A came over again last night, ostensibly to pick up some of ..

A came over again last night, ostensibly to pick up some of the leftovers from the night before. Which I guess is true of the food and the sex. As soon as I shut my door we started making out. I ran my hands up and down his tight, hard, thin body. I love the lack of give when I touch him. Just from kissing his dick was already hard in his jeans. When I pulled it out it was standing straight out by the time I kneeled down to take it in my mouth. We were at my doorway, the only place I can fit a full-length mirror in my tiny studio. I took full advantage by pulling him two inches closer to the door so I could see him in profile while I sucked him. Without saying a word he took off his shirt so I could look up at his beautiful stomach and chest while I worked on his cock. He let me go a while, occasionally grabbing my head and face fucking me, until he gruffly ordered me to the bed. The gruff tone of his voice put me into a slight submissive mode. He arranged me on all fours and tore my leggings down to expose my ass, pushing my face into the bedspread. I love the way he tosses me around. It shows off his strength and makes me feel physically small and cute. But it also puts my mind in another space, where I don't have to think about how to execute. I just submit. He told me to spread my ass cheeks. I was a bit embarrassed, so he told me to spread my pussy lips. It was all exposed, but I was too wrapped up in finding out what would happen next to let it bother me too much. It's been a very long time since anyone has ordered me around or totally surprised me with things I never would have thought of in bed. I was more down for the adventure than worried what he might think at that point. Besides, if he didn't like any of it, I knew he'd just move me around until he found something he did. It's rare that I trust someone enough to submit. That's a huge part of his appeal to me. I know that he's trying hard not to hurt me and will notice if he does and back off. The last time we fucked at one point he covered my mouth and pinched my nose. I got scared and tapped him twice on the shoulder and he immediately let go. We trust each other. I trust him to let go when I need him to. He trusts me to signal when I need him to back off. He spanked my ass lightly and played with my pussy, telling me to keep my pussy lips spread, not to touch myself, and when to just breathe. He told me when I was allowed to move. And when to stay still. He teased my opening with his finger and then told me when he was going to stroke my clit. He kept going back and forth like that for a while, I have no idea how long. Just teasing my opening, stroking my clit, building up the tension and then letting it resolve a bit, over and over. Telling me, reminding me, in no uncertain terms that I was not allowed to cum and that I must tell him when I got close. I kept telling him I was close many times. At certain points I was softly crying out more than moaning. Crying out of frustration and longing and general helplessness. During this session I just felt myself let go. I was already a bit high from the earlier smoking, but this was a new high on top of that one. I guess it was a bit of subspace. I felt a bit out of control, but in a good way. He put his cock right up to my hole and told me if I came without his permission he was going to shove it in and fuck me hard without lube. I was scared, but also trusting. The more he played with me though, the wetter I got until he was able to slide it in without trouble. It was glorious being fucked by him in this state of surrender. He gave me permission, finally, and I came on his cock several times. Eventually he wanted to finish in my mouth, so he pulled out and told me to take the condom off and start sucking. I asked him to film it, and he sat on the couch so I could use both hands while I sucked him off and he could record me. When he started to get close he moved back to the bed so he could lie down and eventually started to come in my mouth but told me to take it out and get his cum all over my face. I did as I was told. And that's the video I sent you all!