the position of my lips. A friend of mine in college would cut up Playboy magazines and make amalgamated voluptuous alien women. Something like that.
(from Ticket Video #12 Nostalgic Love)
Taking a moment here to appreciate light through clothes, through cloth - to appreciate the reflection of light on all kinds of surfaces and textures, the darks and lights of all of our bodies.
(from Ticket Video #12 Nostalgic Love)
♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ I remember this moment well - I wanted to have one last dance before logging off: something short, something sweet. But I think some kind of devilish seductive instinct comes over me when one of us has to leave. Maybe we need to part more often?
2020-12-06 21:48:50 +0000 UTC View PostI remember feeling particularly clever in this moment, of improvising a way to undress slowly with a simple one-piece skirt. Between an item of clothing being 100% on and 0% on there is so much space, and it hurts me a bit to have to slide through that scale so quickly.
(from Ticket Video #7 Lost Memoirs)
Refer to the next post about clothes and eroticism.
(from Ticket Video #8 Lost Memoirs)
I savor the feeling of being disheveled, haphazardly dressed, almost (but not quite) appropriate. I love nudity, but in terms of sexual magnetism, I prefer clothes (or some other kind of visual obstruction, like darkness or an blocking object) so much more.
(from Ticket Video #10 Ancient Warrior)
I touch my chest quite often when I dance. When I do, I have this sense of touching inside me, my bones, my windpipe, my lungs. I get a greater sense of the penetration of air, and how intermixed I am with the space and people around me.
(from Ticket Video #10 Ancient Warrior)
I love long skirts and how air can wrap around to reach underneath them, how they can provide context for sliver of skin. Clearly, this is more than a sliver, but I hope my point is clear.
(from Ticket Video #10 Ancient Warrior)
Is it just me or is the warmth of the arm and all the fabric clinging to it the most provocative thing of all? This fabric texture has a way of looking 'wet' and floaty simultaneously. By contrast, the curve of my back and glutes are tame.
(from Ticket Video #10 Ancient Warrior)
For some reason, I'm reminded of 'performing to the death,' of being for the court's entertainment until the court finds me entertaining no longer - maybe it's that royal red reminiscent of gladiator fights?
(from Ticket Video #10 Ancient Warrior)
This is my last post for today (and it may be strange for you to read this because my previous posts are below this "last" one). I'm savoring this feeling of semi- poetic barely-flirtatious smart-assery - of course, I don't know how these texts will read to you, but I suppose that it doesn't matter... I feel it. I like it. Cheers.
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I like that this image 'indicates' things which aren't there - the lamp spotlighting an area you can't see, the upturned bra creating an imaginary garter belt, the whiting out of my (probably) cheeky smile.
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Two words: flying squirrels.
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Do crossed wrists always remind you of being tied up / tying someone up or is that just me?
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Why do I feel that graininess and some middling amount of motion blur give images more character? Where does this feeling come from?
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I tried bangs once when I was in middle school, and got non-stop Kill Bill Gogo Yubari comments. I hadn't felt the desire to try it since then, until these few months for cam. Unrelated, the straightness of my dangling bra strap combined the idea of the peach emoji as a butt reminds me of cutting a peach clean in half. If I say any more, I'm afraid it'll make you think of images you can't unsee. Maybe it already has?
(from Ticket Video #9 Love is a B*tch.)
You may have seen this image before but I've never posted it. I want to have a record of it now. I don't like the feeling of inconsistency between sources/platforms, of missed communications or opportunities, of unfairness. I don't mean to let this imaginary concept of 'fairness' bog me down too much any more, but it floats back in my head now and then.
(from Ticket Video #7: Illusion of You)
I see triangles everywhere. Well, I see shapes everywhere - I find it fun to connect stars, to make patterns within the lit-up windows of a building, to find faces in the stucco of a ceiling. I suppose all humans do!
(from Ticket Video #7: Illusion of You)
People like to make jokes about the amount of Windex I need to clean my mirrors, and to that I say "yes, well, sort of - Windex has an efficient liquid-needed to area-cleaned ratio." Why would I draw your attention to the dirty glass? Why draw attention to anything dirty at all?
(from Ticket Video #7: Illusion of You)
I feel like I am able to see 'force' in this photo - in the intentional press of my finger tips, in the gentler friction resting of my toes - and I'm drawn in by that.
(from Ticket Video #7: Illusion of You)
It's satisfying to go through old photos and rediscover moments I'd forgotten. Although this photo isn't old, and this moment isn't exactly forgotten, the pleasure of rediscovery is still satisfying.
(from Ticket Video #2: Tough Jewels)
Just moving ♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ "I Hold You" part 2 to it's own post! But if you click the >arrow> on this post, you'll find a hidden 'tip of tongue' video. :p
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[1 of 4] Can you feel the difference between a hand touching you, but not truly present, a hand touching skin, feeling your surface, and a hand intending to touch inside, to the organs, to the bone?
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2020-12-01 20:54:04 +0000 UTC View Post[4 of 4 ] If there's a word for someone who is erotically fascinated with lighting, that's me. (My recent content has been shared via messages, so check there. I have more posts and messages coming up, as well as some bonuses - these are special bonuses, so I'll send them to everyone who clicked the ♥ under randomly selected posts from 4-16 weeks ago! Thank you :))
2020-11-30 22:02:19 +0000 UTC View PostA rare dance with more intense, dark-provocative music. Sometimes I get into a rather 'evil' mood - not the "She's Bad - Silencio" kind of evil, but a slightly sinister, alien, flirting-with-death kind of evil? It comes and goes, not staying for very long.
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♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ I am forever a sucker for eyes, a fool for eye contact. I enjoy the feeling of brushing, accidentally, through the gaze of a stranger, and the worlds of possibility that opens up. A feeling of impossible possibility, stories never to be told, parallel universe lives lived and forgotten, vivid dreams dreamt and fading away.
2020-11-20 22:41:54 +0000 UTC View Post