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Here's my first audioclip! Hope you'll enjoy it ♥️🐷✨Text Tra..

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Here's my first audioclip! Hope you'll enjoy it ♥️🐷✨Text Transcription:«I feel so silly now, looking at my past as a solitary gainer and first years as a feedee.I started my journey at 75 kilos, and I kinda thought “Okay, I’ll stop at 110”. But once i actually was 110, i was not really satisfied with the results… so i said to myself “okay, let’s get to 130, then i’ll stop for good”.And this thing here repeated itself every 20 kilos: 130 not enough, maybe 150? Maybe 170?When I reached 170 and I was STILL not pleased with the growth, I gave up.I stopped giving myself such limits.I stopped thinking i’d be able to stop one day, that i would surely reach a “okay that’s enough, i’m happy with this” stage.I stopped expecting from myself some self-control such as “no more than this, okay?”.And indeed now i’m almost immobile, and it’s beautiful, it’s absurd, it’s… the right thing for me.It’s what makes me happy.I feel so silly now, remembering how i was convinced i could (and should!) stop at a certain weight.I feel silly because i can’t and i won’t stop after all; and it’s great like this!»