hi- i just wanted to post this and say i’m sorry if i’ve mi..
Added 2023-06-16 13:03:21 +0000 UTChi- i just wanted to post this and say i’m sorry if i’ve missed messages of yours. i struggle with depression and other mental problems of my own everyday that i’m really silent about and don’t mention too often because i don’t like to sulk in it anymore than i already have to deal with and this heavily affects my ability to communicate and talk often, and for that i’m so deeply sorry. i like to share the good things in my life and try to spread positivity as much as i can, and if i feel like i’m not doing that i kind of fall silent for a while. i’m not the best at talking and responding but i try my best when i can. i just felt like i should apologize, even if you may think that i shouldn’t. i just really hate coming off as pitiful or emotionally vulnerable so i try not to talk about my problems too much, because i just don’t think this is the appropriate place to do that, but sometimes i just have to remind myself and others that i’m human and i’m trying my best out here, you feel me?? i don’t know where my life will take me, what i want to do most the time, what comes next, and where i’ll take all this and that intimidates the shit out of me everyday, i honestly have such a doomer mindset.. i certainly know that i don’t know where i’d be without the collective support of every individual one of you sweethearts. i know you guys want so much more from me, and some of you are like - kiwi when will you do porn, kiwi when will you masturbate for us, kiwi when will you show your pussy.. i’m just doing what i’m comfortable with, just pls be patient with me and pls don’t pressure me it can be really overwhelming.. i’m one of those people that has a fear of rejection and being a disappointment so my thoughts are always eating me alive when i feel like i’m not doing enough .. 🫶🏻 i’ll probably delete this later because i sound like a big baby. but thank you for being here. kind of felt obligated to share some more photos so this is tolerable to read.. 😅💋
