

Hi everyone, As most of you know by now my wonderful husband Doughtub/Lardfill has passed away. He recently had surgery and suffered a clot complication. He was my everything and I miss him terribly. He was a kind and caring person who always tried to help those struggling with their identity. The number of people who have been touched or guided by him is astounding. His stories, artwork, blogs, pics and videos influenced so many gainers and encouragers just starting on their journey to self realization. I know… I was one of them. He lived life so sure of who he was and what he wanted… he was simply inspirational. The support from the online community has been overwhelming and I am very grateful. You are all just amazing! Many of you also want to know what is going to happen with this page and the Patreon platform that contains the stories and artwork. I have given it a lot of thought for the last few weeks and although I am conflicted I think I have come to a decision. After several years of hesitating we finally launched this page as a response to the many requests we got for new nsfw content as well as Lardfills old Clips4sale content. Thanks to all of you it was a great success and our platforms became profitable enough to support us. I could concentrate on finishing the renovations on our farmhouse and Doughtub could write full time. Those were some happy months that I am so thankful for. But things change. We had discussed what would happen to our content in the event of one of us passing but because if our age difference it was generally in the context of my death. Neither of us wanted to deny the other the means for surviving financially and wanted the content to remain. A further argument I made to keep the content up was the sheer number of people he positively influenced with it. He was always humble about that point but did acknowledge it. I intend to keep this page going although it will have a slightly different spin. I will still be hosting gainers for fattening vacations and will hopefully create more hot content with them. I will also be posting more of myself and some encourager/motivational clips 😈😊. I will also continue to post the older clips of Lardfill as we had planned. It’s going to be a little different and if there is anything you would like to see please let me know. This page is still going to be a shining example of how to embrace your identity and live your best life. That’s how I can best honour him. I hope you will enjoy the journey with me. Thank you all!