So. I have no light at home until now 😅 All I can now is smo..
Added 2022-08-16 14:27:59 +0000 UTCSo. I have no light at home until now 😅 All I can now is smoke, make coffee, smoke again 😍 I will add a video today 💕 And now the continuation of my smoking story.
As you remember, I did not understand anything after my first smoked cigarette, and the next day I could not even remember that I had tried smoking. But no. I haven't forgotten. Thoughts about it constantly flashed through my head. I remembered the cigarette in my lips and how it lit up. These tempting fantasies never left me. My older friends bought me a pack of Bond. They were blue. I carried them with me and hid them from my parents when I got home. I felt that I like the fact that I have a pack of cigarettes. I didn't open it, but I already liked that I had it. I liked the look of this pack and I liked holding it in my hand. And one evening I ripped the wrapper off it in the company of my friends in order to taste the taste of a cigarette again. It was interesting for my friends to watch the little girl awkwardly taste a cigarette. I think they knew that I would become addicted. They just watched and supported me. I lit a cigarette and one of my friends sat down next to me and started teaching me how to hold a cigarette. She pointed to me and said: Like this, hold it with two fingers, suck the smoke with your lips and swallow it into your lungs. I was afraid to do it, but I was very curious. I did it. Smoke swept down my throat, burning it, and entered my lungs. I started coughing a lot. I thought that I was bad. But no. My friend told me that this is normal and it will pass. I have to try more to understand the beauty of smoking. I took another drag and got a cough again. But he was not as strong as the previous one. I realized that it became better and I felt a different taste. I smoked 3 cigarettes this evening. I was able to occasionally swallow smoke into my lungs and not cough. I felt the taste, I felt how nicotine relaxes me and how it makes my body shiver and excites me. I was still not a heavy smoker, but it was a start. I liked it. To be continued.
