I think I‘ve teased him for long enough. Actually, I think I..

I think I‘ve teased him for long enough. Actually, I think I‘ve teased him a lot longer than what would be enough 🤭But I guess that‘s just the sadistic part of me, that‘s getting satisfied by it. Because if I always stopped at „what‘s reasonable“, then I would be missing on that feeling that I can make him go a little extra. It‘s something I‘ve been thinking about because it‘s always interesting to unravel those emotions for myself. When I say I am trying to explore myself, I don‘t mean just finding out what I like, but trying to understand why. Sometimes it needs a bit of honesty with myself 😅 And sometimes I just don‘t figure it out.

What I‘ve realized isn‘t probably that groundbreaking, as I think it applies to any human relationship even though this has a little twist on it. Different flavor if you will. It‘s important for me, that we match the effort. Yes, I am controlling and possessive, but I am also providing a lot of attention. I love making our sessions thrilling and I know he loves it, just as I do. But what can he offer to me? He can‘t plan a session for me, that‘s for sure. Unless I would be wanting to switch 😄

No, what he can do for me and what I want is to match my energy. Go through anything I make him go through and let me know how it makes him feel. And sometimes I want it to be a little more tough. Because it makes me feel worth it. I want him to go a month without cumming with hard teasing in between because I feel valued. Any vanilla guy would hate it. And I know sometimes it‘s pretty difficult for Luke as well. But he persists because I want him to persist. And that‘s the reason why sometimes I like putting him through a test like this. Because my brain thinks that if I can treat him like that and he still sticks around, then there has to be something special about me. 😄

And then when I finally let him have it and he‘s all grateful, it feels so worth it.

Well, I do love to reward him when the time is right. So I was more than happy to let him have this one 😊I know he loves my tits. So I made sure he had a nice view of them. And in the end, it was more than view 💦 I used oil, so my hands were all nice and slippery.
It‘s funny that he‘s a lot more sensitive than he used to be. When I was stroking him around the glad, especially when I went from the base to the top, it was a little too much. He described it as almost as sensitive as what he feels during post-orgasm play. Yet he still took a while to cum. There are still things I don‘t get about the male orgasm. He‘s super sensitive, but still not quick to cum. I think I‘ll need to investigate further 😄

When I felt he was getting close I stopped for a few edges. For his own silly good. I know he would love to cum on the first edge, but he waited far too long for this, so it would be a shame to just have it over too quickly 🤭Anyway, I gave him no choice but to savor it 😄

When he erupted over my tits I really felt how hard he was. With each pump, I almost felt his relief with him. He covered my tits and thighs pretty good 😄So I think that was worth the wait. Not many people had this privilege. And for a little bonus, I let him spend a few hours uncaged, so he could enjoy a little break before the next period of uncertain future 😈