It has been a long journey with many of you. Some of you rem..

It has been a long journey with many of you. Some of you remember when I was cocky_cock25 on xtube. Some of you have been around before Onlyfans, Pornhub and some of you remember when this all started. Recently, a few of you who have been around for a while have noticed I’ve not been posting in the way that I used to. Those of you who are in the discord understand why but let me explain to you what has transpired here. I don’t much ever talk about my personal life. I try to focus more on entertaining you. We all have things that are going on. So having places to escape the real worries of the world a little, are important. The last few years have been a roller coaster. It started with my dad getting sick and it all deteriorated from there. In 2019 my dad was diagnosed with cancer. This battle went on until Christmas Day 2021. My mother was also diagnosed with cancer in November of 2019 and She was freed Christmas Eve 2020. Losing both of my parents this way was devastating. This process took a massive toll on my engagement. Carding for people who are passing is hard. Losing them is unimaginable until it occurs. My relationship did not survive any of this either. And to top all of this off, my former buisness partners really screwed me over. It resulted in them losing the rights to my content. I did not own HarlemHookups.net. I was the person that produced, edited, starred in and marketed some of the content. The .net was owned by other individuals who hosted the content I made. I didn’t make really any money doing this. I was just a freak that loved to film and it was a good side hustle. I worked at UPS. I went to school. I had a few jobs. I suspected that some things were not right with my former partners for a while before things went bad. I had purchased the .com just in case. And I’m so glad i did. It was very expensive due to the fact that I made the name so valuable over the years I had to buy back all the work I put into the name. I only recently just finished paying this off. I sat on it for a while and now I had a reason to use it. So in 2021 I started rebuilding HH. Now I’m an amateur so I’m still getting it right so bare with me. I built some infrastructure not realizing the difference between Wordpress and HTML yadda yadda. But now my responsibilities were more than just making content on top of the existing circumstances. My mother and father were both strong people that encouraged me. And were the reason why I kept evolving the brand. They never made me feel ashamed and they always supported me. They encouraged me to be creative with this and even pushed me to take it further. Even when they were in their last days and I was so worried about them they still encouraged me to move forward. They were good people and I miss them so much. Every week for years without fail I have created a new video for you. It’s an extensive archive. And I have loved every moment of it. I. Am not the same person I was when this all began. And HH is also not the same. It has changed at every precipice of my life and here I am on another one after losing by biggest supporters. So yes, I have not posted as much. And yes it has been due to grief and loss. But it doesn’t mean that I have not still been working on things for you. I’m just evolving. I want to bring you more than just a fuck video. And yes its real raw intimacy but at the end of the day it only goes so far. And I can’t process all my grief this way. But I’m still a sexual being. It is who I am. I just needed time to collect myself and I needed time to rebuild things the way I want them because now I am in control of the brand. HH doesn’t have a huge following. But you guys have been so loyal to me. So I wanted to make this into something very special. And I can’t always wear all the hats. Remember to always leave room for your mental and emotional well being. Do not worry! I’m just saying I’ve been busy and hurting. Everything will be better than normal soon! I really appreciate the support that you have given. Those of you who have gotten to know me in the discord have continued to support here. Thank you! I will continue to work hard and surprise you and make you cum💦💦💦 P.S discord isn’t a website its an app. Think of it like a better hookup app than grindr, with videos! Anyway, Download it. It’s a bit hard to understand. But just at first.🥰 This months log in Credentials for HarlemHookups.com Username: HARDYBROSUMMER Password: DOUBLEPENN Do not copy and paste the password. Please enter it manually with all caps. Thank you!