I’m not sure what this is 😂 I’ve just eaten my dinner and I ..

I’m not sure what this is 😂 I’ve just eaten my dinner and I have this on my mind. I have no idea why it’s come into my head so I thought I would write it down to share with you. Okay so we will be going quite far back with this story. Way back! I had only had 2 boyfriends. Both were long time relationships. The first one being 4 years and the second 3 & 1/2 years. Once my relationship ended with my second boyfriend I got in abit of a slutty stage in my life. I felt like I hadn’t explored my naughty side. The side where I didn’t need to have feelings with someone to have sex with them. My first boyfriend I had been with for 6 months before I had sex with him and my second before was just a couple of weeks. Looking back, 6 months was a very long time for someone to wait until they were ready 😂 definite brownie points to that guy ha! Anyway back to my new found single life after my second boyfriend. I started going out quite abit. Living for the weekend and dressing up and going out for a good time. I enjoyed all the attention I was getting and my confidence grew. At one point I was seeing 3 guys at one time. I remember feeling slightly overwhelmed with the interest I was getting and finding it hard to just stick with one guy. Each one had something different to offer and I wasn’t down for settling. This was when my first ever one night stand happened. I went out for a couple of drinks with my friend and her boyfriend one evening. Her boyfriend brought along her brother. I knew him from a few years back. I used to fancy him alot and for him to be giving my attention made me so excited. After a few drinks and giggles we headed back to mine. I had never been this spontaneous in my life! Being spontaneous freaked me out but the best nights aren’t planned after all. We headed up to my bedroom where we had some hot & sweaty sex. I remember laying there naked with his head between my legs thinking how I can’t believe what is happening right now. This feeling was amazing and I felt so liberated as I lay there letting this hot guy fuck me! NSA style The following morning I had mixed emotions. After all this was all new to me and I had never had a one night stand before. To be honest I never thought I would have been one of those girls who did such a thing. Well look at me now 😂 To have passionate sex with another being but being so detached emotionally is quite a skill I believe. We can all have quickies. Wham Bam Thank you Mam type of sex. But to oooze passion, kiss, fuck and suck dick like making love is truly amazing. I play with my guys no different to how I play with my husband. I want my play mates to never forget their time with me. Storm ⚡️❤️