A very frequent question I receive is… do you actually like ..

A very frequent question I receive is… do you actually like anal? How did you get into anal?

Sooo I guess I should start by telling you about my first time anal experience 🙈hehehe so my first time was with one of my “ex bfs” (quotations cuz now I wouldn’t even consider us bf/gf, we literally new nothing about each other L.O.L we just had reaaaallllyyy good sex 😅) at the time I was staying with my dad and he was working night shifts… soooo I had ample opportunity to sneak out 😆 and obviously being the little nympho I’ve always been I of course took the opportunity to sneak off to my “bfs” house (he usually snuck into my place so this particular time was extra exciting hehehe) he had brought up anal a few times in the past but I wasn’t really that interested/ I was a little nervous to try it 🫣 buuut after sneaking out I was feeling a little adventurous 😜 pluuus it was my first time meeting his mum (who thought I was just the sweetest girl that was so good for her son LMAO, if she oooonly knew 🤪) so that night when he asked I was totally down 🤭…. I hate to ruin the fantasy but I actually hated it 😫 it hurt sooooooo much, I had to bite down on the pillow to keep myself from crying out in pain , I didn’t want his mum to hear us and hate me so I tried sooo hard to be quiet 😖 I was so grateful that the lights were off so he couldn’t see the look on my face, I couldn’t wait for him to cum and for it to all be over 😭 idk if he could tell how much I hated it but we never tried it again after that and since I was to be moving away soon we pretty quickly broke up. Fast forward a couple years and I started seeing a new guy that was VERY interested in my asshole lol he BEGGED to fuck my ass and I was sooooo scared after the first experience that I just I kept saying no…. Until I had gifted him some “ love coupons” for vday… one of which was a wildcard 🙈 so of course he wanted to use that card for anal and I had wrote it myself so how could I protest 🤷🏻‍♀️ I mentally prepared for the ordeal knowing how painful it was going to be but I figured I could suck it up for at least 20 mins since it would make my bf happy… and for the first couple minutes thats the mindset I’d stayed in…. Until… all of a sudden it started feeling… kinda good?? I realized the more I relaxed and released the tension I was holding onto, letting myself enjoy the experience the better it was, maybe I don’t actually hate this? 🫣
Fast forward again a few months and I was the one begging HIM to fuck my ass 🙈🙈🙈 oooooh how the tables had turned lol 😝 even to this day the first minute or 2 hurts me sooo much but once I get through the pain it’s pure ecstasy 🤤 I honestly can’t get enough 🫣
one time in particular stands out in my head… I had a couple drinks and was absolutely desperate for cock, he had me face down (smushed into the mattress) and was pounding the absolute fuck out of my ass , i wanted it to go on forever 😍 I was literally in a trance begging to never end, eyes rolled back practically in tears of joy begging “pleeeease don’t cum yet, it feels soooooo gooooooood, please don’t ever stop 🥴 “ and since that moment I’ve been kinda obsessed with anal 🤭