Been a minute, but I've finally caught the bug again... here..

Been a minute, but I've finally caught the bug again... here's me at 260 lbs yesterday morning, and felt like yammering a bit about my plans below vvv

Back in September I dieted my way down to ~257 lbs & immediately fell of the wagon, then spent the next few months too stressed out to be horny or even think about my weight... but now a few months of comfort food later I've only gained back a couple here at 260 lbs. Though for some reason, I feel rounder than ever... and ngl, I like it.

So now that I've gotten pretty comfortable with being a little chunkier in 2020, and since I never stopped fantasizing about what would happen if I were to keep indulging in a little more of said comfort food... now I'm thinking I'm gonna fuck around and gain a few pounds on purpose.

My current goal is to get back up to my highest weight of 270 lbs earlier in the summer and see how i like it, and to make an effort to take photos and videos on a more regular basis. From 260, that's just 10 pounds, how bad could it be?

Thought when I think about it, the number 300 keeps echoing in my head as a hell of an exhilarating goal... but as much of an immensely guilty pleasure as that would be for me, tbh I'd want to have some financial incentive to get that much heavier than I've ever been and push that far past all my internalized "gotta lose weight" programming. Not to mention, gaining 40 pounds and documenting it would be a fair bit of effort, and I wanna see if I can handle a shorter goal first. So for now I'm just gonna focus on putting on a much more reasonable 10, and I'll see how much interest I can get in my gaining antics on my way up to 270... maybe I'll come up with a goal level of support to reach that would make me go ahead and pull the trigger & go for the big 300?

But I know one thing for sure, I set up a separate ko-fi purely for fattening funds - https://ko-fi.com/himbojusky - I'm gonna spend every dollar anybody sends me there on junk food to stuff myself with. (I would do the same for tips here on OF, but I have to wait to reach minimum amounts to do deposits) So if you wanna see me throw a couple donuts or burgers on top of whatever I was already gonna eat that day, shoot me a few bucks and I'll be sure to indulge~

Anyways, somebody sent me $15 last night, so I wolfed down a couple pizzas to celebrate my re-entry into that kinky side of myself, gonna put those up in a sec!