**STORY TIME: Camgirl Memoir 01** September, 2016 ***MrNeb..

**STORY TIME: Camgirl Memoir 01** September, 2016 ***MrNeb tipped 100 tokens and left a message: "Hi Miss Bella"*** I just started my livestream 25 minutes ago and the viewer count amounts to 400 people now. It was a good night with generous patrons. And now a new tipper comes in. It's always a surprise, you never know what type of person you are going to me.et. ***MrNeb tipped 500 tokens and left a message: "Your nose is so cute"*** *"Thank you MrNeb! How are you tonight?" - I reply while slowly swerving my body to a lo-fi beat.- "Guys, I will change into my new bikini when we reach the goal!"* ***MrNeb tipped 1000 tokens and left a message: "Add me. I think you have a lovely face specially your nose, its like a cute button. Would you like to go Private? I promise I just want to look at it more*** Every woman that starts to work as a camgirl sets a level of boundaries with her viewers. Mine was no dildo penetration, no extreme hardcore and a minimum required investment of time and money from the guy. You never know wha t kind of person you are dealing with. Some guys start nice but become abusive quickly, others try to rip you off, and some even like to take girls private to make them do the most explicit possible things just to throw it publicly online. Maybe they get off on some kind of twisted revenge porn, or on imagining he is making other guys get off to the content he paid for. I don't really get it. Whatever their reasons are, you have to be aware of the possibilities and stand for yourself. It's a delicate dance between comfort level x economical value. Which might sound weird and even cheap to someone that never did sex work, but once you are in, this is just the biz. And you feel it's all worth it. SO I consider and reply: *"Well, there's only one more thing.. going private/Skype with me is a perk of my GrandMaster Club, you can join it for 7555 tokens."* ***MrNeb tipped 7555 tokens and left a message: "Let's go!"*** That's $500 for 30 minutes and this guys seemed like a nice client. Someone to talk to perhaps. Many guys have tipped me to just hang out. Clean. And one of the most enjoyable nights I've had at work as well. Sex is an expensive luxury when you have a secret fetish. Well, let's go! **IN PRIVATE CHAT:** so now only he can see me. *"Hi MrNeb.. it's nice to me.et you" I smile and sit forward, getting close and personal with the camera.* ***"Hi Bella....thank's for accepting the Private.... Can you move a little closer, please?"*** *"Of course" - I said out loud, as inside I think: "More?! TOO CLOSE"* ***MrNeb says: "You don't have to be shy, I want to see it in detail"*** I honestly don't even think my nose has anything special, but here we have Mr. Neb paying good money for a full close up of it. At first I thought he had mentioned my nose just as a nice compliment. When he said he had a fetish I thought it was for women with a certain type of nose, but I didn't think he really just wanted to interact with it specifically. Rookie mistake, I was just the carrier of his real object of desire. The zoom really messes with the quality and the webcam cable is short so my best solution is to sit awkwardly close to the webcam. Now I struggle but manage to read the screen: [copied and pasted conversation pieces] ***12:47:50 AM MrNeb: hi beautiful....I'm obessed with your cute nose I know it's weird but I really have a thing with noses.. and yours are great.... It's really special.*** **12:47:51 AM MissBella__: haha i've never done a nose fetish before, so you may have to give me a few tips :p** ***12:48:10 AM MrNeb: Of course.....I'll be gentle...lol 12:49:21 AM MrNeb: Basically what I'm thinking...so you can decide.... 12:50:18 AM MrNeb: I want to see your face..... start by very softly teasing me with your nose....take one finger and slowly and softly touch the tip of your nose and slolwy move it...up down side side..very slow and sexy 12:51:54 AM MrNeb: what do you think so far*** It wouldn't be the first time I did something as singular as this with someone online. Basically, like the rule #34 of internet: "If it exists, there's porn of it", I believe there's someone out there with a fetish for anything you can come up with in your imagination and as long as the fetish was harmless I was down to fulfilling it. However, I don't know this guy very well yet. ***"I've never seen a nose like yours. I'm obsessed. Can you move it like a bunny?"*** Luckily (or unluckily?) I can. But soon the requests piled up. He wanted me to flare it, pull it up, pinch, stroke and do whatever other possible actions one can do with it's nose, intercalated with several compliments and praises to how perfect my average nose is. What I thought would be an "easy" 30 minutes turned me into Rudolph the reindeer within 10. About 10 minutes before the time was up he asked me to shove 2 tampons into my nostrils and move it around. I laughed to myself. *"What the hell why not, he did pay good money for it. Harmless enough and just funny."* 5 minutes pass by and I'm already very tired of breathing through my mouth. My mind starts disconnecting: *"Is it really worth it to be a non hardcore camgirl? Are we there yet?How can this be sexy? Wow! These tampons are bigger than I thought. They were on sale too... I think I feel my heartbeat on my nose... Are we there, yet?" I ramble to myself* ***MrNeb says: I know our time is almost up.... You can take it off your nose now.*** *RELIEF* ***"Do you have any type of shiny black cloth like faux leather, or anything black and a bit shiny that you can put over your face? I want this so I can finish.*** When I think I saw it all a weirder request pops up. Sight... we are already here, let's finish this up. I grab my faux leather skirt and start following his instructions: ***"I just want you to put it over your head, covering your whole face...Yes beautiful, just push your face against it.. I love the shape it makes.. open your mouth too a little bit.. perfect.. now stay still."*** *And leave it still some more...1 minute..2 minutes.. tik tok..I could not stop thinking of what my face looked like on the camera. An awkward imprint of my deformed face, tighly pulled against the black shiny cloth, my nose wide and smashed against it. He made it clear this is exactly what he wanted to see: ***"I love the shape it makes"*** **Yup! Exactly as if I was suffocating in a trash bag!** My heart was beating a bit faster and what seemed like a harmless fetish now made me question all of my past hour decisions. Since I was blinded he said he would tip when I could take it off. Time passed by slowly. ***MrNeb tipped 500 tokens and left a message: "Thank you that was perfect. I hope we can do it again"*** *Private Session has ended.* **Sorry MrNeb but there were good reasons we never went Private again...and the reason is I like to breathe.. and keep alive** --- 2 weeks later ***01:09:07 AM MrNeb: How is your adorable nose?*** October 2016 ***01:11:52 AM MrNeb: I miss it, and would love to play again*** ***11:16:15 PM MrNeb: Your beautiful nose never gets enough love lol let me know when we can skype again*** January 2017 ***11:58:26 PM MrNeb: I would still love to get some alone time with you and your sexy nose in tru pvt again soon.. :)*** March 2018 ***11:59:58 PM MrNeb: Let me know when a good time for you is.. Our last pvt was so amazing I still think about it*** July 2018 ***12:00:19 AM MrNeb: Your nose still drives me crazy*** August 2020 ***02:17:19 AM MrNeb: hello?***