The convention was a huge success!!!! I’m probably a third o..
Added 2024-10-07 16:54:12 +0000 UTCThe convention was a huge success!!!! I’m probably a third of the way home stopped at Applebees for my big meal of the day. I can’t wait to be home.
My sensor keeps going off saying one or more of my tires is low & it’s driving me insane. I hate messing with the tires myself at gas stations because I have no clue what I’m really doing & it feels like I could easily just let all the air in the tires out. Ha.
I think it might be messed up or faulty though because no matter what I do with the tires it keeps coming on. I really don’t want to try to deal with it again until I get home.
Feeling really lonely today like I’ll never have a person in my life that’s an “all the time” person. I’m always traveling by myself. My boyfriend lives very far away. My friends don’t really have time for me anymore because they’re either seeing people or busy with life. I’d just like one person I can rely on. All the time. But maybe that’s a request that’s just asking for too much.
I also might have the post convention blues from drinking all weekend. I feel like doing that always puts my brain chemistry majorly off. I just can’t wait to be home. Lol.
I had a roommate at the convention that I didn’t know super well. He was majorly nice & polite but I hate NOT having alone time. To masturbate. To relax completely. Etc. I guess this contradicts what I just said about wanting an “all the time” person in my life, doesn’t it?
My mom has always been a super independent & lonely seeming person. I just don’t want to end up like her with no people hardly in her life that she doesn’t pick apart or drive away. I guess that’s my fear if I remain independent. I’m afraid the more I get used to it, the more I kind of can’t stand people.
What a world?! Ha. Never happy. Bummer.
