Slow day really. I did get some dick, but it wasn't like the..

Slow day really. I did get some dick, but it wasn't like the other night. I got off. I had to use a vibrator, but it was still good. My night with David and Scott is going to be hard to beat. I did things that night that was incredible. I built one guy up to superhero status and shrank the other one into an obedient little bitch. I know that scares some of you and makes some others drool at the thought of it. I'm always hesitant to write about things I think are a bit more than some of you want to handle. The thing is, it's what I like. Like isn't the word. Crave is more like it. I can make up stories for you and all that happy crap, but I'm too old to waste time on that. I get it. I am one of the few women on the planet that is truly into the cuckold thing. It's not the norm. It's almost always the guy who wants to see his wife get fucked. I want to see my guy's face after I get fucked. By his friend. That he didn't know was going to breed me like a bitch in heat. I want my guy to watch...said no chick ever. That's a guy thing. If my guy watches, it's because he's going to be doing some seriously depraved shit he never thought possible. He may be the one going home with a belly full of sperm and a seriously deflated ego. I know, not everyone's cup of tea. But it's mine, and I like it. After this weekend, I can't get enough of it. Yes, I have had these experiences before. But this one was real. There was no planning, no talking about it. It just happened. I assure you neither guy had any clue what role they would end up in before the night began. It was intense. One of them is still having a hard time talking about it. The other won't quit talking about it. Both admitted they want to do it again. There were no guys butt fucking or staring at each other lovingly. There was fear and hesitancy in both. One now knows not only what a cock feels like in his mouth but what sperm tastes like. The other now knows what it's like to completely remove another man's superiority and take his manhood. I know how delicious that is to orchestrate. I have done it before. This time was special, as I said. It was authentic. But I can't do that 24/7, so I had Scott come over and let him slip his dick in me. As I said. It was okay. I had to use a vibrator after he emptied himself on my mound. But I came, and that's a good thing. I'm seeing Connor tomorrow, so there is a massive change in pace. He's almost 20 now. He seems to get more confident each time I see him. He has requested to stick his dick in my ass. I told him he could as long as he coated my colon with one of his signature sperm dumps. I'll let you know how that goes.