I'm confused. I'm getting lost more and more often. I can't sleep at night because of paranoia... the last week there's been an air attack in Ukraine every night. It bothers me very much. I barely get up in the morning... I already want to sleep by lunchtime. In the evening, my strength is simply not enough to throw away the garbage. I don't want to write my thesis at all. I want to leave the university right now, although I only have a couple of sections left to write, but it's so difficult! I want to talk to you as usual. But I just don't have energy and I feel guilty towards you... Forgive me for my weaknesses ๐ข have a good day!
Dears, hi โค๏ธ I'm sorry I've been missing so often lately :( today I had classes at a film school, and then I trained to work on a YouTube channel. I'm insanely tired because I haven't worked for 1.5 years! Thank you for buying my posts and my content that I send ๐ I try very hard to make you happy! I am grateful to you for your support and love! I feel it next to me! You are wonderful people ๐ฅฐ today I want to rest, but I promise that tomorrow I will give you time ๐๐๐
For the second week in a row, I have a headache every day. I can't even imagine what it has to do with. Because of my hypochondria, it seems to me that I'm dying ๐คฃ both funny and scary at the same time. I'm trying to make an appointment with a doctor, but it's all clueless. I don't have a medical card and don't want to be admitted to the hospital. I'll have to sign up for a private clinic... I'm so tired of spending money and earning nothing at the same time. We're all tired of the crisis... Ukrainians feel this crisis very first...
Take care of yourself and your health, dear โค๏ธ
Hi, guys
Today is my important day! Maybe soon I'll start working on a popular YouTube channel for children ๐คค
Today I've been preparing for an interview all day. In the evening Ukrainian time, I'll tell you how it went!
I regret you a wonderful day!! And you wish me good luck โค๏ธ
It was a terrible night. For the first time in 1.5 years, I saw an explosion with my own eyes... but everything is in order
Yesterday I was very sad and went to bed early in the evening. I woke up at 2 a.m. with thirst. When I was returning from the kitchen to the room, I heard a strange sound. This sound was similar to the roar of the engine, it approached very quickly. I got scared and ran up to the window to pick up my cat and hide between the walls. A moment after I picked Tommy up, I heard a strong explosion. The house began to shake. The windows began to tremble and crack. At that moment, I was running to the wall, but looking out the window. In the window, I saw the whole street filled with red light. The houses and streets also blushed. A bright orange light burst into my apartment. I pressed against the wall with a cat in my hands. A cry of horror broke out of me. To be honest, I thought my house would fall apart...
It ended quickly. But all night I strained at the minimum sound from the street. This explosion was carried out by a military shahid. Our guys hit this device. If it weren't for them, the shahide would have crashed into my house with 40kg explosives.....
I don't know what conclusions to draw from this. I'm just tired. I don't believe in a good ending. I don't believe in the near end of the war. I just have a desire to go as far as possible and live as before... but as before it will never be...
Take care of yourself!
Hi, dears ๐
I'm fine โค๏ธ I'm just in a bad mood today. The music I wrote today failed. It didn't work out. The film school I studied at didn't give me knowledge today. I'm tired and I'm broken. I see discrimination against girls at all. Because of this, it's hard to pull yourself together...
I'll answer you tomorrow, I promise!!! I'm sorry my mood is so unstable
Good night โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
Yesterday was a hard day for Kiev. Shooting, explosions. Close enough to my house. You can watch the videos I've attached. There you can hear the sounds of war and how these sounds are heard in the apartment.
I wish you all never to experience this horror โค๏ธ
The night was difficult. The siren did not subside and the explosions were heard a couple of hundred meters from my house. Sometimes I forget that there is a war on the street. Sometimes my life is so similar to the life I lived just a couple of years ago. But it's not me anymore. It's not my life at all. Now everything is different and I'm different. It hurts me that I don't know the truth. That I don't know what will happen next and how to build our lives further... information helps us and destroys us. Smart people are given happiness in knowledge. Smart people suffer from what they know too little. Sometimes you want to turn into a cat. Being a cat is cool. I curled up in the sun and you're lying down with the resonators.
Hello everyone๐ฅฐ
Today I want to share my thoughts and feelings about sadness. Lately, I often feel sad and don't know what to do with this feeling. Some days I just don't want to get out of bed, I don't want to talk to anyone and I don't want to do anything.
It seems to me that my sadness is related to some personal problems that I have faced recently. I try to cope with these problems myself, but sometimes it seems very difficult. I feel lonely and insecure, and sometimes it seems to me that no one understands me.
I try to do myself with various things to distract myself from my thoughts, but it doesn't always help. It seems to me that I need someone to just listen to me and support me.
I know that sadness is a temporary state, and that it will pass over time. But so far it's hard for me. I hope I will find the strength to overcome my sadness and become happier.
Thank you for reading my thoughts and letting me express my feelings. If you have any advice or words of support, I would be glad to hear them โค๏ธ
Today is my day of relaxation ๐ฎโ๐จ I rest all day, read books and watch movies. It's been a long time since I allowed myself not to do anything and not to feel guilty for it! I like to arrange a kind of detox. I don't communicate with people, I don't go outside, I don't clean up the apartment... I allow myself to relax and I'm glad that I have such days after a hard week ๐ฅฐ I wish you a delightful day!
Today I was given jewelry and I'm very happy with it ๐ do you like it?
I also studied at a film school all day, and after that I wrote a useless thesis for the university. The brain is boiling. I want to sleep. I have some strange feeling inside. It's like a change is coming. It's both pleasing and alarming.
I want to write more and more music and I'm depressed that I don't do it. It's like I'm trying to abstract myself. But it shouldn't be like that.
I kind of see all my goals and methods of achieving these goals, but at the same time I'm also confused ๐ฅด
I'm often told that I'm weird. Do you think so too?
The war didn't end. The war continues. People are dying. Children grow up with an unstable psyche. Teenagers do not get proper knowledge at school. People lose their homes and jobs. Poverty is increasing in Ukraine. More and more corruption. More and more people are trying to deceive each other. And I live in this world. In a cruel world. I'm not bad, and I'm not feeling well. It's like I'm on the verge. On the edge of the abyss. But I won't fall there. I know my worth and I see my goals. No one will get me out of the way. And if the war takes everything from me, I'll get up and start my journey again. I wish you strength and patience โค๏ธ
I'm already 22 years old. I can't believe that time really flies very fast. I don't want life to become more ordinary and boring. I always want to have fire in my soul, as many people have it inside me. Sometimes the fire goes out, but then it lights up again... I wish your fire in your soul doesn't go out โค๏ธ
Yesterday I turned 22 years old ๐ฅฐ๐คฏ๐ฅด in honor of my birthday, I will give you my hot and sexy video in private messages for free if you unlock these photos ๐๐คค you will congratulate me, and I will make you happy ๐โค๏ธ
Hi guys โค๏ธ While I'm writing this post, I allowed myself to lie down for the first time in the whole day. Insomnia doesn't make me feel cheerful in the morning :(
Today I went to a two-hour training at a film school, and then I went to two different dance master classes. To be honest, it's very difficult to learn one dance in an hour. As you can see, I didn't always succeed, but I'm still happy โบ๏ธ
After that, I immediately went home to clean the apartment, preparing it for tomorrow... I hate cleaning hahaha
I don't have much time today, so don't be offended that I rarely answer! I'll fix it soon!!!
Hi guys โค๏ธ Today I'm unrealistically tired because I was preparing for my birthday. I didn't think I'd spend so much money :( I hope the party will come out properly. I won't talk about my plans yet, but I promise that you will soon find out about everything ๐ฅฐ tomorrow I also have a crazy day from the morning. And a film school, and two hours of dance classes, and then again preparation for the holiday ๐ฎโ๐จ I hope for your understanding and that you are not offended by me โค๏ธ
Hi to all โค๏ธ Today I want to talk about the movie "Reincarnation" of 2018, which I watched recently. It was the first horror movie in five years that really scared me.
What interested me in this film is its unique idea. The story that after death a person can return to the world in the form of another person is quite unexpected and unusual. Also, I felt that the movie had a lot of unexpected twists and turns that created additional tension and social tension, which made me very nervous.
The acting was also at a very high level. The main character was especially excellent, who was able to convey on the screen all the feelings and emotions she experienced during the events of the film.
Overall, Reincarnation is a really well shot and edited horror movie that will keep you clenching your teeth and holding on to your seat. I recommend it to anyone who likes really tense and scary stories!
It's my birthday soon and my dream is to spend the whole day in a bookstore ๐ฅฐ๐ฎโ๐จ
You have no idea how much I love the smell of a freshly printed book... I don't like to read books online, I don't like to borrow books... I like to collect it and periodically reread them again and again ๐ I'm a little crazy, but I like it!
Hi, dears
Today I'm escortัng a loved one on a long journey. I don't know if we'll ะผeะตt him ever... a little sad. Today I drink beer and cry a lot. I'll answer you a little later. The soul is torn apart, the heart is broken. I want to stop in time... life goes on, I know... but it doesn't make it any easier
Take care of yourself โค๏ธ
Today is Easter in Ukraine ๐ฃ I don't celebrate such holidays because I don't have faith. But I still want to buy festive cakes and food. It's a little sad that all my friends and relatives celebrate it at the festive table, and I'm sitting completely alone in an apartment with a cat ๐ But on the other hand, why should I care? After all, I have youโค๏ธ I'll answer everyone soon!!!
I finally went to the dance!!! The coach was sick with covid and we haven't danced for two weeks :( It's difficult to return to training after the break, but I'm happy!!! I wish everyone a good evening and a wonderful mood โค๏ธ
