Hello friends! It’s been a minute! A whole month. Figure it..

Hello friends!

It’s been a minute! A whole month. Figure it’s time for an update.

With lots of intensive therapy, Sex & Love Addicts Anonymous meetings, and the support of my partner and friends, I’ve made a ton of progress in my sex addiction. This isn’t to say the cravings aren’t there; I easily become obsessed again. But I’m learning mindfulness and coming to recognize many of the cravings as warning signs, and I’m learning new ways to tend to those needs. I’m not asexual by any means; there’s sex that I earnestly want to have, and I intend to have it. But right now, I’m enjoying the peace.

I’m keeping my account because I love the old content and I know you do too! I encourage everyone to buy a year subscription so you have access to the vault without having to pay for monthly content that doesn’t exist; if you’d like to, send me a message and we’ll work it out. (I can’t discount it more than $30 on my profile, but for long-term subscribers I’m happy to offer it much cheaper or even for free for the die-hards — so reach out and I can give you a better deal.)

I’m so proud of the sexy content that I made, the relationships I formed, the way I’ve learned about myself, and how fully I have claimed my sexuality and the gaze of the camera. Before, I had a lot of painful experiences with video and pictures, but I own my image now. I’ve made thousands off it. I’ve cum so hard watching myself. It’s a powerful feeling. And it’s been really fun!

I’m not closing the door to exploring this all again. I have an open mind about where my relationship with sex will go. But it doesn’t feel right to keep this profile up without saying something to the people who have supported me. And I’ve had a nagging stress in my mind that I haven’t posted in so long, so I need some closure at this point, but not so much closure that I want to delete my account. I don’t have plans to do that ever.

You’ve been incredible fans, friends, and fuck buddies. Thank you for subscribing and watching, and for being part of this journey with me!

ps: the beauty I’m kissing here is @lenalazuli, a good friend of mine and an amazing slut — check her out 💞