it's against the TOS to have full nudity in the profile images on an account. "*Nudity*" seems to be a bit subjective (because I often see full nudity on profile images of content creators), but I won't risk it. I took this shot today, and I really wish it could be my new header banner. If it could, which one do you prefer?
2021-12-14 16:19:02 +0000 UTC View Post
๐ฃ quiet on the set! **shooting day No.1** here are a few BTS stills of my afternoon and the new short film I am working on. One of my favourite colour palettes too ๐ค๐ค๐ค
2021-12-13 14:00:39 +0000 UTC View Post
This afternoon I started to shoot a bit of content, in the stylization as I normally do; a short, "suggestive" video clip. Not exactly inspired content but still cheeky and meฤts my quota aim to post at least once daily. But as I was trying to capture the right angles... I started to have new ideas and a different direction I could take this little short clip. The thoughts were distracting, I thought, "I don't got time for all that right now...but maybe I'll flesh it out another time for another content project..." But those video content ideas just started to expand, and then I was building on them, growing into a whole ass script and plot and creative direction that would definitely take days to film produce, if it is even possible at all! I got so caught up with trying to figure out if the video would translate like I saw it in my mind, with no cameraman... (*ugh why I always have to be the whole damn crew*?!) โข modeling โข scene acting โข self-directing โข shooting all footage myself โข light technician โข synchronizing different cameras... โข producing new foley sounds โข the inevitably tedious post-edit.... ๐ I literally had to stop and sit down, scrap my initial idea for today and get out a pad of paper. I wrote it all out, the ideas, the sequences, made a timeline of the script, but then I realized I didn't know how to capture certain effects with the limited equipment I have (*my Amazon wishlist in bio has my most needed equipment additions if you wanna get me a Christmas gift*). This realization lead me down a rabbit hole for a couple hours of watching different videography and photography tutorials for research. By the time I think I had the video direction figured out, even without the right equipment (*cough, Amazon wishlist, cough cough*) the sun was getting low in the sky, creeping up behind the building in front of mine, blocking what was left of daylight. Nothing got shot today, and yet I still spent at least 5 hours of my day on the process. Woof. Now that I have it planned out though, I'm excited to attempt it again tomorrow. *I feel inspired*. Today is the first time I've felt inspired and excited creatively, in many, many months. This statement doesn't sound like a big deal, that I'm "inspired", but it's actually enormous. I think I'll unpack that more fully and do a vlog series about it soon. ...more on that later tho. Sorry I don't have anything new for you. But today was a good day. What was **supposed to be** only 2 hours of shooting/editing to produce a 60 second video clip (that's how long content creating takes) became a whole ass feature film idea that will inevitably take half the week film and edit. Can't wait to show you.
2021-12-11 19:55:19 +0000 UTC View Postdo you like my new kimono? It's become such a luscious part of my home life in Europe. The way pretty quality things came make us feel differently about ourselves. I catch glimpses of myself in window reflections and mirrors walking around my house in this gorgeous floral kimono. no makeup on, tending to my balcony plants and brewing espresso on the stovetop, listening to the December rain, reading books. Playing with the tuft of fluff between my thighs... This kimono makes me feel pretty. When I feel pretty I feel sexy. Not necessarily sexual, but at the minimum sexy. .
2021-12-10 22:19:09 +0000 UTC View Post
hi. hello. OnlyFans desaturates and washes all my content so aggressively after uploading. Nothing I post ever looks like the color edits I spend time doing. these *were* rich grainy "film" looking. now they're what is seen here. still cute tho.
2021-12-10 15:58:55 +0000 UTC View Post**analog stocking stuffers** (or something to stuff in the back of your stocking drawer) are on sale. I've never sold my original art at a discount like this and wont again. 50% OFF now through 24 December. my favourite project as an artist has been my analog photobooth series. I am most proud of these strips. I've traveled through multiple US states and several different countries for the specific goal of locating working analog photo booths from the 1940-1980's. It's a challenging endeavor. Every time I make a new piece of art inside one of these photochemical booths, I risk being arrested or even being deported. Obscene and graphic behavior in public places can have it's consequences. Putting a new spin on "*suffering for your art*". ๐ Head over to my website to read the story behind each individual strip. If you love my work I would really be honored if you bought an original piece from me. Buying my art would ensure I can buy groceries and pay my rent. xx *shop link in bio*
2021-12-08 17:18:51 +0000 UTC View PostWhich bathtub movie scene should you come reenact with me?
2021-12-05 18:02:09 +0000 UTC View Post
This beautiful pink dildo was gifted to me by a lover several years ago. It's made from **rose quartz**, which is the heart stone, connected to the *fourth chakra of the body*. Rose quartz strengthens and balances the physical heart and circulatory system, and helps heal the emotional heart and strengthen familial and romantic bonds. It's a gentle and subtle energetic stone, with calming effects when worked with. The use of rose quartz can be dated back to ancient times, early as 7000 B.C. The Assyrians of Mesopotamia were the first people who have utilized and embodied rose quartz spiritual meaning in their practices and ceremonies. Seems rather poetic to bring such an ancient energy force into my physical body.
2021-12-03 20:27:44 +0000 UTC View Post
*waiting to be undressed intensifies*...
2021-11-29 23:59:48 +0000 UTC View Post
casually waiting to be undressed
2021-11-29 17:50:51 +0000 UTC View Post**SUNDAY SELF LOVE SERMON.** I will be thirty seven years old (37) in a handful of months, and that seems to me to be a very long time to have never experienced my own body in a particular way. so I thought I'd try something a little different for a change. Armpit hair ๐ Removing unwanted body hair is nothing new, there's evidence of shaving and depilatory methods going back as far as 3000BC (!). But women being *expected* to keep hairless bodies became a societal "beauty standard" that got pushed and then normalized only in 19th century. Historically speaking I have always shaved and waxed the hair on my body. But for no apparent reason other than I started shaving when I was l2 years old (too yรธung to feel pressure about "beauty standards") and just never stopped. Now I will say, that I do love the feel of smooth legs and a trim bush. Not because it's "feminine" or I believe I'm "more attractive or desirable" that way (lol gtfoh) but just as my own preference. A while back I invested in the year-long repeated process (so very miserable) every 8 weeks of laser hair removal for my labia and bikini line. Excellent investment. I love it m. glad I did it. I would have also had my leg hair laser removed too, because good goddamn I hate shaving my legs. I have the same level distaste for shaving my legs as most other dull or unpleasant requirements in life; going to the dentist, a visit to the DMV, hosting the in-laws..et cetera. Shaving my legs ranks high on my "fuck this" meter. I will never be able to get laser hair removal for my legs however, because I have tattoos (the laser would destroy the tattoo). But whatever. I haul out the razor and keep it moving. When it comes to my armpit hair, I almost *enjoy* that shave process? Kinda one of those "oddly satisfying" experiences. It is such a tiny area, such a quick process...I don't even have to get naked and take a whole entire shower to do it! just stand at sink in my bra with a hot towel. *SWISH, Swash!* Done. Last month in October I suddenly just stopped shaving my armpits altogether. I didn't quite understand why at first; except that it was intentional. And now it makes me quite happy to look at the growing fluff. I've never seen it ever. Isn't that interesting? That I've been alive nearly four decades and never seen a part of my body in its natural state?! The jury is still out if I'll keep my armpit hair or nah. In meantime I'm enjoying this newfound natural feminine softness. There is a handful of ultra femme women I know in the SW social scene, who are the most regal curated creatures. I love to admire the photos of them wearing thousands of dollars of custom luxury lingerie, full face or makeup, plastic surgery enhancements and all these "beauty standards" they appear to be boxed inside of, except...they don't shave their armpits! It's a juxtaposition I rather enjoy. I am not ultra femme but I'm still enjoying how this switch up in how I see and exist inside my body is making me feel even more connected to it. Certainly challenging a millennia of wack ass "beauty standards" makes me a little horny too. โบ๏ธ Relatedly: 10/10 recommend all the men here try shaving their legs and getting their pubes waxed. You should already be getting regular pedicures and manicures and facials, (*because that's basic fucking self care*) but smooth legs and a tidy groin, might just flip the script. Little luxuries, my friends ๐
2021-11-28 18:13:37 +0000 UTC View Post*has an oral fixation* I was thinking I'd make another blowjob video then offer a BJ bundle in the DM's. Unless of course...that's tooootally boring and not of interest to anyone? ๐
2021-11-26 18:35:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Check out the sleazy flash photography vibes on these! I generally only shoot in natural daylight or candle light...but I rather like how this whole set turned out. Not quite "Terry Richardson" level of sleazy but just nuanced enough ๐๐
2021-11-21 23:20:59 +0000 UTC View Post
goddamn paparazzi won't give me a break...
2021-11-21 16:05:25 +0000 UTC View Post
overcast Saturday afternoon at home... books and beanies and one too many espressos๐๐
2021-11-20 19:39:41 +0000 UTC View Post
this short series is dedicated to a fond memory of some of the hottest sex I ever had...how it had started in the kitchen while I was cooking dinner with my partner. The kind of sex where you fear you might tear your lover apart. Not rough or filthy...just raw and hungry. Bare ass on countertop, fingers gripping flesh, gyrating hips, hands chรถking throat. ...memories like these make it impossible to see *certain cooking accoutrement* in any other context ๐
2021-11-19 17:33:03 +0000 UTC View Post
still working on the bathtub filming. My lighting equipment died in middle of filming and so this will be a multi-day shoot I'll piece together in post-edit. Hopefully ready by the weekend ๐
2021-11-18 17:56:31 +0000 UTC View Post
filming some wet splashy bathtub fun this week. stay tuned!
2021-11-17 19:47:04 +0000 UTC View Post
house still empty. *pussy still fat*. 5 months without any furniture. the sofa of my dreams is on my website wishlist if anyone wants to make a memorable impression on me
2021-11-16 22:08:30 +0000 UTC View Postnude nail polish arrived in post today, and I painted my nails for first time in nearly two years! feeling very girly ๐ ๐ผ
2021-11-16 15:56:33 +0000 UTC View Post
