





The **first time I masturbated** was after watching the movie Nymphomaniac (2013) in the privacy of my bedroom on low volume 🤫 I have not watched it since then, but I remember the strong urge to touch myself. My underwear was soaked between my thighs from watching others enjoy themselves on screen. Despite not knowing what would feel good or how to play with myself, I dipped my finger into my pussy. Feeling the squishy warmth wrapped tightly around my finger for the first time, I slowly explored my insides. Dipping in and out, again and again. In time, I eventually learned how much more intense the clit feels compared to penetration alone. That movie was the closest thing to porn I had been exposed to and was the start to many adventures of self discovery and pleasure 💦