I'm above my peak weight now and enjoy it.
My fat arouses me so much. When i was only 100 Kg heavy years ago, the pure imagination of being 250Kg heavy made me horny as fuck. Now, being that fat, its even better than i imagined. Every kilo on me is so satisfying. I feel really happy about achieving my weight gain goals and are getting closer to my dream.
Im so horny, but my fat starts to exhaust me while masturbating, which arouses me even more! So fucking my own fat is one solution...
Something changed...
In the past i didnt eat so much as you would expect. I mostly did not move and sometimes ate less than 1000 calories a day. Did not had a big eating desire but i always wished i could gobble tons of food. I rarely walked instead and never left my home as long as i didnt need to.
But since i work, i have to go out, taking stairs down from 3rd floor and later up into the 3rd floor. Also walking to the car, doing stuff at work and also go out for breakfast adds to the movement i do over the day.
I gained 10 Kg back in one week because im crazy hungry. I can eat every one or two hours now. Also ate a half cake with 2200 calories as breakfast on sunday and was quickly hungry again. Im not used tonthat appetite. Wtf...
I smelled that i might gain fast and are outgrowing my 12 xl pants. I ordered 14 xl pants weeks ago just in case. Good i did. They fit now perfectly and comf. After this, i dont know where to get pants above 15xl.
First weeks of my new job were awesome!
Finally got my first pay which i can spend for more fast food now. Still have to upgrade some stuff in my life, like the new glasses i got because my old obes wete 10 years old. Damn, what i can do now...
Job is great but wow i now realise how fat i got. Extra big chair which still suffers under my weight, out of breath in few min walking from the elevator to my office, toilets so small i cant use them and realising how less peaple eat arount me compared to me.
Also my body has to get used to the movement. My legs are hurting and the spots where they have contact are hurting even more. Feets also hurt but i think i get used to everything in a few weeks. At least the doors hallways and elevators are wide enough so i could get around good when i gain.
So currently my focus is to not loose weight with all that new enviroment, extra movement and change of daily routine. In a few weeks my weight will go up again. Im planning to get pre made food with me for breakfast and dinner. Also some snacks and sweets after some time.
A lot changes in my life but im still above 240. Planing how to gain gets more and more exiting because of my basically new life. Hope you still enjoy my content in these times, i will do what i can to gain and reach my goal of at least 300Kg. I promise to do my best with this new life changes, get a better life, a better home and a car to be able to get fatter and live good when i eat myself to immobility then!
The last weeks where not good for my weight. But i got a little bitt more fluffy and wobbly which i also enjoy seeing from time to time. Got a new phone so i tried out the slomo video and its better than on my old phone.
After i get used to my new work, fat will get filled up once again. Not the first time i lost weight and ended up fatter weeks later.
Tomorrow i stock up my chocomel storrage once again and i will start drinking it every evening again!
Sick weeks are over. Finally!
So i have to recover now from the last weeks. Have to get my appetite back.
Even tho i struggled a lot and ate almost nothing, im still holding my weight above 240Kg! Im moving more since monday because of my new work, but i feel a lot better now and im more hungry but can eat a bit less. So i will see what will happen when i start chocomel stuffings again soon. Have to wide my stomach again.
They have an elevator at work which soares me some calories and i can sit all day. Will get some snacks and sweets with me when this heat wave is over and nothing can smelt so fast.
Cant wait for my pay at the end of the month. Got already new glasses and soon a car will be added. Then i can finally drive to all the fast food restaurants nearby!
Otherwise i feel pretty horny. Enjoyed my lard today. Hope you do too!
Suffering weeks now being sick like havin a strong cold. Started with ear pain, which i had last in my childhood. Now bronchitis, coughing so hard my head hurts and i almost passed out. Damn... Getting antibiotics now and i hope that everything is gone after the weekend.
Well, it is happining. I finally got a good job!
The last weeks were again very busy. I'm still ill and thought i feel better after two weeks. But the flu is so strong around here, that the whole appartment block is caughing for weeks and so do i. It just doesn't go away.
So i start working ill on my first day tomorrow. Wonderful start...... 😐
At least finacially, my income will rise and so will change my home and life. So i can finally advance to get a new appartment, clothes, equipment, food and maybe even a car. That means that i can do better content in the future after things start rolling in a better direction.
So i will not forget this here. Currently there were less updates and i felt like i have to tell you why. In the future this will change because im only getting a work to improve and being a feedee in heart. I'm still aiming for 300KG and i think, the new job will help me here! I want to get as fat as possible!
Another benifit of my job is, that now my income here is fully mine. In the past, i was on social secruity and was allowed to earn only 100€ a month more from my earnings. (But they had special rules which is too coplex to explain) Everything else above this limit was to a percentage taken away. This will change now!
I can now start eating whatever i want. My life changes, for the better now to be finally who i want to be. A fat, gluttonous feedee at insane weights!
Last weeks i was sick in bed.
I can't wait that this is over. First i had two weeks stomach problems and now a cold. Missing a BBQ tomorrow. But well, as soon as i feel good i just make a BBQ for myself. I really want some Bratwurst now!
Feeling great today!
Woke up, the weather outside is great and i want to enjoy the morning in bed.
I think i will cook something big today. Maybe my favorite dish. Can not wait for rising temperatures so i can start a BBQ outside and sit on the balcony.
Gaining weight is sometimes not that easy for me. Maybe was never even when im already that big. As always, every kilo to hold is difficult for me. So every kilo gained feels like a fight and win. I'm always happy even when half a kilo is gained so i was happy seeing that today on my scale 😊
You are helping me a lot and was able to order some awesome food today to instantly convert some calories into new fat on me!
Had some spare ribs, a BBQ plate with different meat and a lot of fries. Just decided to eat it on my bed because it is the most comfortable spot for me. The food was surprisingly good, juicy and really tasty. Never ordered at this place but if it is possible , i will do it again.
Still being around 245 Kg after all this weeks with too much work, this felt really good. Being able to eat something nice with ordering in after a week of housework felt relaxing. Also it makes me happy to be able to eat more again to gain to 250 Kg again so i can aim to 260 Kg.
Thanks a lot for the support of making me fatter! Hope you enjoy seeing me eating. 😊
The last days i had a lot of housework. I cleaned naked and my fat turned me on constantly. All this wobbeling and being out of breath because of my mass pushed my hornyness to the Limit.
Now i finally had finished all my work and imagined how i would look like with 800 lbs. Just took my webcam to record my fupa and masturbation in closeup. 😁
Feeder filmed me sitting on the couch.
Afterwards we ordered in because i need to get wider, heavier and softer for her. Still around 245 to 250 Kg but more fat comes with more money. Had a job interview and they were intrested. I need to be able to order in more often.
Need to get past 250 and go for 260 in a month long food feast.
Freshly shaved fupa.
Such a hidden pleasure. Love how deep it is hidden now. Barely to reach. So in all hornyness, i tend to fuck my fat on my legs often now. Hope i get more fat below there.
Happy easter hollidays!
Oh my lard, i love how my gained weight slowly prevents me from doing stuff. Simply doing daily tasks is so exhausting now, that i get out of breath very fast. I struggle to move around now and mostly stay at home. Especially after the last exhausting weeks i needed a break.
I got deeper folds and taking care for hygiene takes longer. I developed also folds on my legs and i need to cream them too now. My dick is burried deep and its difficult to clean and takes some time everyday.
My feeder cares for regions i cant reach now and she checks my body every evening quickly, so i don't develop unseen wounds, hair infections or pressure wounds which all can get bad when unseen.
Overall im getting more and more care.
Also, i have an upcoming job interview. So if that goes good, i finally have more money to fatten me and a lot of stuff changes so i would have a more peace in my mind for more content, especially with my feeder together. That would be wonderful.
Hope you all enjoy the next days. I will keepn on eating.
Had some wild weeks but nothing will stop me gaining!
A lot of stuff happend in real life and i had to spend some money on stuff this month. I needed some healthcare tools and the toilet has to get supported because well, i getting too fat for it and cracks on the wall show up.
I should have started working on 1st april but the guy (former friend now) insulted me for not working free before i start. So he just wasted my time and i have an job interview at another company.
Over the next weeks i also think i will start properly stuffing myself again. Feeling a lot better now and ready to continue gaining.
I still have to do the videos i promised some of you. I struggle to keep my home clean because of my size and i barly can bend over and do stuff, so we need money and a weekly cleaning service. But when i film and it's clean, i want to use the 4k cam for short shots for high quality videos. Might try the cam with some fat jiggling videos before.
Still looking for a second feeder and now consinder getting a male feeder or a female feeder. That would be awesome but as a feedee, it's hard to find someone who actually knows what will await them. Alot i spoke to are sure amazed by fat, but don't know that i could already need some help as a feedee and even need more if i gain more. I'm not demanding to do work for me because i love the feeling of doing stuff for myself even when i struggle but i'm also realistic and know that i will eat myself to immobility and that isn't just meaning i'm laying in bed and eating all day.
Luckily i have some lovely people around me who help me with love but still, someone more would be the best that can happen.
Till then i'm happy with you guys and love to do stuff here. Trying my best to improve my life and delive more content with me and also my feeder! She is just so overworked currently and that hopefully changes so we can upload stuff again together.
