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There’s this big, stupid ice storm heading straight for Evansville, IN, starting at midnight tonight & lasting until MONDAY?!?? I’m supposed to leave tomorrow around 5pm, which means I’ll be driving right through it in my car that’s running like hell again. By myself. As always.
I’m so tired of having to take care of myself. I just want someone to drive me places & make sure I survive this kind of stuff. I want to be in love & have a caregiver of a partner—not in a weird way, but someone who genuinely takes care of me. Ugh.
Should I leave now to beat the ice & forfeit the show? I desperately need the money & have already spent so much on my room & gas to get here. I just don’t know what to do…