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After not even three weeks - Paul came back. He apologized..

After not even three weeks - Paul came back.

He apologized, and I think he truly felt it. He had left her wife, and was in the process of a divorce. He realized how happy he was with me, and wanted me back.

I, sadly, didn't love him anymore. Not because of pride or anything - I truly and simply didn't feel love.

I had tasted love, and I wasn't going to accept anything _similar_ to it.

I love freedom, I love support, I love company - and I love love!

I'm not alone anymore, I don't need a "man to rescue me". Next time I'm with someone, it will be *purely* out of love. I will be able to take care of myself, I will keep (and offer) all the freedom in the world, and have threesomes, and adventures, and orgies - and then, we'll go home, order McDonald's, and watch our fav show/anime of the moment.

Because that's love for me - happiness. If you don't make me happy, or I don't make you happy, why bother?

2024-06-10 22:28:21 +0000 UTC View Post

In the spirit of "oversharing", I'll offer something you don..

In the spirit of "oversharing", I'll offer something you don't know!

Why things ended, if they were going SO well?

His wife was a incredibly successful woman - earned x10 what I earned, with a great relationship with her family, no dark past, beautiful, delicate, strong, powerful...

But she was too hard on herself - always unhappy. She couldn't dance, she couldn't enjoy a plan, she couldn't stop comparing herself to others. She wasn't made for a polyamorous relationship.

And she made *him* choose: Her, or me.

Wanna know a fun fact? She had a boyfriend too! She wanted to keep dating her boyfriend, but she didn't want her husband to have a girlfriend!

Paul... Accepted. We had a long, tough and painful conversation. I didn't understand. I understood perfectly why choosing her, of course, but why under such bullshit conditions.

I broke me!

2024-06-10 21:33:36 +0000 UTC View Post

During the almost two years who were together, I learned *SO..

During the almost two years who were together, I learned *SO* much about myself. I *am* a decent girlfriend, I *do* enjoy romantic gestures, I have *many* things to offer - it's just that I hadn't cared at all before about my previous partners.

I didn't know what a heartbreak felt like! I had always protected myself.

Until I didn't! And, oh boy, it does hurt hahahahaha

2024-06-10 20:25:48 +0000 UTC View Post

Eventually I met his circle of friends, his wife, his family..

Eventually I met his circle of friends, his wife, his family... He was a person in control of his life - stable emotionally and financially, with nothing to be ashamed of.
I was, naturally, ashamed of being the girlfriend of a married man.

But the more I thought about it, the more it didn't make sense - my friends had boyfriends who they basically _hated_. There's a not a single positive word that EVER came out of their mouths - they all cheated on them whenever we went dancing, and I know for a fact the boyfriends did too.
It was tremendously toxic and hurtful - but still, I was the one feeling wrong for doing something who hurt or deceived nobody?

It was a complicated situation!

2024-06-10 19:20:38 +0000 UTC View Post

Our first date was... Explosive. He was SO emotionally int..

Our first date was... Explosive.

He was SO emotionally intelligent, so caring, funny, interesting... When I kissed him, I felt fireworks. I had kissed waaaaay too many people, but Paul made me understand *a bit* of those stupid romantic films.

Paul introduced me to healthy disagreements, reaching common ground, feeling pleasure when your partner does, "pausing" arguments that were getting out of hand, and the "it's not you vs me, it's US vs THE PROBLEM"

At the time, I was in love with Paul, but madly in love with that new way of defining love. It just felt... Right.

I started learning new words - Swinger, Polyamorous...

2024-06-10 18:10:42 +0000 UTC View Post

And then, literally through Tinder, I met this guy - let's c..

And then, literally through Tinder, I met this guy - let's call him Paul!

He _literally_ had in his bio that he was married, and he was looking for friendship, sex and fun. Wtf.

I had been single for 4+ months, focused on my job, having left my previous country and... I felt lonely. Terribly lonely. I had been trying Tinder for 5-7 dates, and all of them were a disaster (I'll share some other day, if you're interested, my list of "please don't ever EVER do this in Tinder).

So I swiped right!

2024-06-10 16:59:19 +0000 UTC View Post

I've dated - without being in love - several times. For not ..

I've dated - without being in love - several times. For not being alone, mainly, but I never felt that *spaaark*. There was toxicity, jealousy and problems that didn't come to me naturally - I was never a jealous person, but I thought it was because... Well, I didn't care enough.
I was raised to think that, if there's love, there's that feeling of "this is mine", which leads to jealousy.

So, jealousy = love.

And it felt _wrong_, but I couldn't truly understand _why_ it felt wrong.

2024-06-10 16:00:00 +0000 UTC View Post

"How to make a Sam fall in love", I guess is the question I ..

"How to make a Sam fall in love", I guess is the question I should answer!

You need tons and tons of context for this, but instead of boring you with the details I will share what happened that last - and first - time I truly fell in love!

2024-06-10 14:44:25 +0000 UTC View Post

Please - don't get me wrong - I've watched hundreds of roman..

Please - don't get me wrong - I've watched hundreds of romantic shows and I _do_ feel *things*.
I'm not a stranger to love hahahaha

But, maybe due to my childhood, I'm a terribly pragmatic person, in general. Can I use flowers? Eat flowers? Wear flowers?

Nah.

I prefer a new game, a new toy, a new pair of underwear, a new lipstick, a experience, a dinner... Both for giving and receiving - It's hard for me to buy flowers or smile when someone gifts me those.

But enough about the "bad", let's talk about the "good"!

2024-06-10 13:59:51 +0000 UTC View Post

First things first!! I'm not the most romantic woman you'..

First things first!!

I'm not the most *romantic* woman you're going to see. I express love through many ways - making food, listening and remembering, trying *your* things... - but I just don't love that intense romance.

From Love Actually to Kaichu Wa Maid Sama - Not my thing, normally!

2024-06-10 12:55:44 +0000 UTC View Post

MooOoOoorning! Well, I asked and you voted (https://onlyfa..

MooOoOoorning!

Well, I asked and you voted (https://onlyfans.com/1108700895/sam-dreamy-lips)

Today, let's talk about... Love!

Let's see which cool outfit can I find for talking about love...

2024-06-10 11:59:26 +0000 UTC View Post

Sorry I've been out since yesterday hehehe Don't worry, you..

Sorry I've been out since yesterday hehehe

Don't worry, your votes have been counted and I'll share my views on love, relationships and etc etc!

But, with your blessing, it will be tomorrow! Today I'm exhaaaaausted!!

Yesterday I spent most of my day with Beth, explaining how reddit works, how OnlyFans works, etc.

Beth is quite the clever lady - and still a "normal" OnlyFans/reddit course is normally 4-5 days, around 4-6h per day hahaha

Not as easy as you thought, huh??

2024-06-09 18:11:26 +0000 UTC View Post

A few of you already knew most of this! But I'm willing to..

A *few* of you already knew most of this! But I'm willing to go *one step* deeper in a topic of YOUR choice.

So, dearest fans, what would you like to know MORE about me?

2024-06-08 18:53:36 +0000 UTC View Post

My love for the gym started more or less when the older coup..

My love for the gym started more or less when the older couple I mentioned before broke up with me (It's a bit more complex, but to sum it up...)
I decided I couldn't stay crying forever and, as many many (many) others, gym was the first step!

Before that, I tried to keep myself healthy and active, but nothing like lifting weights!

2024-06-08 17:58:48 +0000 UTC View Post

There are many jobs I've had - except for waitress or equiva..

There are many jobs I've had - except for waitress or equivalent, for some reason. I've been a secretary, cleaning lady, obviously prostitute, masseuse (I'm bad at it, sorry), working at sports events, in make up stores...

Currently, I'm a platform engineer/devOps. Yes, yes, you're more than welcomed to "challenge" my knowledge, but I've done my homework. If you're gonna challenge me as in "YoU ArE BeAuTiFul WomaN, yOU caN'T DevOPS", please at least tip me for my time.

I currently have a fully remote job, hence why I can focus that much in OnlyFans!

2024-06-08 16:58:59 +0000 UTC View Post

During that period of time - I was already 21 - I met Rose o..

During that period of time - I was already 21 - I met Rose on a Swinger party. I was regretting my "economics degree" decision, wanted more time to focus on IT (I was about to land a job in IT, but I didn't know!), and she told me about OnlyFans.

You know the rest!

2024-06-08 15:52:42 +0000 UTC View Post

So I moved to my next destination after finishing my degree ..

So I moved to my next destination after finishing my degree - Spain. It made sense!
Cheaper, I spoke the language...

There, I fell in love for the first time! He was married, and he taught me about polyamorous relationship, the swinger lifestyle, the "beauty" of sex...
I fell in love with him AND with his wife (even though I never had sex with her)! He was older, wiser... Both of them were an incredibly positive experience for me. It lasted a year.

2024-06-08 14:50:28 +0000 UTC View Post

Fast forward to 4 years later - I see myself turning 20 in E..

Fast forward to 4 years later - I see myself turning 20 in Europe, particularly in Paris! I lived there with some family for a year or so. I had been moving from Place A to Place B, never saying long enough to be a bother, but trying to stay long enough to learn new skills, study, meet new people, grow...

I started focusing *a bit* on IT more or less around that time. I pursued a degree in economics from a long distance university, and I was more or less finishing it when I started getting interested in IT (because economics wasn't quite my thing)

2024-06-08 13:40:32 +0000 UTC View Post

(I promised flashes, so...) Once I earned enough money doin..

(I promised flashes, so...)

Once I earned enough money doing the oldest job in the world, I left Colombia. I was 16, at the time! My sisters also helped hahahaha.

I always had a negative vision of men (and women), sex and sexuality, which I guess makes sense! There were some exceptions, of course, but not that many!

2024-06-08 12:55:23 +0000 UTC View Post

There's little I could do at home - I couldn't go out, I did..

There's little I could do at home - I couldn't go out, I didn't have many books (at first), but we did have a TV. The thing is, we couldn't turn the volume up, so we used subtitles - and, naturally, only English subtitles were available.

That's why I read and write English decently well, but I never quite got the oral skills right!

2024-06-08 11:51:00 +0000 UTC View Post

I was born in Colombia! That's why I speak Spanish perfectly..

I was born in Colombia! That's why I speak Spanish perfectly!

I had a terrible childhood, which I don't mind sharing (but it would be your choice, not mine!), but I have two older sister that I *LOVE* and with whom I talk almost everyday, even though we're thousands of miles away from each other!

2024-06-08 10:54:34 +0000 UTC View Post

Given we're still in my anniversary month, I'll be flashing ..

Given we're still in my anniversary month, I'll be flashing today at the gym!
(...Well, and it was also requested hehehehe)

And I'll share *some* personal information which I hope you appreciate!

2024-06-08 09:59:16 +0000 UTC View Post

B T W... I wasn't going to share it because, well... I tho..

B T W...

I wasn't going to share it because, well... I thought it was private.

Beth is *really* flirty. Like... REALLY. I get nervous just by thinking about it.

Winking at the waiter, exposing one nipple "by accident" when paying (she wasn't wearing any bra, and the dress was quite small on the chest), slightly touching a couple of guys helping us with the clothes...

She ended up asking for one guy's number, and it seems she waited for him to end his shift - and fuck him on the parking lot hahahaha.

She's sent me two pictures - one of her pussy 100% on display, which seems to be the pic she also sent the guy, and one of her pussy, full with his dick (...And semen.)

If you want them, you can tip $10 and I'll send them right away!

Next time, I promise I'll make her do a video!!!

2024-06-07 17:59:20 +0000 UTC View Post