27 weeks n we got a cabbageeee 🍴🥬🍴 Unzippable pants looked ..
Added 2021-06-21 16:58:27 +0000 UTC27 weeks n we got a cabbageeee 🍴🥬🍴
Unzippable pants looked dumb from the side and ultimately dropped the headscarf too but proud of myself for trying something new? 😂
Feeling extra vulnerable lately. Maybe it’s the sore back or random bouts of dizziness and exhaustion, but more likely it’s the social isolation. I’m still invited to things (mostly) but not being able to relax with a couple drinks or sit comfortably for longer than an hour (or climb on tables and be ridiculous if I’m totally honest) is harder than I’d like to admit. I miss adult goofinnnnn w my friennns. Can’t wait to have my bodyyy back. (She says w 13 weeks to go + breastfeeding 😳 haha)
As “excited” as other people might be for the baby (including your partner) sometimes it hits you that you’re ultimately, physically growing this baby alone. This likely stemming from Nev mentioning he wanted to do an off Broadway show (in Wisconsin) the same month I’m meant to give birth. He said no of course but wanted me to know it was a sacrifice. Meanwhile I’m sacrificing sitting comfortably...but ya know, life isn’t fair. We’re social creatures but the human experience is largely individual (until we start fusing brains & nervous systems...but also, NO THANKS haha) But fuck em. I mean love them, but do you. Pop on a headscarf or song or maybe even just stare at a wall for awhile and let yourself evolve away from the noise of others. Sometimes, even more importantly, away from the noise of who you used to be.
Sending transformative love and power your way this week. Make it a good one ❤️
