Embracing My Size! (Not That Size) I HAD always seen myself..

Embracing My Size! (Not That Size) I HAD always seen myself as someone not very attractive. A bit basic. Average dick, fat, short, hairy! Qualities that I was lead to believe were not peak attraction for other men. I was shown on TV and online that fit buff guys were the most desirable and so that’s what I desired. Those were the guys I longed for. I wanted to be them. I wanted to be thiner, I wished to be taller all in order to attract other men. Never in a million years would I think I would have the courage or the admiration of my body in order to post pics like these. At 36 I finally released those demons and I feel so sexy. I love myself. While I do care about what other people think, I most likely always will, I wont let them make me feel any less. Putting on a pair of buddy smugglers last year and going to the beach or into the steam room at the gym was the start of an avalanche of body confidence for me. Sure I have weight I need to lose. I need to lose it because I have a bad back and a dud knee, shedding the kilos (which I want to do) is now purely so I can be more flexible, feel more energetic, stop being so sore. Live a more free life. I love my body how it is. I have a gunt (a gut that hangs over your cunt = gunt) and I really don’t care who sees it. I have posted these pics because I never saw this type of confidence in other gay men. Its daunting to give these away for free to anybody. But it’s also such a freeing feeling. Only Fans isn’t just a platform to post about sex and being covered in cum (which I might plan to post video about down the track) for me its been a huge opportunity to become a really confident and free version of myself. The audience here has been so positive and I’m so grateful for the sheer volume of positivity and lifting me up rather than tearing someone down. The change in my attitude toward myself almost happened over night. I went from feeling a bit gross to unbothered by others to feeling like a sexy model! I took a video recently of me in the bath. Its so funny (unintentionally) because all this positive sexual attention I am getting has gone straight to my head and I tried to make a really sexy video of me in a bath but its so unsexy that its almost a parody! Its giving #seaworld Thank you for all you have done for me on here Im having the best time!