Good morning everyone! Here I am, sneaking porn in before ev..

Good morning everyone! Here I am, sneaking porn in before everyone shows up. I might need a therapist. Then they might need a therapist after listening to me. I really can't think of anything bad to tell a shrink. I really can't. I'm trying to think what I would tell them. Maybe my addition to looking at porn every morning like it's the morning news. But even that is good, or at least I enjoy it. The funny thing is I am not a fan of getting a dick inside of me before noon. I am a huge fan of playing with dicks before noon. It's like foreplay for me. Just don't stick it in. Wait for the lunch whistle to blow, or just let me blow you until then. Married guys find the shitty hours to fuck. At like 8 am. I guess they figure it's less suspect at the early hour. Email from yesterday from some guy who runs his wife's onlyfans account for them. Remember, this thing is random. I never even knew these folks existed until they sent this email. "Brooke. We are from Sacramento and are in Orlando for a week. We can shoot with you today or tomorrow. We are staying at the Wyndham on I-Drive. Let us know what day and what time you will be here. We are both tested so please bring yours as well. See you soon." He goes on to leave his room number as well as his phone number as well as some photos. I didn't even care about the photos. I'm not driving for 1 1/2 hours to see anyone in Orlando. My response copy and pasted. "Thanks! Not doing content or content trade anymore but appreciate you thinking of me!." Their answer copy and pasted. "Fuck you old WHORE!!!! You are not better than anyone else. We feel sorry for you old bitch dont bother us anymore" Well, well. Aren't people just wonderful bundles of joy? The truth is I got a good chuckle out of it. I don't know anymore. I'm sharing this because it occurred to me that I must be on some menu somewhere because the whole thing felt like they ordered a meal, that meal being me, and were waiting for it to be delivered. I quit doing content trade a while ago because it was so fake. It was never fun, the sex sucked, and I don't have time for shitty sex anymore. I'm getting up there in age. Every fuck needs to count or at least be real. I can only imagine how shitty the sex would have been with these two. I would never have done it even if I were still doing collaborations. Which I'm not. Thank god. The photos didn't make me say, "hmmm." More like, "Uhhh, no." Is that mean? It feels mean, but if I said anything else, it wouldn't be the truth. Connor is across the street. He looks delicious. I would love to taste him, but I have no idea when people are going to show up, and his grandparents are home, so his house is out. If it weren't family showing up, I wouldn't care if I made things a bit awkward...but it is, so I have to keep it mostly respectable.