😔 First I’m sorry I fell off out of nowhere; the last few we..
Added 2022-02-04 02:27:06 +0000 UTC😔
First I’m sorry I fell off out of nowhere; the last few we have been really hard for me, my grandfather had recently been diagnosed with late stage cancer, on his way to the specialist to go over his options; he fall and broke 3 vertebrae in his neck… this injury made him ineligible for treatment (until it healed) but in late stage there wasn’t going to be enough time to heal and fight the cancer…..
Instead he went to finale care at home with my grandmother…. Last week he succumbed to his fight and passed away… 😢
This has hit me very hard, he was one of the biggest parts of my childhood and played a huge role in my upbringing, what makes it all worse is I haven’t been able to go see him in years…. And couldn’t make it out to him before he passed…. Financially it wasn’t even possible 😔 it’s something else I failed at and will likely haunt me forever
I’m so sorry I’ve been MIA out of nowhere I kind of just shut down when it all happened
I took some new pictures at the gym this morning trying to get out of my funk that I’ll start uploading tomorrow…. To all of my loyal fans thank you for your love and support… it’s going to be hard on me but I’m sure with your loving support I’ll make it through this
