I think I have had more dick stuck in me wearing this dress ..

I think I have had more dick stuck in me wearing this dress than any other piece of wardrobe I own. I got this in like 2004. I changed from what I was wearing on a busy street, and I ended up getting fucked by some guy I never saw again, bent over the hood of his car while people watched. Guess you could say it was and still is my lucky dress. People ask me about things I have some knowledge of. Sexually that is. Cuckold is a crowd favorite for questions. "I want you to watch me while he fucks me!" said no wife ever. That's a guy thing. It's how they stay connected and keep a level of control. What she really says is. "I don't know when I'll be home. Don't wait up." Look, who wants a third wheel? The third wheel, that's who. It's hard to be one's self when there is an extra person watching and listening to everything you say and do. Most guys don't want someone watching, either. The sex ends up getting awkward. Dicks go soft. Feelings get hurt. It's all too much and ruins a perfectly good time. So, if I'm writing a "meme," it would go something like this. "I belong to him now, and he doesn't want you to see me naked anymore, so if you don't mind...wait in the living room till I leave. If I come home tonight, you can jerk off for me while I tell you the details I think you need to know. That is if you survive the anxiety as you painfully wait and wonder what I'm whispering in his ear as he pumps his sperm in my guts." That's more the reality of what a woman would say. The truth is most guys who want to do the cuck, or the hotwife thing can't survive the unbelievable pressure from the anxiety they feel. They call and text a million times. I don't answer. I have had them try and find me when they have gotten so desperate, wondering if they are losing me to another man. Well, of course, you are silly. Why do you think I'm letting him destroy my ass? Because I want him more than you. Sexually. It doesn't mean I won't eventually come home. I will. I just belong to him now. You get to exist in my life when he isn't available. Which, sadly, is most of the time. That's what it means to be a cuckold. The hotwife thing...it's just guys pretending. Most of them don't want to admit they live their sex life through their wives and girlfriends. I think it's because they want to be me, the one getting fucked, and hotwifing is the safest way to experience it without actually "coming out." Cucks aren't that far off, definitely more honest about it, but they live more for humiliation and mental domination more than anything else. They will beg for details, and if they truly want to be a cuck, the "anxiety" while I am out with an Alpha male is like a drug they can't get enough of. I'm their dealer. I feel for them. It has to be agonizing wondering if I'm making out, holding hands, making plans, leaving them behind, wanting him more than them. But the payoff for them seems to be massive. The happiest men I have ever known were hardcore cucks. Probably because when it's all said and done...they are getting constant sex, just not in the traditional wham bam, thank you mam type way.