Added 2022-06-20 09:28:53 +0000 UTC
I was always interested in sexuality, but I never thought I would base my life around it. I did very well academically at school but didn't really know what I wanted to do; a writer, a vet and a shoe designer were all options at some point. Then accidentally I went to university to study fine art. I got good grades there too and shortly after graduation I ended up project managing a small creative company. I was a typical artsy graduate - juggling many projects, not enough time to make 'actual art'. I was very stressed, living in a big city with a terrible haircut (obviously, the hairy armpits and the bush were already present). All the while I was watching quite a lot of porn in my free time and really enjoyed it, mainly gang bangs... Every once in a while I wondered about the lives of the actresses, what they're like in real life and whether we would be friends. Then one beautiful day, a friend introduced me to cam models. I have never seen anything like that. I was blown away with how cool they looked, how much agency they had, and how different to each other they were. There were girls showing it all, girls showing nothing and everything in between. All of them were happily coexisting on the same page, surrounded by people who wanted to support, appreciate and get sexy with them. I was instantly in love. I wrapped up my projects at work, quit my job, had a few months in Asia to clear my head, cleanse my palette, and get a nice tan, and after I returned to Europe I started camming. It was exhilarating. I was experimenting with my boundaries, trying new things, finding out what works for me and for the people tuning in. It was like hosting a birthday party every day. People would come in and ask me if I had OnlyFans. I would tell them I didn’t. I felt like I preferred being live because the streams were ephemeral. People enjoyed my jokes live and I wasn't confident enough to make 'actual content'. Eventually I reluctantly decided to give it a try, and realised I enjoyed it even more...
