Apparently, the ruined orgasm last time didn't help much wit..

Apparently, the ruined orgasm last time didn't help much with making him less horny for long. Especially the part where I made him clean the cum off me. Funny thing how it works. Every time I make him clean up the cum, he hates it. He still does it, because he's an obedient little pet, but he certainly doesn't enjoy it. It's one of those things that's hot when we chat about it, but then when it's time to stick out the tongue and feel the warm, salty, sticky viscous semen texture it's suddenly a bit more difficult to be the slut you were claiming to be 🤭 The ruined orgasm still creates a little dip in horniness, not so much like a full orgasm, but still enough to disperse the fog of arousal and let him think for a second what's he doing. Of course, that's the fun part, as I can see the hint of regret and still make him do it. And his brain knows very well that he's humiliating himself in front of a girl, he should be trying to seduce and fuck. He's genetically programmed for millennia that he should be pinning me down for some hard fuck, but instead, he's kneeling in front of me, slurping cum and waiting to be relocked in chastity 😈

I'll get to how it is relevant to today's session very quickly. Well maybe not that quickly, but I'll get there. 😅 The point is, that ever since I started discovering sexuality from a little alternative point of view, it never ceases to amaze me how it works. My own included, though, it's sometimes hard to self-analyse. Why doing things that are in direct opposition to our evolutionary goals are so fucking hot? And why there are things that are so damn sexy in memory, but not so much in the moment. At least for one of us 🤭 I do not know, but for example, I find boys with vasectomy very arousing. Even more so if they would be into chastity. How does interest in caged and sterile guys make any evolutionary sense? 😅 Luckily my pussy doesn't need the answers to get wet.

Well, anyway, I am not snipping Luke, as that's rather too irreversible and not for me to decide. But I still love to screw up with my most precious toy in different ways. And not letting him get hard is one of them. 😈 I love how he's focused on his penis. I mean every guy is. That's why it's so sexy to make it not work as intended.
When he's locked in chastity, he can at least see the cage and be reminded that I own his dick and that's why it can't do anything. But when I play with him and use the towel method, it's like his completely impotent. He can feel, he can edge and he even had to stop me once because he was afraid he might have cum. But there is no way for him to get hard. And I think his brain just can't process that. He can see with his own eyes that there isn't any cage preventing him. He's horny, yet his dick is just harmlessly flopping around. I think that's sort of scary, even if he rationally knows exactly why is that happening, that the towels are just blocking the "flow". It's just temporary impotence and there are a few things scarier for guys than their dick not working. Which makes sense, it's hard to push rope into something 🤭And for some reason, that kind of scary is irresistible for us both. 🥵

And I think that's also the reason why we both loved the friendzone I've been keeping him in. And while we moved a little past that, I still don't call him my boyfriend and I don't know I ever will. I like that feeling of being a little unobtainable. I love to remind him, that being with me means kneeling and licking cum, staying in chastity and when I feel mean and horny even edging can be done with a flaccid dick. 😈 And to drive the point home I relocked him into the flat cage, to make his dick gone for a while, to make him wonder about how much I need that thing and what it means for his future 😈