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2020-12-22 15:34:18 +0000 UTC View Post
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#TB I lovvvvvve Joan and I lovvvvvve rock and roll
#TB I lovvvvvve Joan and I lovvvvvve rock and roll
2020-12-22 02:35:28 +0000 UTC View PostThis was supposed to post like three hours ago I hate myself..
This was supposed to post like three hours ago I hate myself 😅
2020-12-21 23:38:33 +0000 UTC View PostJust wanna let you guys know if you are waiting on free cont..
Just wanna let you guys know if you are waiting on free content it is coming! I promise I have just had a couple of rough days here and I’m going through messages as much as I possibly can as quickly as I can. I love you!!
2020-12-21 18:40:40 +0000 UTC View PostSo the rules are like this… Not really rules, just you know ..
So the rules are like this… Not really rules, just you know if you want to see me in something on my list by it and you have rights over the photos of me in that thing! I love getting packages it makes me incredibly happy. I know tomorrow is Monday, which means... Your Monday won’t suck tomorrow because it’s the first ever Manic Monday on my page! What exactly is a manic Monday? It’s a Monday where I take you through all the mania that I am currently experiencing and trust me it gets weird… The good kind of weird. LOL I’m gonna go to sleep early after I finish this episode of Brooklyn Nine-Nine and I will see your beautiful face in the morning 😘🌺🌸🌙☮️✌🏻
2020-12-21 01:25:39 +0000 UTC View PostYou’re crazy but I love the way you....
You’re crazy but I love the way you....
2020-12-20 21:07:41 +0000 UTC View PostHarlyn as a baby (and my incredible dad with my Otis 😢) I h..
Harlyn as a baby (and my incredible dad with my Otis 😢) I hope this helps if you’re having a bad day. Love you 🤍
2020-12-20 16:12:22 +0000 UTC View PostCheering myself up with TIKTOKS • @rockinrachonair
Cheering myself up with TIKTOKS • @rockinrachonair
2020-12-20 15:45:15 +0000 UTC View PostSorry I’ve been a little absent. I’ve been dealing with a lo..
Sorry I’ve been a little absent. I’ve been dealing with a lot, the most important as of late has been worrying about my cousin’s husband who just had a massive heart attack and is still not conscious. This has helped me put into perspective what is truly important in my life and that is my family. I can’t thank you enough for being a part of my life and continuously supporting me. Please send prayers for my cousin and our family and if you could throw one in for me to ease the heartache a bit that’d be amazing. Content is on the way. I love you.
2020-12-20 15:25:17 +0000 UTC View PostDISCLAIMER: ABUSE/FAMILY TRAUMA “Watch me take a good thin..
DISCLAIMER: ABUSE/FAMILY TRAUMA “Watch me take a good thing and fuck it all up in one night” is the scariest and most accurate phrase in my life I fuck everything up “I hate you, don’t leave me” This is what mental illness REALLY is. Manic Depression isn’t cute. Guilt isn’t cute. Self harm isn’t cute. Suicidal ideation isn’t cute. Don’t talk to me about mental health until you’ve been laying next to a bucket of your our own 🤮 for 13+ hours because you fucked up again and can’t get off the couch now. I don’t want your sympathy. I want to not be seriously physically and mentally ill. I want my childhood back. I want to feel like I just turned 26, not like my life is going to end “poetically” when I turn 27 and “go with the greats: Janis, Hendrix, Jim Morrison..KURT, Amy ”... disgustingly placing myself into this narrative as if it is romantic to die early.. as SO many mentally ill artists do, because: “You can’t finish anything. You’re not perfect. You should kill yourself and make the family happy You will never be as good as _________ You will never accomplish ___________ You make me wish I had an abortion You are the reason we are getting divorced *my phone smashes against dashboard* *thrown out of the car onto the highway to find my way home* *thrown into boiling water for getting sick in the car* Everyone has a different level of stress, trauma, anxiety, etc. and I’d never dismiss anyone’s illness, thoughts, or feelings but I try to be as transparent and honest as I possibly can so that I can help other people. I was blessed with this platform for a REASON. Healing has to start somewhere and most of the time you have to start over a lot. That’s where I’m at. I never want to use my mental illness, trauma, or story as an excuse. What I want is for those I can reach to also understand that talking about your illness should be normalized because it gives so much insight into how a person is who they are and how he/she behaves. The other most important part is open communication and transparency, but when you have an illness it isn’t easy. It isn’t easy for anyone. I guess my point is that healing takes a lot, it’s ok to feel guilt and to allow yourself to feel but you have to regulate your emotions and put things into perspective. I’m not 16 anymore. I don’t get abused physically, verbally, mentally or emotionally by my mother thanks to the no contact rule, I’ve grown this year tremendously but I’m so hurt still and it’s hard to understand unless you’re going through it. Love you.
2020-12-19 23:44:35 +0000 UTC View PostPlease pray for my cousin Michael. He had a massive heart at..
Please pray for my cousin Michael. He had a massive heart attack last night.
2020-12-19 19:24:26 +0000 UTC View Post20K!?!? 20K!?! Are you kidding me!?!? THANK YOU SO SO SO MUC..
20K!?!? 20K!?! Are you kidding me!?!? THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART IT’S FRIDAY, I’M IN LOVE
2020-12-19 02:01:49 +0000 UTC View Post🌻🌸🌼🌺THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 19K 😭☮️✌🏻
🌻🌸🌼🌺THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 19K 😭☮️✌🏻
2020-12-18 16:52:06 +0000 UTC View PostDude I can’t even tell you how great of a friend @lilbass_br..
Dude I can’t even tell you how great of a friend @lilbass_bruja is. 🥺 Give her beautiful soul a follow for me 💕
2020-12-18 06:31:02 +0000 UTC View PostPLEASE JOIN MY BIRTHDAY LIVESTREAM TODAY to continue rockin ..
PLEASE JOIN MY BIRTHDAY LIVESTREAM TODAY to continue rockin the fuck out and raising money for my dad. 🤍🥺 I was going to post a picture of me crying while I was totally wasted sobbing about how hurt I am over this and how much I love my dad but honestly I’m not trying to be a sob story or get sympathy from people my dad is just truly in the worst position that he’s ever been in his life minus the fact that he’s finally getting away from my mom who’s been abusive to me my dad and my brother for my entire life. I could go on and on about the awful messed up things she’s done to our family and how she has absolutely stomped on my father’s heart and everything he owns and has built for my family... At the end of the day my mom is determined to take my dad down and suck him dry of everything he owns. He doesn’t care about that. He cares about taking care of me and my grandma and my brother and even my mom still because that’s the kind of man he is and that’s the kind of parent I’ve looked up to my entire life and the reason that I will not repeat the cycle of abuse that my mother has done which has caused her to lose everything… Her family. She could cheat on my dad as much as she wanted to (and trust me I’ve seen it in public) And she can try to take me down make me feel like I’m worthless and should be dead but the last year that I’ve spent not speaking to her having no contact with her has been the year of the most growth, change, and a journey to discovering REAL HAPPINESS. Real happiness comes from knowing that your family is taken care of and that the only thing that matters is that you have each other money rumors too faced people friends who know longer speak to you or wish you a happy birthday people who are not willing to understand or make an effort to understand it all doesn’t matter all that matters is family and our faith in Christ. The opportunities that I’ve been given on only fans are beyond my dreams... thank you. 🥺
2020-12-17 18:48:15 +0000 UTC View PostThe Continued Stream from today will take place tomorrow at ..
The Continued Stream from today will take place tomorrow at 5 PM CST!!
2020-12-17 05:28:47 +0000 UTC View PostI LOVE YOU! Highstream with Re will begin at 7 (I’ll keep yo..
I LOVE YOU! Highstream with Re will begin at 7 (I’ll keep you updated) *UPDATED MENU ON NEW POST* DO NOT FEEL PRESSURED OR OBLIGATED, I just can’t think of any other way to better support my father during this horrible tome for my family and you have been an INTEGRAL piece in saving our lives this year. I am SO grateful. Words cannot express.
2020-12-17 00:15:08 +0000 UTC View PostLONGEST BIRTHDAY NAP EVER 🤣 Re (@lilbass_bruja) is on the w..
LONGEST BIRTHDAY NAP EVER 🤣 Re (@lilbass_bruja) is on the way and we are gonna eat and smoke. Lol
2020-12-16 22:58:28 +0000 UTC View Post“IT IS MY BIRTHDAY” (picture the sign from The Office)
“IT IS MY BIRTHDAY” (picture the sign from The Office)
2020-12-16 15:05:27 +0000 UTC View Post
Now I turn 26 at midnight let’s FUCKING GOOOOO
Now I turn 26 at midnight let’s FUCKING GOOOOO
2020-12-16 04:32:28 +0000 UTC View PostDISCLAIMER: Never ever feel pressured to give. I’ve explain..
DISCLAIMER: Never ever feel pressured to give. I’ve explained everything in these videos! Please do not feel pressured whatsoever to donate, this is the first time that my dad has ever been in need. I am getting by as a single woman but my father has taken care of me every single day of my life emotionally and in every other sense and no one deserves to have their load lightened like he does.
2020-12-16 04:23:31 +0000 UTC View PostThe ceremonial lighting of the shrine @lilbass_bruja
The ceremonial lighting of the shrine @lilbass_bruja
2020-12-16 01:01:54 +0000 UTC View PostMy birthday is tomorrow I hate cleaning My apartment has b..
My birthday is tomorrow I hate cleaning My apartment has been in a depression mess for a while She won’t stop cleaning my apartment I LOVE YOU @lilbass_bruja 🤍😭
2020-12-15 23:04:43 +0000 UTC View Post
Check your messages if you want a little extra 🌼✌️☮️
Check your messages if you want a little extra 🌼✌️☮️
2020-12-15 14:07:03 +0000 UTC View Post
A turtleneck and chain progression @lilbass_bruja gave me s..
A turtleneck and chain progression @lilbass_bruja gave me some early birthday/Christmas presents like the gorgeous crosshanging on my wall and the R light I CANNOT WAIT for her to decorate my wall! This setup is only temporary. WE HAVW POWER TOOLS. AND WE WILL LIVESTREAM. 🔨🛠🔩🔧🪚⚙️🪓 (Lol we don’t have an axe)
2020-12-14 22:37:45 +0000 UTC View Post