

A little vent. I am so tired of being the brunt of jokes for my life. I know I'm not perfect and I don't want to be the reason for everyone's problems.
The amount of deceit I have endured is downright uncalled for. Especially when I love everyone and practice forgiveness often. What I do have is genuine and powerful and trustworthy.
I get it. No one wants me. Cool. Then leave me be and stop messing with my heart. I choose to love because I refuse to become just like all the other monsters.
Idk whether to disappear or be a joke. Either way I'm sick of living this life alone and as a toy.
♡X