THE STORY OF LOSING MY VIRGINITY! I was always very sexuall..

THE STORY OF LOSING MY VIRGINITY! I was always very sexually shy. I didn’t lose my virginity until I was 23. I was never confident in my body and didn’t think people would ever want to hook up. Look at me now! Just the absolute opposite. I’ll get on my knees anywhere and get my cock out to whom ever these days. Making up for lost time I say! When I was 23 I discovered Grindr and a website called ‘squirt’. Grindr was ok it was a little to out there for my liking. Squirt on the other hand was a website that was really full on but you could still remain kind of anonymous. You upload nudes and then list the things you want to do and then organise a hook up. It also has a section for cruising. There are beats listed (like parks or bathrooms) and then you select the beat and there’s a chat section and men let you know if they are going to be there. It was hot! You could see when a guy was going to one near you, then just show up and fool around. For some reason, this to me, was less intimating than Grindr. I was constantly aroused by the idea of seeing men comment and then go to the local park near me for fun. I really wanted to try it but was too nervous. I would chat to guys who were looking for fun and one day worked up the courage to catch up with one. He lived in Paramatta and I was a 35 minute drive away in West Ryde in Sydney. He was in his early 30’s, tall, fit, Italian and a bit hairy with a massive uncut cock. He wasn’t my first gay experience. I had been with a few men prior but this was the first guy that was properly super hot that wanted to hook up with me. I was always so intimated by good looking men, still am a little bit but these days I realise that I am also super hot. Just a different type of hot. I used to think because I was fat no one enjoyed my body. I finally worked up the courage to chat with this tall Italian guy. We shared pics and he wanted me to come over for some fun. There was no talk of fucking. I hoped in the car and in true Christian fashion drove over to his with a raging hard on the entire way. I hadn’t been to another guys house at this point. I had fooled around in cars a few times. When I got to his apartment I parked and texted him. I looked down to see my pants soaked with precum. I was so nervous. But more excited than scared. I wondered if I was going to be murdered. I wrote his profile name and address on a piece of paper and left it in the car as a clue incase he killed me and cooked my body. Got out the blender and tried to pulp me and tip me down the sink. His plans would come undone when the police would find my car with the note in it. Zac Effron would play me in the movie adaptation. I started to walk to his place and I was breathing so heavy. Cock soaked in precum. I made my way up to his apartment. It was an old school block built in the 70’s. The stair well was in the middle and open and you pass by all the other apartments as you climb the stairs. He was the very top floor. By the time I got to the top I was totally out of breath. I paused and collect myself and then knocked on the door. He had told me he wasn’t out to anyone which was sad that he did feel he could be but also kind hot at this being a little secret. He opened the door and hid behind it so no one saw. I didn’t know who could see there was no one around. I later found out his family live in the block also. That made it twice as hot! The door opened and a walked in and he was standing behind the door totally naked. He closes the door and immediately welcomes me in with the most gorgeous big smile and his soft cock starts to grow. I felt like I should be paying him. He was next level hot. Im 169cm he was 185cm so towered over me. I had no idea what to do so stood there awkwardly and he started the conversation. That when I heard this deep slow and soothing voice. I was about to cum in my pants. He was tall dark and handsome with a voice that almost made me shoot my load then and there. He was so lovely. He sat on the couch and asked me to undress and join him I was feeling very self conscious at that moment as I was looking at him full erect sitting there with these blue eyes staring into my soul. As I got undressed he must of sensed this was nerve racking for me. I had told him this was my first time at someone house and he did know I was a virgin. He stand up and comes over to where I am and as I’m trying to get my pants off he leans down and behind to unbutton my shirt. Im now standing there with him as he undresses me. It was taking every ounce of strength not to cum again. He slides my shirt off and then leans down and kisses me so gently and we go and sit on the couch and just chat. It was kind of nice. Both horny out of our minds me dripping with precum just talking about life. I found out his family own the building, and his sister lives in the apartment across from his. I finally start to take a look around his place and again I’m trying so hard not to cum because he has decorated it so amazingly. Like vogue level decor. The decor was so good I could have just blown my load to it. This made him even more attractive. He had a beautiful apartment. I don’t know what I was expecting but it wasn’t this. Is this what being gay is like because I’m so glad I was born this way. We chat for about 20 minutes totally naked. I think this experience is why one of my favourite things to do with a guy is get naked and just chat. Theres something really enjoyable about holding a really beautiful man in your arms and talking about stuff. After a while he makes a move closer to me and we are sitting together. He leans in super slowly and plants the most delicate and affectionate kiss on my lips and we end up making out for about 10 minutes. Our hands just exploring each other chests. Then he tells me he wants to feel my mouth on his cock. We rant talking an average dick either. This was easily 8 inches hard and not super thick thankfully. Not the type if thick that makes your jaw burn. It was a good thickness that you could suck it for ages and it not hurt. I hands sucked many cocks at this point so I was the expert I am today. I don’t like bragging about my mouth skills but I have suck more dick than you could imagine that I have learnt a thing or two. I love getting a guy right on the edge and just keeping him there sometimes in to thirsty for cum that ill suck a dude and he will blow in 30 seconds. I just love sucking cock. Im on my knees as a shy 23 year old sucking on this gorgeous Italian mans cock. I wasn’t dong me best work but thankfully he told me some things I was doing wrong and helped me suck his dick exactly how I liked it. I think I can credit him for teaching me the ways of the whore. When I found the position he enjoyed he started groaning. He was sitting on the couch and I noticed his legs start to straighten and extend, his entire body was tightening up. He was breathing deeper and deeper and then he let out whisper “I’m gonna cum”. Feeling a huge sense of accomplishment I kept going. Knowing I could make an adonis cum so quickly made me feel sexy. I was using my hand and it was a really wet blow job so it was loud. I got a little faster and as I did he grunted trying not to be to loud and I felt him cum in my mouth. He blew his load and as soon as he came he told me not to swallow it. He then told me to spit his cum into his mouth. I was so turned on and began to wank and he stopped me. He grabbed my hand and pushed it away from my cock. He the opened his mouth and I spat his cum in it. He then swallowed it all! HOLY FUCK. He kissed me and then stood up and took me to the bed. This guy wasn’t finished. He was still hard. We cuddled in bed for a bit and he then started taking ownership of my body. He ran his tongue over me and pinned my hands behind my head and he kissed my neck. I was squirming around the bed moaning in the most pleasure I had ever felt. He then makes his way down to my cock and begins to suck me off. He starts of so slowly. My cock it just throbbing on his mouth but he is just slowly sliding it in. He hold it there as he grabs my hips. He then begins to suck a little faster, at this point I’m almost gone. I being to moan so loud he reminds me to keep the noise down. Im overcome with this warm feeling and his hand grabs my cock and he takes his mouth off it and jerks me and I squirt the biggest load I have ever cum before. I still have never matched the size or power of this. Im not a squirter usually. This was a shock to me I had sprayed cum all over me and my face. I was gripping the sides of the bed and trying so hard not to scream. I was shaking and convulsing in sheer pleasure I have never experienced an orgasm like that before and it was a long time before I ever did. I lay there drenched and the cum thirsty Italian wasted no time and I felt his tongue licking the cum off my body and face and then kiss me. We lay there together. I was out of breath and still feeling he effects. I couldn’t talk yet or move. Once I regained consciousness we cuddled for a bit and I noticed he was still rock hard as was I. I can cum and remain hard for ages. I can’t get rid of an erection sometimes. We laid there making out for a little bit. He stood up and I thought that was my cue to leave. However he instead took me into the shower and we showered together. We soaped each other up and it was a really passionate experience. No talking just lots of gently touching. Both still as hard as rock. After a while he slide his soapy hand in-between my arse and started to feel around my hole. It felt so good. He was grabbing my butt tightly and squeezing it. I bent over a little and allowed him to. His soapy fingers circled my hole..... to be continued!