I'm at a loss for words for the most part. The past 30 days ..
Added 2023-08-01 22:33:18 +0000 UTCI'm at a loss for words for the most part. The past 30 days I've lost an aunt, a car, my backs been fucked up, I got into it with a close person in my life...and today I had to put down my FUCKING BABY top top...if you knew him he was the sweetest...most cuddly cat I've ever had...He was fine the other day and today his kidneys failed..it was so bad the treatment could have just made him even more miserable and I just....didn't have the heart to potentially make his last moments true moments of suffering...and the chances of him surviving were so small it wasn't worth making him that miserable... I...wish things would take a break because I haven't been able to catch up much at all and this just set me back financially so much...any and all help is appreciated and I have to spend the next couple days checking my house to make sure there's nothing my other cats can get into because it might have been a household issue... please for the love of god send tips...I don't have the heart to beg I just wanna take a couple days to make my house safe and process losing my fucking baby...
