BOOBS. BREASTS. TITS. TATAS. Let's talk about them for a sec..

BOOBS. BREASTS. TITS. TATAS. Let's talk about them for a sec. I have wanted to talk to you about this for a LONG time, but I always hesitate. You are the ones on my socials that know how my body actually looks like, you know what I truly do and what I enjoy. I have always loved big boobs, like really big boobs and always wanted those for myself. I have struggled with small boobs my whole teeenage/y0ung adult years and when I lost a lot of weight and went on the side of underweight, I lost all boobs I ever had, I literally had only nipples on my boney chest. And I hated it, so so much. For me, that was not the option and my ex made me feel even worse about it, but I could not help it, my body shrank the boobs first. When I broke up and moved to a new city, I started gaining weight and found myself again. I found Sassy. My boobs grew, and grew. Now they are bigger than they have ever been before and I absolutely love them, BUT. The thought of bigger boobs always hunts me. Not for fame, not for attention, for myself. I want to live my life the way I want to and now that I am in training of becaming a truly someone's cumslut, I feel like why wouldn't I pursue the form of life I have always dreamed of having? If I am finally living my kinky life the way I want to (I have a 24/7 Daddy, few doms and few subs for myself), creating erotic art and sexual content the way I want to, would not it be the time to do the things I want to? What am I waiting for if I have dreamed, researched and questioned everything what comes to breast implants? Money is lacking of course, but with this I state that I will start saving money for the surgery. This is for me. Not for everyone else so please do not come to me saying I do not need to change. I know that, I love love love myself and my body, but if something is stuck on your head for over 15 y€ars and you could make it happen, why not? Why I talk about this here? Because I am not ready to face all the negative comments and "you talk about accepting yourself the way you are and then you go and get your boobs bigger?" comments, yet. Because I know those will be there. Especially in Finland plastic surgery still has a really weird sound to people, they judge and comment like breasts would become free property after a surgery. I want to keep this between us, me and my Daddy for now. He supports me 100% and helps me get there. I want to be the gothic fuckdoll of my _own_ dreams. I want to stay curvy and soft, but just make me feel complete. I will not become plastic like a Barbie, I will not change my face (except my nose because of health reasons. Would be nice to breath✌️), so do not worry about that. Nothing else will change except my boobs. I will become even more of a show off then, trust me 😂😂 If you read this all, thank you for your time and thank you for your support ❤️❤️ I will officially start saving money this summer after I graduate. As soon as I get a fulltime job, I will use all of my OF income to save up for my dream body ❤️