I did it, I made this page free, and I’m going to be uploadi..

I did it, I made this page free, and I’m going to be uploading big/special photosets and some videos as paid posts. I will still post free posts, in fact most posts will be free. When I asked y’all about this the other day, I got overwhelming support for it, and I’m thankful for y'all! I believe having the page set up like this will 1) help relieve the stress I was feeling about constantly posting and replying to messages and doing customs, which was all ultimately hurting my mental health and making it harder for me to make content for yall. 2) allow me to still make money modeling for y’all on this platform, which goes towards rent/food/living etc (and maybe some shoes and cute clothes 🙈🥰). 3) maybe allow me to pursue a job in my field of study And 3) allow me to reply in the comments a lot and be closer with everyone ☺️ If I could travel back in time and tell a younger me that in the future, I would have so many people who care about me and want to see me to succeed, it probably would have consoled her a lot. If she would have believed me 😅 I was bullied and harassed through school, and I’ve been stalked as an adult. I have and have always had random people walk up to me every day at stores/in public/wherever who will try to have full conversations with me (and even sometimes ask for hugs even though they’re complete strangers I’ve never met??) while I’m trying to just go somewhere or run errands. I’ve had anxiety for a long time and I’ve always been sorta shy, so you can imagine how that all worked out 😅 Anyways. I guess what I’m trying to say is I never thought so many people would be here for me and want me to have a successful life and send me cute clothes to model and want to know what I think about things. Although I’m still a bit shy (especially with videos 😅) I am trying to work through that, and to maybe start streaming soon? I’ve been letting myself play more video games lately to relax (and I played a bunch while sick when I could) and I could maybe twitch stream Minecraft or animal crossing or others and just talk and chat a bit. I could answer questions, and we could all just have a lot of fun! 2022 might be starting out sucky with omicron, my mystery gastrointestinal illness, and some canceled travel plans, but I want to make it better and happier. Lots of love, Ellie 💕