I’ve worked so hard to get to where I am with how I feel abo..
Added 2023-11-28 23:40:10 +0000 UTCI’ve worked so hard to get to where I am with how I feel about my body. I’ve worked so hard to finally film naked. To finally let men see and touch me naked. I’ve come such a long way from the girl that would starve every day, throw up, take laxatives if I ate something “bad”, and was on too many diet pills that put me in the hospital as I almost went into cardiac arrest. I have made so much progress the last year especially, yet I’m mad at myself that someone calling me a fat fuck and talking about my belly has me in tears. I’m mad that I’m letting someone derail all the progress I’ve made. I usually don’t care when I’m called fat, but today those words really fucking stung. I’ve been crying since. Honestly, I don’t even know where I’m going with this.. but I just felt like being really fucking raw and real. You’re paying to see me. All of me. And I don’t think it gets anymore authentic than this.
