Swipe to see me currently 👉 First pic is me around 71kg hav..

Swipe to see me currently 👉 First pic is me around 71kg having a pretty good year and the 2nd pic is now 9/6/2021 I’ve been getting so much support from people on this platform and even tho I’ve closed my self off to opening up, I want to share with you my struggles but also my journey to getting out of that deep dark hole we call depression ❤️ Tbh 2020 wasn’t the best year for me, I fell in to a deep depression and due to COVID and other personal things in my life that was tragic. First time that year I had to deal with a family member dying, first time sleeping on a friends couch, first time moving in to a whole new area hundreds of kilometres away from my home. I went through major anxiety attacks, wanted to take my life, and lost my purpose for living. Like for a lot of people 2020 was a very difficult year. I remember crying everyday for a month straight in July but didn’t have any time to process what was going on cause in September I ended up moving to a completely new place. I faced so many new challenges and felt so out of place. 2021 has been better but experienced a major injury that put me off training and work for almost 6 months. I pretty much experienced not being able to do what I love and having to borrow money from my mum to get eat and pay rent because I couldn’t work from my broken foot . Went through two surgeries and pretty much smoked everyday recently to numb myself of what was going on. It’s been a crazy almost 13 months of major ups and downs and that’s a few of the reasons why I’ve closed myself off from a lot of people and stopped sharing on social media cause I was too emotionally fragile and broken to handle things. Only thing I really now post is on TikTok but I’ve taken almost a month break to help me recharge. From all of this stress I’ve abandoned my mental and physical health and gained 8kg (sitting at 81kg now) from all of the stress these past few months. I barely been eating or drinking but for some reason I just put on the weight. But now I’m starting to rebuild myself stronger by training hard again in the gym and taking time for myself. Gonna start hustling hard again soon as well on TikTok and I’m posting now on OF ❤️ Just a reminder to everyone that even if life breaks you, keep moving forward and never give up ❤️❤️❤️ And to everyone reading this who is in a dark place please reach out for help but more importantly know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel ❤️