This week was hard but this weekend more than made up for it. A weekend with amazing people, psychedelics, music, nature, and play in Three Rivers was everything I could have hoped it could be and some more. There were beautiful goddesses who sat on my face. There was a moment where I was shaving my legs in the huge jetted tub while my friend fucked my other friend and I sucked her off his cock. Watching my friend fuck a beautiful woman with a strap was another highlight. Sucking dick while hot wax dripped on my friend’s twitching cock while a beautiful woman sat on his face. Good times. But among the best moments was tripping on acid sobbing realizing I wanted to love every part of me, including the anxious parts that have been protecting me when I haven’t been safe for so much of my life. Coming up while a beautiful naked woman moved whip it canisters and a man stuck googley eyes on the deer on the mantle place was hilarious. Also when I tried to masturbate while tripping and I just kept laughing at how hilarious genitals are. When I think about little Cathy it’s just so incredible that this is my life. It’s more than I ever dreamed was possible.
Just got over being sick and I feel amazing because I’m just so happy to be back to my baseline level of suffering! Anyway I wasn’t horny for a second but I’m back, baby. Sometimes it’s fairly easy for me to think myself to orgasm. It’s usually correlated with how horny I am. Tonight I made myself cum with my hand and then came again just crossing my legs and thinking about this dirtbag guy I can’t get enough of. Squirted all over my undies!
Happy International Whore’s Day! Thank you for supporting this whore’s quest to decriminalize and destigmatize sex work! If you’d like to celebrate by supporting me a lil extra today! Hit that tip button and I’ll be sure to reward your commitment to the cause.
