Alright Sweetings let me finally let you in on what I've been planning! I've already talked about it on my monthly subscription do I will be mostly saying all of what I had mentioned there already!✨️
Up to this point in PPVs and on my monthly subscription page I have used many ways to conceal my lady bits between my legs while leaving as little as possible to the imagination. I've used emojis, clip art, brush strokes, my own fingers, and even my own lady fur in specific angles. Needless to say, while some of these have proven to be more lewd and teasing than others, all of them are opaque and a complet obstruction of view.
Of course, I do not wish to show full genitalia at this time! That's not what I'm meaning to say haha. I just want a more "unobstructing" and intimate way of creating such kinds of photos (while being able to keep both hands free).
So what I want to start trying out is using pixel/blur censors😳 See I want to use such censors because while it's not full nudity, it's going to show my.... real colors and such😳 I've already taken a few that are spread and idk I think seeing my fleshy colors while not revealing everything is hot! I'm a bit of a nerd for censorship like in hentai😅 so this is something I've always thought about and finally want to try and bring to my content. Being able to remain within my limits and comfort while showing you myself nude with no silly little pics taking away from the whole image is the best if both worlds in my opinion✨️
So this IS huge for me! Yeah it's censored but it's still my naked bits being seen in a way. I'm a bit hesitant to just start posting full photos of this kind because it is a HUGE boundary I'm crossing! 😅 So while I won't be at this moment posting a bunch of pixel/blur censored nudes with my lady bits on full display to the monthly sub feed or in every PPV, I do plan to post a mini PVP of some of the photos I've been testing this with (and these WILL be full display pixel censored lady bits!) so you can get a feel of it and I can dip my toes in the water!
I do have some very softcore images of this style posted to my monthly subscription page already! And the mini PPV of the more erotic ones will be sent to DMs of monthly subscribers tonight at 7pm CTS for early access! You can find my page here @estherlynnrie 🌿🌿🌿
Excuse how quiet I've been. Things have been hectic in preparation for surgery as well as with my personal life. But happy to say everything is going smoothly and falling perfectly in place🥰
Not only that, but I've taken a few pictures showcasing something I've been wanting to try out and share with you all! I'll be posting a sneak peak and more info later today on my paid page @estherlynnrie if you're interested! Otherwise stay tuned! It's going to be a huge boundary pusher!🤍🌿✨️
**🌿Heated Elf Girl🌿**
***21 photos of an elf girl stripping down to get cool!***
*Check DMs for this set first! Or if you're new you can enjoy via purchasing this post!*
It's been pretty warm recently and the hotter it is the more clothes need to come off💦 I was a bit hesitant about how much pink blush you can see from my swelling lady lips😳 I was hot and bothered in more ways than just the heat and it really showed😅 A little embarrassed by it so let me know if you enjoy seeing me in such a flustered state haha!💕
I don't want to spoil too much but I made sure to have plenty of angles showcasing my blushing lips and lady fur when pulling these cute lace panties! Even from the back it's visible just how flustered I was😳🍑 Maybe I touched myself over the panties one too many times while making this😅 That's all I'm going to say😳
Anyway, thanks so much for your patience during my last few months of recovery! I wanted to come back with a super affordable but lewd set in thanks for all the kindness that was shown to me🥰 I have lots of plans for this year that I want to introduce including some extreme boundary breakers as I reveal more of myself in different ways! Im so excited!✨️
Much love everyone~🤍🌿✨️
By the way, I know here and on my subscription I am behind on DMs. Thanks for being patient with me it's been a really chaotic and challenging past few weeks on top of DMs no longer being organized (at least for me they still don't seem to be fixed).
Thanks so much for being such understanding and amazing Sweetings🤍🌿✨️
Hello Sweetings! 🤍🌿
Hope everyone had a wonderful weekend! I'm super excited for this week as I'll be posting a brand new steamy set🥵 It's elf girl themed and it's all about trying to get cool on such a hot day together👀
Since it's been so long, this set will be getting a VERY exclusive discount when it gets sent out✨️ Trust me, you won't want to miss this set at such a deal so stay tuned!🤍🌿✨️
**🌿Bouncing Open🌿**
***Almost 2 whole minutes of ass bouncing to the point I'm breathless!***
Hello Sweetings! It's been a bit since I had an erotic treat for you. Thanks for being patient with me🥰
This is a never posted before video where I got a bit carried away shaking my ass in a tiny thong! I even at some point express how breathless I am haha so I talk a very little bit if that's okay🤍
When I say I got carried away I mean it haha! I am right up to the camera shaking, bouncing, and even grinding! I was surprised seeing it now since I show quite a lot with with such a tiny thong on😳 Trust me when I say you're in for a treat! I'm very spread on display as my cheeks bounce open🍑✨️My peach pit is also daringly close to peeking out🫣there's so much I could say about how erotic it is but I wouldn't be able to do it justice!
Again I appreciate all your kindness🥰 I hope this treat makes up for the long wait even a bit. Much love and I hope you have a wonderful rest of your week!🤍🌿
Hello everyone! I had a very busy weekend and just noticed that my scheduled post DIDNT POST FRIDAY😭 I am very sorry for the delay. I had always trusted the schedule post feature but it definitely let me down this time😭 I will be posting the video today.
Coming out this Friday✨️ The most lewdest ass bouncing I've ever done and for nearly 2 whole minutes!!
Subscribers on @estherlynnrie will be getting early access of this tonight!
Please excuse my slow response in DMs both here and on my exclusive page. They seem to be very slow for me lately and not organizing recent ones🥲 which makes it a very time consuming hassle. Thanks for your patience as I get through them as best I can!
Nobody works for me nor do I have any management to assist me. Everything is run by myself so I really appreciate your kindness🤍
***🌿Big announcement!🌿***
Hello Sweetings🤍 I have some wonderful news especially if you've been unable to purchase my more erotic content✨️
My exclusive subscription page will be set to only $9.99 a month until further notice! All benefits included as always!
Why the sudden price drop? Many of you are familiar with everything I've gone through lately. Not just with surgeries but also many other personal challenges. Now that I am finally able to work at the moment again, it's been very mentally taxing on me to balancing everything and keep my head above water. I feel as though I'm not yet able to create the quality of content I want. Creating this high expectation of myself to make sure what I make is worth the money spent.
So I've decided to lower the price and make this much lighter on my mind. Do understand, I am still doing my best to create quality content and will still be posting regularly! The price is only to make things easier on my mind since I felt I am not yet able to achieve the quality I aim for. I know and appreciate your love for what I make, but I have specific standards for my content that make me feel if it's worth it.
Also, I am aware things have been a bit hard in financial terms lately. I felt this would not only benefit me but also everyone considering. Especially if anyone's been a bit tighter with their budget🤍
Thanks for reading through all that haha! It's been a...challenging 2023 for me so far. Something important for me to do now is focus on self care and not push myself too hard when I've only just started getting better. I hope you all can benefit from this as well🥰 Here's to being kind to ourselves in 2023!🤍🌿
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Happy Friday everyone!🤍🌿✨️
I can't thank you enough for how kind you've all been since my surgeries. It's meant the world to me😭 I'm so happy to be creating again at a more regular amount. There's some new fans here that I'd also like to say hello to🥰
It's been a while since I made a set and while my muscles are still healing a bit I'm not exactly sure when my near big set will be. In the meantime I suggest checking the PPV tab on my page to browse my recent work. Especially this one I'm linking here! It's a very erotic one that is a great example of what more erotic stuff there is to come!✨️
Thanks so much for being such amazing fans! If you're new here remember to check out my exclusive sub page discounted to $9🥰🤍🌿
Link to my recent set mentioned
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Hello Sweetings!🤍
Wanted to update you that recovery has been going well and I should be back to posting more normally next week!✨️
I've missed you all so much so expect extra special love when when I'm recovered😘
Thanks for your patience with me as I healed both mentally and physically from all this. You're all the best fans ever🥰🤍🌿
Hope everyone has been well🥰
I've been healing up still but finding some unposted gems! I'm going to be sharing the full almost 2 min video of this in DMs on my exclusive page @estherlynnrie tomorrow!
Things in DMs over there are always VERY generously discounted✨️
By the way, thank you all so much for your patience and kindness😭 truly it means a lot. I'm still healing mentally as well as physical. So on top of trying to keep a decent amount of backlogs ready (I posted most during my first surgery recovery) I also am trying to give myself some time to feel better. You're all such a blessing. Thank you🤍🌿
***🤍Please Read!🤍***
*Underwent two surgeries recently and just now getting back into my usual routine. You can read here about what had happened and if you want to help out with making up for the time I was unable to work*
Welcome to my OnlyFans! It is wonderful to have you here and I look forward to creating more content for you. You can read on if you are curious what I had recovered from and want to know ways to support.🤍🌿
In summary, over the span of around two months I had got and then removed breast implants.
For a long time I had planned and saved for breast implants. I won't be going into the full details in this post as I've already done so many times before. But in general it was for never having confidence in my breasts. So in late January I had my surgery done and had been healing for most of the time since. With only my right side being slower at healing (which is very common) there were no signs or symptoms of anything going wrong. My surgeon and I had 24/7 contact and were always monitoring. However, I had gotten a rare infection that was silent and masked behind common healing symptoms. Infections usually are more aggressive with fevers, chills, intense reddening. Not for me though. I was completely fine through it which is why we hadn't noticed. It wasn't the fault of me or my surgeon, it's just something rare that can happen. I also had began experiencing early BII which is also rare especially so early on. We had monitored every little thing making sure to be safe. However the only way we even noticed this was due to a small slight bit of red that began to show at my incision sight on the right. I also want to make clear that I was on antibiotics as a precaution this whole time, so it was VERY surprising. After monitoring it, my surgeon urged removal which was done just last Wednesday. Both implants were removed and I had drain tubes inside of me which is the procedure for implant removals. Luckily I only had to keep them in for a few days.
I've been in such a horrible mental state with all this on top of everything, I just couldn't bring myself to do any work. Especially after being so happy and thrilled to finally getting a procedure done I've always wanted to! Just to end up like this. I wasn't able to do anything normal for over two months now. I never wanted this and I never expected any of this to happen. But it did and I just have to fight through it. Every precaution was taken there was nothing that could be done to stop it. It is what it is. If you have anything harsh to say, I'll be honest and just say I don't give a fuck. Excuse my language, but I have been through so much these last few weeks mentally and physically that whatever you say is futile and I'd suggest you just leave. Because all harsh words will get is a block because I won't be wasting my time with you. I am being critical enough on myself more than any of you ever could, believe me. Don't waste your time.
On a lighter note. Thank you, to everyone who's been kind and patient with me. For understanding. There was no way of knowing any of this would happen. I could have just gone through surgery simply and easily like any other person, but it's just not how it went and there was no way of knowing. It happens and what's done is done. I'm recovering and I can't wait to be creating again. Thank you so very much for your patience. I see your messages and your kind words. I appreciate it so much and it truly means a lot.
***🤍How to help🤍***
I've been getting a lot of questions on how to help. I was unable to work since the end of January due to recovery from both of these surgeries and I am only just recently getting back to my regular routine. It's completely optional, but if you would like donating during this time is appreciated to compensate for all the time away I was unable to work. Please do not feel you have to! Honestly I am grateful for any support shown even if it's a message of kindness and encouragement. It truly all means so much. Please know I will be grateful for anything you do.
I appreciate all of you and the patience while away and while I get back into it. For any people that choose to donate, I promise to repay you with content in return once I am able. It's the least I can do. But again, please know it's only optional and even simple words of kindness are appreciated.
It's been so hard, both physically and mentally but I am healing and doing my best. Thank you for all your patience with me through this. Any support is appreciated. Thank you so much and I look forward to being back soon🤍🌿
Hello Sweetings🤍
Wanted to update you all of everything lately. Things have been incredibly hectic. From personal life, family, and mental health. I often have to balance everything out and it works out well! But due to a lot of personal stresses I've been in really rough patch mentally on top of it all.
It's been hard and when I look back on the day and realize I never had chance to post I just end up even worse feeling. It's been a struggle to keep up and try to prioritize my health and recovery as well. I wanted to be completely honest with you all on my full reasons for delays.
I will still be posting! And I am aiming to do so as often as usual. However I ask for understanding and kindness during this difficult time I'm facing. I truly try my best to get content out as often as possible especially for subscribers. I really do. But on days where I haven't had even second of rest from my stresses, I am sorry if I couldn't make a post.
Thanks so much for reading and for your understanding. I appreciate you all so much and really love posting as much as I can! But it's been so hard lately that I appreciate you understanding if I haven't the time or energy to create and post. I am grateful for your patience with me as I prioritize my mental wellness for a bit. Much love🤍🌿
Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes yesterday🥰
I spent it organizing photos, going to my check up, and starting my moon cycle haha! Of course ending the day with some bubble tea was great🧋✨
Also, I am officially back to my usual routine!! Posting daily will continue as usual with lots of special attention for my exclusive subs😘
So I’ve been uncovering lots of unused content during my organizing! Most are extra sexy so it’s a shame to not post them now👀 Many will be going to @estherlynnrie due to how erotic they are✨ There is also some I am unsure if they were used or not? I did my best to check over everything all my media here but either way, a sexy throwback I’m sure will be welcomed🥰
So I hope you won’t mind some past stuff here and there. Check up when well by the way and I am slowly getting back into my workout routine! Much love to you all!🤍🌿✨
How was your weekend sweetings!?✨
I’ve been focusing a bunch on getting all my content organized and wandered upon quite a bit of hidden gems that never had a chance to be posted! Just posted a very generous hidden treat to my exclusive page👀
Tomorrow is my birthday as well! Going to spend it getting a check up haha but really exited for some news on my progress!🤍🌿✨
Hello my Sweetings! Missing you so much but happy to announce that I’m getting a phone upgrade soon which means more quality content! Also means lots of organizing 🥲 I have… over 9,000 to go through… SERIOUSLY ITS OVER 9000! I’m not even meaning to meme!!😂
Aside from that taking a bit I also have my check up to have my little stitches removed next week! On my birthday actually haha! I can’t wait to bra shop🥰 I really wanted to do a birthday set😤 Would you all care for a late birthday set?👀
Anyway I wished to have posted this earlier but OF decided that wasn’t happening 😅 I’m off to bed now. Much love!🤍🌿✨
Thanks so much for your patience🥰 Had to focus on a lot of things recently along with recovery. I’m absolutely dying to but fully healed up because I have so many exciting plans! Not to mention I really miss taking sexy content😤
You’re all so amazingly sweet I love you so much!🤍🌿
By the way! Valentine’s Day is one of my favorite commercial holidays🥰 So I’m very sad I couldn’t get to making a set for it this year. However I will say last years set was one if my cutest and sexiest! Not only that but it’s an elf girlfriend theme!!✨
It’s also an affordable set if you want to celebrate the Valentine’s Day spirit🥰💕✨
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Surgery is officially next week! I’m so nervous and exited! This has been such a goal of mine for so many years!! If unaware what I’m mentioning please refer to my pinned posts🤍
I had posted the current top 5 donation amounts recently if you are curious about the fundraiser! As always You can DM me if you are unsure of the amount you have donated🥰
